355 Gongsun Ruyu's decision (second watch)
Rong Huang was about to open his mouth to talk to Long Teng about the charm, but he saw Long Teng's expression suddenly turn cold.
Rong Huang was a little confused, thinking that even if Long Teng didn't wait to see the charm again, he wouldn't be like this. Rong Huang's ears jumped, it turned out that someone had come in.
Rong Huang turned around and looked, three people, the old man of Tianshu and the mother-in-law of the earth, and the other turned out to be the dragon princess who had not been seen for a long time.
The Dragon Princess is really haggard now, wearing a green shirt and linen clothes, describing herself as haggard, and she will no longer be as beautiful and delicate as when she first saw her.
"I don't want to see you, go. Long Teng tilted his head, not wanting to look at the Dragon Princess.
The Dragon Princess's heart ached, although she had long known that Long Teng did not want to see her, but when she heard Long Teng's dislike of her again and again, the Dragon Princess's heart still hurt.
"I- I know. I just have something to tell you. No - it won't delay you too long. "The Dragon Princess was extremely restrained, and in front of Long Teng, she couldn't even finish her words.
"Huang'er, let's go out first. Granny Dizhu suddenly spoke.
Rong Huang is a little worried about the Dragon Princess, this woman is Long Teng's biological mother, but she is also the person who hurts Long Teng the most, saying that she has changed her mind, but how far can she change her mind?
"Huang'er. Granny Dizhu's voice sounded again.
Rong Huang looked at Granny Dizhu, only to see her solemn expression, and it was obvious that her attitude was very serious.
Rong Huang looked at the Dragon Princess, then at Long Teng, and finally chose to go out with Granny Dizhu.
For a while, only Long Teng and the Dragon Princess were left in the room.
"I don't want to see you, you go. "Long Teng never wanted to see the Dragon Princess, and she had long been dead to this woman.
Tears welled up in the eyes of the Dragon Princess again, the Dragon Princess didn't dare to cry, and she couldn't cry in front of Long Teng, she was not qualified to cry in front of Long Teng, she was not a qualified mother, and she was not worthy of being Long Teng's mother.
"Why are you doing this. In order to take revenge, drag your body down like this, you-you don't regret it!" The thought of Long Teng's martial arts achievements in order to take revenge made his body become like this, which almost broke the heart of the Dragon Princess.
If it were the past, the Dragon Princess said this, Long Teng would have jumped up a long time ago, and it must have been another burst of cynicism, he was not happy, and he must make the woman of the Dragon Princess even more uncomfortable.
But now, Long Teng suddenly has no strength to worry about the Dragon Princess, he really doesn't care about this woman anymore.
Someone will become extremely crazy before he dies, and he wants everyone to bury him. But Long Teng was extremely calm.
"Regret it, I would choose to do it all over again. At that time, I was so weak, and I didn't have great strength, how could I take revenge. I've never regretted it. ”
Do you really not regret it? Actually, Long Teng regretted it. If Long Teng had known that he would meet Rong Huang one day and fall in love with a woman named Rong Huang, he thought he would regret it. I regret why I am so anxious, why don't I slow down, he really hopes that he can have a lifetime to love and love Rong Huang.
But Long Teng's regret is only for Rong Huang alone, it is absolutely impossible for him to say that he regrets it in front of the Dragon Princess. At the very least, Longteng will never be able to do it. This woman is not worthy!
"It's my fault, I did the evil in the first place, that's why I hurt you-"
"Enough. I've heard the same thing more than a hundred times, and I'm tired of hearing it for a long time. Long Teng frowned impatiently, he really didn't want to hear what the Dragon Princess said, it was really a headache and nausea.
The Dragon Princess's heart jumped, she knew how much Long Teng didn't like her to say this, and she was indeed not qualified to say this, she knew why she had to do it in the first place!
The Dragon Princess hurriedly stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, and she was not allowed to cry, she was not allowed to cry! She could not cry in front of her son! She was not qualified to do so.
The Dragon Princess hurriedly took the box she brought, opened it by herself, and didn't look at her despite Long Teng's head.
"This is the garment I made for you since you were a child. It's not just you, but Yan'er, the dragon king and him, and I make your clothes every year. ”
What the Dragon Princess said in his mouth was, of course, the Dragon War.
"I do it every year. But my female celebrity can only be regarded as average. Like Yan'er and him, that is, when he was a child, he wore it, and the Dragon King put it in the cupboard every time he wore it at will, and he didn't touch it. I knew they didn't like the clothes I made, so I stopped making them. Only yours, I do every year. But you never know. Even if you knew, you wouldn't wear it. But every year when I do it, I wonder if you'll ever wear the clothes I made. I think so every year, so I do it every year. Before I knew it, I made a full twenty-five sets. From your childhood to the present. ”
"Burn it. I didn't know how to wear it before, and I don't wear it now. "Burning is the best.
The Dragon Princess's heart ached, and she forced out a smile, "I don't mean anything else." I'll leave you with this clothes, whether you want to burn it or whatever, it's up to you. Teng'er, I know you don't like it when I call you that. But I'm going to call you that anyway. Teng'er I'm sorry, I'm not a good mother, if I have a next life, I don't want to be your mother again, you deserve a better mother who treats you wholeheartedly. And I would like to be turned into a great tree to shelter you from the wind and rain, and to atone for the sins of this life. ”
After the dragon princess finished crying and said this, she ran away without stopping.
After the Dragon Princess left, Long Teng glanced at the box brought by the Dragon Princess, which was filled with a pile of clothes.
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"Master, is Long Teng really hopeless?" After Rong Huang followed the old man Tianshu and Granny Dizhu out, he looked at Granny Dizhu with a sad expression.
Granny Dizhu turned to the side slightly, avoiding Rong Huang's gaze, "Didn't I say that." Why do you ask? ”
Rong Huang's eyebrows froze, and his pale lips squirmed up and down, "I always don't believe that Long Teng will go like this." How could he just go. He just left me. ”
Receiving a negative answer from the mouth of the mother-in-law of Dizhu again, Rong Huang's heart twitched again.
Suddenly, Rong Huang looked up at Granny Dizhu, "Master, you said, if Long Teng is really with Gongsun Ruyu, it's just that, it's just that I'm delusional." ”
"Oh, you woman is not the most domineering and jealous, are you willing to let Brother Long touch me?" The arrogant and domineering voice sounded, Rong Huang couldn't help but frown and look, isn't it Gongsun Ruyu who came.
Gongsun Ruyu walked quickly to Rong Huang's side, the ridicule in her beautiful eyes was so obvious that people couldn't ignore it if they wanted to, "Rong Huang hasn't looked at you for a few days." I never thought you'd change so much. Didn't you swear at the beginning that Brother Long would not have any other women in his life besides you. These words still echoed in my ears. I just didn't expect that you woman would be willing to share Brother Long with others now. I was really surprised. ”
Rong Huang didn't bother to pay attention to Gongsun Ruyu's cynicism, leaned on the vermilion pillar, and said in a trance, "What's the use of me agreeing." Longteng won't agree. ”
These words are a naked show-off, at least in the ears of Gongsun Ruyu.
Longteng won't agree, Longteng won't agree!
Isn't Rong Huang saying this just saying how much Long Teng loves her! Hearing this, Gongsun Ruyu felt uncomfortable again.
"You two are a perfect match. That's what Brother Long told me at the beginning. The two of you can give up your bottom line and principles for each other, but the other party will definitely not agree. ”
At this moment, Gongsun Ruyu felt that the figures of Rong Huang and Long Teng seemed to coincide, and the words they said were so strikingly similar, which also made Gongsun Ruyu feel sad in his heart.
Gongsun Ruyu looked at Rong Huang in a trance, this woman is really lucky, she got something that she never got in her life.
Gongsun Ruyu was stunned, and the Dragon Princess came out of Long Teng's room, her eyes were red, and she was obviously crying.
When Rong Huang saw the Dragon Princess coming out, he didn't say anything, and bypassed the Dragon Princess and entered Long Teng's room. If she and Long Teng really only have a short time left, then she hopes that she and Long Teng can be together every minute and every second, and not separate again.
Now every moment when Rong Huang and Long Teng are together is a gift from God.
"Two, what do I need to do to save Teng'er. Let's just talk about it. If it's for my life, ask you two to take it now. The Dragon Princess froze and looked at the old man Tianshu and the earthly mother-in-law with a determined face.
"You send her back first. Granny Dizhu looked up at the old man Tianshu and said.
The old man Tianshu nodded, he knew that Granny Dizhu had something to say to Gongsun Ruyu.
The Dragon Princess was about to speak, but the old man Tianshu took the first step and said, "Let's go." ”
The old man of Tianshu and the mother-in-law of Dizhu put a lot of pressure on the dragon princess, at least the dragon princess really didn't dare to say a word in front of these two, and she didn't dare to make these two angry.
After just walking for a while, the Dragon Princess thought of Long Teng lying on the bed with no vitality, and her heart throbbed again, "Please also ask the old man Tianshu for advice, how to save Teng'er." As long as I can save Teng'er's life, it is okay for me to die directly. ”
"Don't worry. There's still something missing. ”
"Something. ”
"You'll find out soon. Now just wait honestly. ”
The Dragon Princess still wanted to ask, but the old man Tianshu had already walked forward quickly, and he didn't stop for half a moment.
The Dragon Princess had no choice but to follow the old man Tianshu, but she kept thinking in her heart, how to save Teng'er, how to save her son.
As soon as she thought of Long Teng, the Dragon Princess felt that her heart was throbbing.
It's all her fault!
Everything is her making!
God punish her if he wants to punish her!
"If you knew today, why bother in the first place. ”
The Dragon Princess and the old man Tianshu were not far away from Gongsun Ruyu, and their conversations naturally all fell into Gongsun Ruyu's ears, and when they heard this, Gongsun Ruyu couldn't help but sneer.
What kind of person the Dragon Princess is, Gongsun Ruyu knows very well in her heart, it is because she knows how the Dragon Princess hurt Long Teng in the first place, how she spoiled Long Zhan, and made Long Teng sad again and again, so Gongsun Ruyu has always disdained and despised the Dragon Princess. She couldn't even figure out how a person like Brother Long could have a mother like Princess Long, which was really strange.
She regretted it. Mother-in-law said lightly.
"What about regrets? The damage she did to Brother Long will not be reparable in this life. Even with her life, it would be impossible to pay it back. ”
"She wants to pay with her life now. ”
Gongsun Ruyu tugged at the corners of her mouth, "Mother-in-law." You always told me when I was a child, relax and be a big-hearted person. Did you already know that I would die early, and I would die early for Brother Long. ”
Mother-in-law Dizhu looked at Gongsun Ruyu deeply, her shrewd and deep eyes were covered with a faint twilight, but when she looked at it again, Mother-in-law Dizhu seemed to have nothing in her eyes, "Yes." I already knew. Ruyu, do you remember what I told you? People must not think about fighting God in this life. Providence is like this, no matter how manpower is, it is irretrievable.
I've told you since I was a kid to relax and be a big-hearted person, just hoping to prolong your life, but—"
"But I'm still narrow-minded and jealous of Rong Huang. made a death blow to Rong Huang, so Brother Long shot at me, and then Jiang Bin was not worth it, and touched Brother Long's death in advance? Sure enough, God had already doomed everything. No matter what you do, you can't escape. Gongsun Ruyu muttered. The tone is low.
"Ruyu, you could have lived another ten years. I haven't been to see you very often since you were a child. It's because I know what you're destined for. I'm worried about spending more time with you, I can't bear it. I thought that if I didn't see you, I wouldn't have much to worry about.
But I've watched you grow up since I was a child, and I've watched you grow up since you were so young, after all, it's the child I grew up with, so how can I not feel distressed.
Ruyu, you don't know, sometimes I even think that if you can be a little more selfish, no matter how good Long Teng's life and death are.
Compared with Long Teng, I feel more sorry for you. ”
Mother-in-law Dizhu told the truth, Gongsun Ruyu was the one she saw growing up when she was a child, how could Mother-in-law Dizhu not feel sorry for her.
Even sometimes, Mother-in-law Dizhu knows that she is not more biased towards Rong Huang and Long Teng on the issue of Rong Huang and Long Teng, but Gongsun Ruyu.
People's hearts are biased, even if they know it, they can't change it. Whoever makes himself biased.
"Mother-in-law, since my father's death. I consider Brother Long to be my future husband. He is my lover, not my relative. But you, I really regard you as my relative.
So when I think you are biased towards Rong Huang's apprentice, I feel in a particularly bad mood. It's as if someone has snatched something that belongs to you. Not to mention, Rong Huang even snatched the person I love the most. This makes me how can I not hate Rong Huang.
But mother-in-law, you said one thing wrong, I'm selfish, I'm really selfish. ”
"Ruyu—"
"Mother-in-law, don't speak. Listen to me. Before his death, my father told me that if Brother Long's situation reached the most critical state of suspended animation, there was actually a way to save him. But my father didn't tell me, he just gave me a box, and only said that he hoped that he would never use this method for the rest of his life.
Knowing that Brother Long had entered a critical state of suspended animation, I opened the box, which required the lives of people who had cultivated the Mixed Yuan Gong to the extreme, and my father was afraid that I would not care about cultivating the Mixed Yuan Gong for Brother Long, and I also successfully cultivated the Mixed Yuan Gong to the extreme. If my father knew that I was the one who cultivated the Mixed Yuan Gong to the extreme, he would not give me that method even if he died. ”
"Your father is also a selfish man, he has never had you alone in his heart, and he doesn't care about anyone else at all. Mother-in-law Dizhu smiled.
Old friends for many years, now there are only a few left.
"Mother-in-law, after I learned about this method. Do you know what my first thought was? I don't think I'm going to save Brother Long. There's nothing wrong with Brother Long dead. When he dies, I will die with him. Whether Rong Huang's woman will be willing to die with Brother Long, this is not certain. When Brother Long and I die, I will be able to be with Brother Long for the rest of my life.
Mother-in-law, you said, Brother Long and I couldn't be together during our lifetime, how good is it that I can monopolize Brother Long after I die?" Gongsun Ruyu said, with a dreamlike beauty in her eyes.
"What made you change your mind?"
"What made me change my mind? Hehe-mother-in-law, I was thinking that when Brother Long and I were both dead, I would be able to monopolize Brother Long in the underworld, but I now know that this is completely impossible.
Before his death, Brother Long didn't have me in his heart, and some were just Rong Huang. Even after I died, I died with Brother Long, and he still won't have me in his heart, and some are just Rong Huang.
Whether Brother Long is alive or after death, he will not have me in his heart. Isn't my life very sad?" Gongsun Ruyu looked at her mother-in-law sadly.
Gongsun Ruyu pursues Long Teng's love in this life, and Long Teng has her in his heart.
"Ruyu. ”
At this moment, Gongsun Ruyu is just a poor girl who suffers from love, and her life is also miserable and pitiful.
On the road of fate, Gongsun Ruyu could not escape resistance, and she only pursued a "love" word in her life, but she could only get it for the rest of her life.
Isn't that sad?
Some people will say that Gongsun Ruyu is vicious and cruel, but in the war of love, who can say that he must be completely innocent and kind.
"Mother-in-law, do you know? Ever since Brother Long fell in love with Rong Huang, my demands have become so low and low. I just hope that Brother Long can have me in his heart now. Both in life and after death.
I couldn't fight for Rong Huang before I was alive, but I can always fight for Rong Huang after I die.
But I knew I was wrong, I was wrong.
Brother Long will not have me in his heart, it will be the same before and after death.
What I want is to occupy a place in Brother Long's heart, for this reason, even if Brother Long and Rong Huang are alive, they live happily together, and I can only lie in the coffin cold, I am willing.
Because what I want is already low, very low. I just want Brother Long to have me in his heart.
Mother-in-law, you say, I died for Brother Long, and he will have me in his heart. ”
Gongsun Ruyu looked at Mother-in-law Dizhu with uneasy eyes, for fear that Mother-in-law Dizhu would give a negative answer.
"Yes. He will have you in his heart. ”
Gongsun Ruyu got the answer she wanted from the mouth of her mother-in-law, and smiled with satisfaction, "That's good." That is not in vain for me to sacrifice my life, and even become Brother Long and Rong Huang. ”
"Ruyu, don't you think about it clearly?" Dizhu's mother-in-law blurted out.
Gongsun Ruyu smiled, "Mother-in-law, I know you love me." But it's my own choice. I think clearly. I won't regret it. Maybe in the eyes of others, my choice was stupid. turned out to be his favorite man and rival. But my grandson Ruyu knows very well what I want, and I want to leave an indelible mark on Brother Long's heart. This is what my grandson Ruyu wants!
Now that I've got my wish, I'm very happy.
My only regret is that because of my willfulness, Jiang Bin lost his life.
Think about it carefully, Jiang Bin and I are so similar, I can't love it. ”
Granny Dizhu closed her eyes sadly, "Since you have decided, I won't say anything more." ”
If you listen closely, you can hear the trembling voice of the mother-in-law.
"Mother-in-law, don't be sad, I know very well what I'm doing. You should be happy for me. I got what I wanted. I won't regret it. ”
I won't regret it! I won't regret it, Gongsun Ruyu has suffered and trapped for love all her life, and she will not regret everything she has done for love in her eyes.
But what Gongsun Ruyu did fell into the eyes of her mother-in-law, it was so sad, sad and hateful.
For the sake of Longteng, Gongsun Ruyu has paid too much and done too much wrong, and now she is going to end all this with her own life after all.
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