Chapter 16: Antecedents
In the morning, the sky was slightly brighter. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Su Qingzhi opened her eyes and looked at the sky, and she sat up suddenly.
Later, she relaxed and lay back. The summer is scorching, the Lin family is here, and the ladies are on summer vacation again. The resumption of school will be announced only when the weather cools.
Men, of course, do not have such preferential treatment. Summer is a good time for readers to read.
Su Qingzhi wanted to sleep for a while, but Chang Shun woke up at this time, she jumped off the bed happily, she leaned on the window, looked out, she shouted with joy.
"Miss, the sun is out. ”
Su Qingzhi stroked her head, in this summer, the sun rises almost every day, do you need such a surprise?
However, she looked at the pure joy in the little girl's eyes, and her heart was a little more ambiguous.
In Zhiyuan, her master is only eight years old, and she is obviously Miss Changfang, but in fact, everyone in the family understands in their hearts that there is no future and benefit for following her.
is Chang Shun, a six-year-old girl, who is just a personal girl picked up by Su Qingzhi by mistake.
That year, the young Su Qingzhi had a dream, in which she clearly saw a silly woman who wanted to take care of everything in the family, and she didn't understand until the end.
All her thoughtfulness and sensibility, in the end, only herself is troubled, and the people around her are involved.
She was too selfless, but she forgot that she couldn't bear a hundred pounds of burden on her shoulders. In fact, whether it is an elder or an elder, there is no need for her as she imagined.
Her dedication, her best efforts, only connived at the use of her family. In fact, regardless of the elders and ordinary generations, the life is much better than showing in front of her.
Her own life was hard. As long as Su Qingzhi thought about the confused practices of being coaxed by her parents in her previous life, she had the urge to slap herself.
In her previous life, she had a brother and sister above, she was in the middle, and there was a younger brother below.
At that time, my parents were busy with work, and after having a brother and sister, they couldn't take care of her. She can only be sent to her grandmother's house, and her grandmother's family has cousins, and her childhood is not lonely.
When she was five years old, her parents had a son and changed their plans to take her home. Then, when she went to junior high school, she went back to her home.
However, at this time, her brother and sister were in adolescence, and their own affairs could not be dealt with, and they were in the midst of their youth, and the sister who came home on Sunday was close to her.
And her younger brother is naughty, he only eats and sleeps at home, and when he is around, he is outside, always with a group of friends of the same age, and enjoys his happy boyhood.
Her parents were accustomed to their earlier home life, and when they saw their daughter who came home halfway, they would always be stunned for a moment, and then they would feel out of place in each other's hearts.
Su Qingzhi lives in junior high school and high school, and she doesn't have many opportunities to get along with her parents and family, and everyone is a harmonious group. When she was admitted to university, she was lucky enough to study in a junior college in a foreign country.
Later, she got married and had children directly in other places, and her life was simple and smooth.
She has a lot to say about the original family, and if she knows something about her family, she has heard a lot from her mother. She is used to reporting good news to her family, and her mother also thinks she is capable, but in fact she is just a small employee of a large company.
Her brother and sister are now being laid off and re-employed, she has just gotten married, and her big business is also in a recession.
After her siblings went into employment, their parents always said that they were burdened. After Su Qingzhi was silent, she sensibly obeyed the proposal of filial piety to her parents.
Su Qingzhi came later, she was ashamed to understand why she listened to her parents like that, knowing in her heart that her brother and sister and younger brother were living better than her, she would still take the initiative to do superfluous things.
It turns out that her heart has always longed for the attention and love of her parents, but she has never been a crying child, she is too sensible child, so she naturally can't wait for candy in her parents' hands.
Her child was older, a child, and after her mind drifted, she saw it more clearly. Parents have always loved their children, but they are thin when they come to her.
Su Qingzhi thinks back to the events of her previous life, and only when people are sad, after being sad, will they understand that no matter what kind of affection they have, they can't ask for it, so it's better not to ask for it.
Su Qingzhi slowly understood the situation of the Su family's family, and only felt that life should be compared, so it was not easy to be confused.
An old-fashioned family like the Su family, an old-fashioned parent, and an old-fashioned way of getting along.
The Su family is the same as other big families, the relationship between the elders and the younger generations, the wife and concubine, such a big family lives in a big courtyard, and no one can refuse this kind of life.
Su Qingzhi feels that such a living environment is a challenge to a woman's life.
When Su Qingzhi first remembered, when she saw such a big family living together, her heart was soaked in ice water, and she was always worried, not this time, but to have a house fighting career.
It's just that life has been like this, and she can only learn to face it. However, life will always give a little surprise from time to time.
When Su Qingzhi was three years old, her parents, who were incompatible with ice and fire, avoided each other for three years, and when they had the opportunity to break the ice, the two began to meet and talk calmly.
At this time, the old lady of the Su family rarely intervened in cleaning up the inner house of the eldest man's house, and the Tang family naturally avoided it.
When Su Qingzhi saw Su Zhenlei for the first time in Tang's room, her eyes were about to fall in shock.
Su Qinghui naturally hid her sister behind her, and she saw that her parents didn't like Su Qingzhi when they saw it. Su Qingzhi was behind Su Qinghui, the joy in her eyes faded and faded, and she soon became calm as water.
Under normal circumstances, Su Qingzhi would never get along with her parents alone. She is a thorn in her parents' hearts, she can't pull it out, she can't get rid of it, she just waits for time to soften and harden the thorn.
She saw it too clearly, whether it was her father or her mother, sometimes they looked at her with a piercing coldness.
Her presence reminds parents of many things. She is a watershed, on the one hand, their happy past, and on the other hand, the cold reality of their husband and wife's love.
Sure enough, from the different attitudes of parents towards their children, we can see how much the relationship between them fluctuated that year and month.
Su Qingzhi can understand the thoughts of young parents, they are young, they can't face the reality directly, and they can't accept their failures in life, but she is the most innocent person in their affairs.
Su Qingzhi was glad that she had seen her previous life in her dream, so she could calmly accept the reality. Her parents don't love her, but her brother and sister are close to her.
Grandfather is high, he treats Su Qingzhi like other granddaughters. Grandmother is loving, she cares about Su Qingzhi, but there are too many grandchildren in the family, and her care is limited.
Su Qingzhi felt that her nature was difficult to change, in her life, she didn't want to be a sensible child, but she couldn't be a crying child either.
At the age of six, Su Qingzhi mentioned in Tang that she could