001 Forcing the Palace
(Chapter 1 of the Resurrection, Go Your Own Way!)
The whole city suddenly became a little empty, like a colorful glass bottle, emitting colorful light, and suddenly, there was only monotonous and somewhat eye-catching white, and the eyes were stinging, as if a cold sweat was frightened when he woke up from a dream. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Stop-and-go.
Lin Tao's body contained a soul from another time and space, and he was lonely, watching the changes in this time and space with the eyes of a bystander.
Like an emotionless traveler.
When we met, we smiled slightly, and when we left, we just nodded at each other.
However, when it suddenly came in September, Lin Tao felt a sudden cramping pain in his heart.
This sentimentality of parting did not dissipate because of the difference in time and space, but became more and more solemn.
Tunghai University opened on September 5th.
At the end of August, those familiar faces said goodbye to the city one by one and went to a foreign country to start a new life.
Ye Fei jumped into the air with the posture of a dark horse, jumped out of an arc that was completely different from another time and space, and was admitted to Renmin University in the capital.
didn't have time to say goodbye, and when he came back, Cai Zhehua had already gone to Wuhan, and Lin Wei and Yu Xin did not go too far because of various relationships, but stayed in the province to study at Dongjiang University.
Because of the special relationship with the Lin family, on the first day of early September, Tang Youchang and Yang Jinhua privately invited the Lin family to a college banquet.
Tang Jie filled in the Capital Tsinghua University with a score second only to Lin Tao and was successfully admitted, if Lin Tao did not choose Capital University in the end, then Tang Jie would undoubtedly become one of the best students in the entire 6 middle schools.
Before leaving, Zhou Haiming plucked up the courage to come to the house to see him, the two sat for a while, opened a few bottles of beer, and cried when they talked about the escape.
Like a child, a child.
At all costs.
What was once a thing of the past has become a thing of the past.
Lin Tao didn't take the betrayal and selective retreat of his former brother to heart, but after all, he had been hurt in his heart, even if time healed the wound, there was already a scar there.
The next day of the turn.
Zhou Haiming got on the train to Harbin.
When Lin Tao left a message to Ye Fei on QQ to convey Zhou Haiming's apology, he only replied with one sentence: How can the water spilled be recovered.
After bidding farewell to Zhou Haiming.
My whole heart seemed to become a little empty.
This familiar city became a little strange again, and for a while, Lin Tao suddenly became very sad, and he did not reduce even a little nostalgia because he was busy.
It's different from what it used to be.
This body contains a very different soul, and in the future, Lin Tao doesn't know what awaits him and what the outline of the future will be.
But anyway.
He will live well, no longer lost, no longer apprehensive, no longer a chasing pedestrian, but standing on top of the world, looking down on the world and the people in this world, enjoying the warmest applause and cheers.
But no matter what.
This seems to be a bright future, but behind it makes him feel an indelible emptiness, just like the song in "Sailor".
"I always feel a burst of emptiness for some reason. Although I didn't rely on a little alcohol to anesthetize to sleep, the real future that seemed to be close in front of me was always alert to me.
This is not a dream.
It's the dawn that you can see when you open your eyes.
Under many unspeakable pressures.
Lin Tao turned down the role of "The Dispute between Chu and Han" and completely delegated power to Li Weiwei, and the whole person was emptied, and only occasionally appeared in the public eye.
It seems to have disappeared.
Lin Guocheng and Jiang Mei were discussing what they needed to bring to Shanghai in the living room, and they noticed that their son Lin Tao was suddenly silent, and the couple were a little depressed.
"If it's okay for you to go by yourself, then your mother and I won't send you over, and then let Xiao Zhou go through the enrollment procedures for you, after all, the school is not at the same home, you don't go to the school to live, rent a house on the side." ”
Lin Tao wanted to nod.
But instead, he thought of the kind of loss that had appeared in Jiang Mei's eyes.
It seems to be engraved in the most indelible place in the bottom of my heart, even if it spans a whole time and space, it does not change this heartache that makes people's whole body and mind tremble.
Nodding.
Joy flashed between his eyebrows.
It seems that even the whole sky is no longer overcast.
The night is getting brighter and brighter.
Perhaps, no matter how high they go or what kind of distance they are about to reach, the parents around them will never let themselves go alone, but with a hint of hope, they will see their children who have grown up by their side set off to set foot in other places.
Like a high-flying chick, swaying, staggering, leaving the warmest place in the wings under the firmament, just as parents once left their parents, flying all the way to find their own life.
Classes start on September 5th.
Lin Tao naturally doesn't have to and can't sign up like an ordinary student, enroll, and then live a college life, maybe choosing Tunghai University is just a coincidental agreement.
Where did Su Rui go?
Where will it go back?
This was all unpredictable for Lin Tao, but he still remembered the agreement between the two, the place facing the sea.
Ended the last youth of high school.
Lin Ruonan also walked out of his own way.
Lin Tao still remembers the night when he filled in the volunteer, Lin Guohua suddenly called his phone, and the first sentence turned out to be the tone of his mother-in-law.
"What are you and Wakao going to do? Is there something you're hiding from us?"
Squeak and can't speak.
Thinking back to his clumsy performance, he couldn't help but smile afterwards.
Lin Ruonan's score was more than enough to fill in Capital University or Tsinghua University, but she filled in Tunghai University without asking Lin Guohua and Liu Hong, which somewhat surprised Lin Guohua and was angry.
The child is too big to be a mother.
knows his daughter Lin Ruonan's soft personality and strong personality, but Lin Guohua did not play the role of a strict father afterwards, but this anger accumulated in the stomach always has to have an object to vent.
Lin Tao knew very well that he had undoubtedly become Lin Guohua's first choice.
Just after venting?
Maybe it's a deeper misunderstanding, or maybe it's a clear sky.
But a girl like Lin Ruonan, whose bright eyes and bright teeth are like the sunshine hanging on the horizon on a rainy day, still makes it difficult for her to let go after all.
Who would have predicted that twenty or thirty years from now would not be the person who would be by his side?
I hope to meet Lin Guocheng and Jiangmei and his wife.
This is a sentence that Lin Guohua left to Lin Tao before hanging up the phone, and it made him a little stunned but surprised.
When he thought that the parents of the two sides would meet on the first day of school, Lin Tao was a little expectant.
Ten miles of ocean.
The side of the Pujiang River.
Colorful neon lights dot the city's ancient precipitation and belong to the darkest and humiliating era in Chinese history.
Perhaps because of its unique geographical advantages, or perhaps because of its unique superiority that has been formed for more than 100 years, the whole of Shanghai Tang has become a bit dizzying in less than 20 years.
Today's cityscape has long surpassed the foreign banks and bazaars on the banks of the Huangpu River in old photos, and it is no longer the warships flying various national flags swaggering through the city.
Rather, it shuttles through the modern steel jungle, and the morning light of the 21st century is refracted from the murky water of the Huangpu River.
Linger.
Once again, linger.
In this huge city, known as the Pearl of the Far East, the Lin family watched dizzily as people of all colors watched with a special Chinese ritual to amaze the steel jungle-like skyline in the distance.
The pictures of books and TV are always more vivid and specific than the reality in front of them, and the crowds along the Bund on Zhongshan North 2nd Road are crowded to come and go, stopping and pointing.
No one notices that the young man who walks by will be the city's brightest star in the near future.
Condescending.
Sitting in the sky, the sky restaurant overlooks the whole city at night, and the endless stream of vehicles in the night is like the blood flowing in the body of a fire dragon.
Far away, as far as the eye can see.
The once unattainable has gradually become a reality because of the efforts to travel through time and space and not giving up, and Lin Tao has no doubt that he has the ability to live well in this city.
It's just that he has lost his bright coat, and when he is condescending, he will sigh that this sense of superiority from foreign objects is not as clear as he imagined.
On the contrary, it is like being in muddy water, aimlessly looking for a way out.
Shanghai is clearly a victim.
It is said that suffering is glorious.
The city has always been glorious, yet it has suffered a lot, and if it had a choice, perhaps it would rather not have such glory than such misery.
Of course.
The glory after the suffering is not only because of the steel jungle that towers like a jungle, nor because of the prosperous and crowded Nanjing Road, nor because of the Western buildings like the Palace of Nations.
There is no shortage of prestigious schools here.
As a well-known first-class university in East China and even the whole country, Tunghai University is located deep in the city, a place that is not prosperous but full of life.
The registration for new students is September 5th and September 6th.
A large number of immature and immature new faces that do not even lack the "native old hats" and "native turtles" in the mouths of others have become the new owners of this campus.
In the eyes of new students, there is always the excitement of escaping from the middle school years and the hope for the future, and in their eyes, college time is always good.
Filled with the most primitive throbbing of male hormones and releasing the fiery heat that women have hidden in their bodies for twenty years, the tall and handsome seniors, the mature and charming seniors, are completely different from the freedom and personality of high school.
Future.
It seems that everything seems so rosy.
But Lin Tao knew that all this was just a mirage that appeared like a glimpse in front of him after being suppressed for too long.
When the dream is shattered and the bubble bursts, they will realize that their once young and energetic hearts have long since been cut to pieces in the terrible reality, and they are drenched in blood.
And the beauty that I once looked forward to is just like the moon in the mirror.
University.
What is University.
College is only after experiencing it to know the pain.
Perhaps only when the next year, when the new students enter the school again, will they understand why the seniors and seniors around them are in a hurry when they enter the school, and why they have indifference on their faces.
Isn't it worth being excited about in such a prestigious school? Isn't it worth cheering, isn't it worth cherishing?
No!
No!
It's not that they don't cherish and don't get excited.
It's because they know.
The university is the university, they are them, not that they can have a bright future when they go to college, but that the university they once longed for again and again has been taught to them again and again in the years to come.
Because I went to college, I didn't know that kind of pain.
Like a bystander.
Like a spectator and a traveler.
Lin Tao walked through this campus alone, comprehending the poetry and painting of this side, the indifferent, the excited, the lonely---, many, many different people are flowing endlessly.
This is Tunghai University.
Countless high school graduating students throughout China have been struggling all night at a prestigious school, and at the moment, despite too many imperfections, everything is good.
Despite the pain, there is happiness.
Even Lin Tao looked down with a hint of looking down, and he couldn't help but be amazed.
Lin Ruonan only came to Shanghai on the day of the report, Lin Guohua is the leader of Ning'an City, and Liu Hong is the dean of the School of Literature of Tunghai University.
This time, it was rare to ask for leave to send her daughter to report, but as for her son Yu Xin, she was left behind by Liu Hong's strong sentence of "manhood".
If her daughter Ruonan can be admitted to Tunghai University, this is somewhat unexpected for the two, and in the face of the girl who suddenly matured, Liu Hong seemed a little caught off guard.
Recently, some relatives and friends in the province and the city often invite guests to dinner, and many people even bluntly ask about their daughter's situation.
This doesn't seem weird in a family like theirs, but if it doesn't, it's a little weird, but what makes Liu Hong a little silent is that her daughter, who has always selectively avoided this kind of problem, seems to be bold.
will not shy away from mentioning the name "Lin Tao" in front of him.
Even a little unscrupulous.
It is rare for a family to stroll on such a boulevard, revealing a bit of leisure in the relaxation, even if they are accustomed to seeing the time on the university campus, Dongjiang University, which is also a 985 university, lacks the taste of history in the downtown of this metropolis.
Lin Guohua, who was in a high position, was also rarely looking around, but when the eyes of the two touched a slightly familiar but difficult to determine figure not far away, the two were suddenly stunned, and then their eyes flickered.
But the daughter beside her was already smiling like a flower, and before the two of them could speak, they walked straight up at an unpredictable speed.
Even Lin Tao was not prepared, a figure had already rushed in front of him, and as soon as he turned around, he was hugged tightly into his arms.
That hint of familiarity, fragrant as before.
just looked at Lin Guohua and Liu Hong not far away, but the corners of his mouth couldn't help but show a wry smile.
Originally.
Lin Ruonan, this little girl, is actually forcing the palace!