Fuzhou is pouring heavy rain tonight. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Today I was very tired, from seven o'clock in the morning to half past nine in the evening, and when I went back to the dormitory, I encountered a torrential rain, and I went back to the dormitory in the rain.

In the past few days, Fuzhou has encountered a typhoon, and the rain at night is like a needle hitting the body, which is very painful.

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I want to talk to you a few words tonight, not to sell miserably, not to complain, but to use the most ordinary words and moods to describe the real me.

Maybe in everyone's mind, online writer is a very mysterious profession, but in fact, it is not.

Walking on the street is not cared for, and it is equally desolate under the rainstorm.

The life of a writer is not the same as everyone else, I don't travel around the world, I don't drink coffee in a café while leisurely coding words, we don't have a few digits of deposits in our bank cards, and the occasional reminder text message on my phone is full of arrears.

The real online writers are a group of people who are physically fat, short-sighted, sitting in front of the computer all day long, meditating, suffering from herniated discs, frozen shoulder, and arthritis.

We have never seen mountains and rivers, and we have no poetry or distance in our hearts, just the computer in front of us and a series of dazzling words.

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The reason I'm posting this tonight is because I'm a little tired. In the past three months, I have obtained more than 70,000 collections and received more than 3,000 comments, of which 90% are urging changes, 9% are insulting the author and the author's family, and the last 1% are concerned about the author himself.

During the recess in the evening, I accidentally glanced at the book review area, and a book friend commented, "Damn, why is there no more, garbage".

In fact, I have seen many, many comments like this, and I have never replied to them, because I don't want to affect the reading mood of other readers because of the bad words of individual readers, after all, people read my books for entertainment, not to listen to my complaints.

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When I wrote "Maoshan Yin Coffin", it was about a year ago, I was very hypocritical at that time, and I would complain in the new chapter about some things, and I often made excuses for myself, such as going to perform in other places, rehearsing for dance troupes, low back pain, and arthritis.

A year has passed, and so far in this book, I have not mentioned a word about my own situation in the book, because I know that there are not many readers who care about the author's body, and many people think that the author is just a machine that produces words, and the machine is broken, and it is impossible to write a novel, so it is enough to change it.

Sometimes I feel like I'm just a machine.

Because the novel has to be updated every day, I can't leave the computer every day, for the past three months, I have been sitting in front of the computer every night to write books, if I am busy during the day, I have to write until two or three o'clock in the morning at night, writing until my eyelids fight, my ears and ears are constantly ringing, only to know that I can't hold on, go to bed and lie down, and because of low back pain and can't sleep all night. The only trip, I also carried a computer weighing more than a dozen pounds, on the bullet train, in the hotel, and did not stop updating.

Because the novel has to be updated every day, I can't bring the real emotions into it, no matter what unhappiness I encounter in life, when I sit in front of the computer, I have to sink into the world of the novel wholeheartedly, forget all my unhappiness and grievances, and give the best words to everyone.

Yes, I am a machine, a machine that cannot be stopped, cannot be faulty.

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This year, I'm a junior.

I know that many of my book friends are still young, and you have parents who love you, and you don't have to worry about food and clothing, but all you have to worry about is the homework you have to hand in tomorrow morning.

At this time, I realized that the more my parents loved me, the more eager I wanted to be financially independent as soon as possible, and the more I wanted to honor their old people.

My purpose in writing books, from beginning to end, has never changed, it has always been out of love, but if life is not guaranteed, all hobbies are empty talk.

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Truth be told, this book will be on the shelves on October 2 at 6 p.m., when future chapters will be charged.

"What the hell! You need money to read a broken book! Why don't you die. ”

I knew that such a review would surely flood my book review section on that day. In fact, this sentence is the same as "what? you have to pay for a bus? why don't you die".

I want to say that this is not something I can decide, including the explosion, which was also postponed to the 2nd, and these are the editor's intentions.

QQ reading is a platform, just like a stall in the bazaar, if I want to show my works to everyone, I must make the platform profitable, and I am an ordinary student, I am still thinking about when I can earn money to honor my parents, how can I have the money to pay for this platform.

As the saying goes, no gentleman doesn't raise an artist. On the issue of listing fees, I respect the choice of every reader and thank all readers for their support.

Thank you to those readers who have rewarded the old decay, you are noble, if even words and knowledge are not worth anything in this world, then this world is not far from destruction.

After it is put on the shelves, the number of readers will drop sharply, and I am mentally prepared to stay and continue to support the old ones, and I can only repay everyone with better works except for thanks.

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Today's rain in Fuzhou was very heavy and stinging, and it crackled on the ground.

After posting this, I continued to sit in front of the computer and began to write the story of tomorrow.

Thank you.

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[Teach everyone how to read books for free]

In the past two days, I have seen a lot of book friends leave messages, saying that I am also a student, and I have no money to recharge to read my novels, and I will give you a way here, you can download the QQ reading software version, sign in every day, and you will be given a reading coupon, this reading coupon is equivalent to free book currency, which can be used to buy the paid chapters of the old decay, so that you don't have to pay, and you can read my novel, but the reading coupon is limited, and you can only read about two chapters a day, if you want to keep up with the progress of the old decay, you still spend some cigarette money and snack money, recharge it.

One dime per chapter, not counting the deduction of the reading ticket, is very cheap, and a dime thrown on the ground may not be picked up by everyone, but it is all the financial resources of decay.

In addition, IOS system users said that it is troublesome to recharge, and the old decay here gives you a way, that is, to use the browser of the mobile phone, such as u.c, to search for the creation of the world with the web page, and then search for the title of the old decay in the station, read the book from the browser, the book currency is synchronized with the PC side, Android mobile phone, computer or Android mobile phone recharge, you can see it with the browser of iOS.

Finally, the novel will be on the shelves tomorrow, thank you for accompanying me all the way, and we'll see you tomorrow!~

ps:There are two chapters missing after the other chapters of the book friend.,That's the phone cache problem.,You can remove this book from the bookshelf.,Then search and add it to the bookshelf again.,You can read it.。