32.Three chapters in one (3)

When I heard her mention Master, my heart began to twitch instinctively again.

She apparently didn't notice the change in my face, and she was still stuck in her memories and continued to tell her story.

"I was almost a thousand years old at the time, and I hadn't yet developed my human form. It's just a thin leaf with a little aura. ”

I was stunned when I heard this, isn't Qinghe the niece of the Heavenly Monarch?

I asked like Qinghe, and Qinghe replied with a smile.

"Everything in the world has to be cultivated, even the Heavenly Monarch. That is also the result of cultivating for thousands of years to achieve today. ”。

I nodded, and that's what I said. Master Wujun was just a fox cub back then.

My heart suddenly became a little annoyed, how could I ask Qinghe such a childish question? I don't understand, I can come back and ask others! Besides, why don't I understand anything???

What have I practiced for nearly 150,000 years?

I was depressed, but I still had nothing to say. I sighed, and then pricked up my ears to listen to Qinghe.

Seeing that I didn't have anything to ask, she continued.

"At that time, I practiced hard with Cangwu Mountain, but I didn't expect to meet Lian Yun, the god of war at that time.

He was wounded that day, and when he saw that I had some aura, he pulled me out to heal him. It was the Emperor who exchanged my life for a Zhuzhu Fairy Grass.

It is often said that people are ruthless unless they are grass and trees. But in fact, flowers and plants know how to be grateful best. Since then, I have always remembered the kindness of the Emperor, so after I completed it, I thought about returning the favor to him. ”

Her words reminded me of the peach demon I met in the world a few days ago. She had waited in the Emerald Red Mansion for so many years, but it was only because of the man's praise.

People are not plants and trees, but in fact, plants and trees have feelings.

As I thought about it, my heart suddenly softened.

Actually, there are not 1,000 girls who like Master, but 800.

Although I resented her for robbing Master, I thought that my attitude towards her was indeed too radical.

Actually, what do I have to do with her? It's just that I'm just annoyed that she can marry Master justifiably.

I sighed, and was about to adjust my mindset and talk to her. Who knows what she said next, but it broke all the assumptions I just had.

I was about to speak, but she interrupted me first.

"I know, you like Ambiguity. But Qianque, like his master, this is against the code of ethics!"

I never thought she would say such a thing to me. I never even thought she would guess that I liked her master.

I can't help but think of the crane, and he asked me a few days ago if I like Master Yujun.

At the time, I really didn't know. Before he mentioned it, I never even dared to think that I would like my master.

But that day, I was drunk. That nightmare, that nightmare I really felt my heart ache that night.

I remembered what Master said that day, even though I was drunk that day, I can't remember all the things now. But I still remember what Master said.

He said that others, it seems that they are never satisfied.

Yes, people really don't seem to be satisfied. Actually, it's good to be able to stay with Master all the time, but why? Even in my dreams, I can't bear to let him marry another woman?

Do I like my master?

How can I admit it? What should I do? How should I say it? Say, say that I am a great rebel! I like my master?

How can I like my master? How can I accept to let him be disgraced because of my lust?

I panicked and wanted to find some topics to prevaricate Qinghe.

"What nonsense are you talking about, how can I like Master?"

Maybe my panic finally let Qinghe take a look. She looked at me and suddenly smiled, and then said coldly.

"Qianque! The Heavenly Monarch has given me and the Emperor a marriage, and the combination of Thirty Days and Qingqiu is something that cannot be changed. You are still young, and now that you have realized your mistakes, you need to repent in time. It is not in vain what you have taught you for many years. ”

I was dumbfounded. How could she? How could she say that to me? I was wrong, and the fault was that I was rebellious and did not respect my teacher.

But why should I repent? Why should I repent? Is there no room for me to silently like my master in this heaven and earth?

I have a thousand words in my heart, but I don't know how to say them when I face her.

I looked at her and saw her earnest and instructive look. Suddenly, an idea arose.

I was startled by the sudden thought that I would want to kill her!, I quietly clasped my hands into fists, trying to restrain myself.

I want to kill her, if I kill her, she won't be able to save zài, and she won't occupy the master. The thought swept over like a wave. I suddenly felt very thirsty in my throat, as if the blood in my body had suddenly been drained, and I was so hungry and thirsty that I felt uncomfortable.

After a few moments, I heard my voice start to sneer uncontrollably. The bone-eating hunger and thirst ate at me, and even the smile on my face turned grim.

"Who are you qualified to say such things to me, and what does Master teach me to do with you?"

Such a cold tone startled even me. How could I have such a gloomy moment?

When the Qinghe fairy saw me say such a thing, she couldn't help but sneer. She looked at me with a rare sneer and mockery.

"You're trying to kill me? Are you qualified?"

With that, she snorted coldly and left without looking back.

I turned to look at her departing back, and suddenly I was relieved. Her words were like a basin of cold water, which suddenly extinguished my original anger and fueled my murderous intent.

I stood still, looking in the direction she had left for a long time. The bone-eating hunger tormented me, making my whole body tremble uncontrollably and cold sweat broke out, and in a short time the clothes on my body were soaked with cold sweat.

Suddenly, there was a rush of footsteps in the grove to my right. I searched for prestige, and saw a man and a woman holding hands in the woods in the distance, and two fox cubs were walking like here.

When they saw me, they were visibly stunned. Apparently I disturbed them with a good thing.

They were embarrassed to say goodbye to me, only to find me standing there shivering.

The female fox cub was attentive, and when she noticed that I was soaking wet, she kindly stepped forward and asked me what was wrong?

The male fox cub laughed when he saw this. "Miss Qian, what's the matter? Swimming at night? My clothes are soaked, go back." ”

……

I thought it didn't matter what kind of person I was or what mistakes I made. As long as I change my life and abandon the same qiē as I once was, then I can start over.

I remembered that during the day, I asked Master why the demons had been killing for many years but had not seen any retribution.

Master said, reincarnation of cause and effect. It's not that they don't report it, it's just that the time hasn't come yet, and besides, how do I know that they won't have nightmares when they dream back at midnight.

When I killed the fox cubs, when I fled back to the Glass Pavilion in a hurry.

As I watched my hands covered in blood, absorbed little by little by my body.

I finally realized that what Master said was true.

Some retribution has nothing to do with life and death. But with it

When I woke up from my dream for the third time, I finally realized. I'm a demon, even if I'm wearing the skin of a god? I'm a demon after all.

I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at my hands with a wry smile. Originally, I thought that Qingqiu was dead, but I just happened to have a dream of killing people and taking pills.

Now, I watched myself kill the fox cubs who were walking by the pool. I watched as my hands stabbed into the chests of both of them like sharp blades. I could even feel the pleasure and satisfaction of my body after sucking their essence and blood.

What the hell am I, what kind of monster am I? Why am I like this? Why am I like this?

I sat on the edge of the bed, shaking violently.

Only this time, it's not because of the bone-eating hunger. It was the fear and panic that came out of my heart.

What should I do, do I want to sue Master? Sue Master is all done by me, and it is my crazy killing for no reason or motive?

After Master finds out about this, he will definitely not want me, and he will definitely expel me from the Master's door.

I can't let him know that I killed someone, what should I do?

I sat on the edge of the bed alone. At this time, I suddenly felt a piercing pain in my back spine.

I instinctively ducked forward in pain, and just fell to the ground.

The pain began in my spine and spread rapidly to the bones all over my body, and I could hear every bone in my body gurgling.

I was rolling on the ground in pain, sweating like rain. I couldn't stop panting and humming.

I didn't dare to shout loudly, for fear that the voice would be too loud to attract Master. But it hurt so much that I had to bite my arm to keep myself from crying out.

Who knew that as soon as I raised my arm, I found that my entire arm was bubbling out like a cracked bowl.

Seeing this, I quickly looked up to check other places, and sure enough, my whole body was bubbling like an arm.

Ha, retribution is coming. I was still rolling on the ground in pain, but I could only laugh helplessly when I looked at this qiē.

I've been deducted merit!!I've still been deducted merit!!

Cause and effect reincarnation, this qiē is retribution.

I curled up on the ground and shivered in pain.

It's over, it's all over. What should I do? Killing my fellow disciples is a great crime of deceiving teachers and destroying ancestors. Now that even the merits have been deducted, the master will definitely find out tomorrow. What am I going to do?

I curled up on the ground, helplessly letting my immortal qi pull away from my muscles and bones little by little. My whole body trembled so badly that my whole body couldn't help but hide around, as if I could escape the pain and retribution.

I was crying in this pain, who can save me? Who can help me? I didn't mean to kill them, I don't want to leave Master, I don't want to leave Qingqiu!

But what am I going to do? What am I going to do?

I thought so and tried to stabilize my body. I tried my best to move to the edge of the table and grab the corner.

At this time, I heard a sudden sneer in my ear, which broke all my secrets.

"It seems that your identity as a golden immortal is probably not kept. ”