Chapter Seventy-Nine: How Many People Know the Youth's Thoughts (4)
When the two went home to pick up Guan Xue and went to eat together, Guan Xue was obviously a little absent-minded. Xia Chenxuan finished ordering, looked at Guan Xue, who had been staring at the tea in a daze, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Guan Xue sighed: "Brother, I want to ask, what do you think of that Su Chengyang?"
"Huh?"
"I look at his appearance and background, so I want to ask you how you feel. ”
When Xia Chenxuan heard this, while wiping the tableware, he glanced at Xiao Ran, who pretended not to hear it and pretended to read the menu seriously, and said, "He is your brother's rival in love, how do you say I feel about him?"
"Huh?" Guan Xue was obviously surprised: "You already know?"
Xia Chenxuan glanced meaningfully at Xiao Ran, whose face was already on the menu, and smiled: "I know it's not strange, you have only been here for a long time and already know it, it's more strange, right?"
When Xiao Ran heard this, he also raised his head to look at Guan Xue, it seemed that his feeling was really right, Guan Xue really paid a little different attention to Su Chengyang.
Guan Xue looked like 'I can afford to take it and put it down', and explained with some self-deprecation: "Alas, I may have been a little bit back recently, and it is rare to fall in love with two people, and they all have people I like, it seems that the fortune teller is really true, I am destined to be a lone star this year, and I am destined to not be able to go to the peach blossom luck!"
"You went out of your way to find someone to tell your fortune for this?"
Guan Xue nodded: "Yes, I finally got rid of your identity as your 'girlfriend', of course I want to seize the opportunity to have a good relationship! It's a pity that people are not as good as heaven, it seems that I am not suitable for falling in love for the time being, forget it, I'll wait until next year to talk about it!"
Guan Xue said with a deep sigh and continued: "When Su Chengyang sent me back, I hadn't said a few words, and I don't know if he could see that I had a good impression of him, or if he was afraid that I would have something else to think about him, so he told me directly that he liked Xiao Ran, and I was hesitating to make it clear to you, but I didn't expect you all to know it, so I really worried about you in vain." ”
Xia Chenxuan smiled, glanced at Xiao Ran, who was not very comfortable with his expression, and said to Guan Xue: "I know Ran Ran's thoughts best, so I don't need you to worry about us." I just told me on the phone in the afternoon that you were out of love, and in a blink of an eye, you were thinking about my rival, and if this development continues, will the frequency of your lovelorn be too high?"
When Guan Xue heard this, she sighed again: "Forget it, I originally planned to come to complain and ask for comfort, but now that I think about it, it doesn't seem to be that important, this kind of thing that affects my mood is not to mention." ”
In dealing with emotions, Xiao Ran still admires Guan Xue's decisiveness and open-mindedness: "Squad leader, I'm really curious about what kind of person can make you no longer so calm after you meet." ”
When Guan Xue heard this, she held Xiao Ran's hand and said excitedly: "Me too, I've been curious for more than ten years, so I can only pray that he will appear soon." ”
After the three of them finished eating with a smile and sent Xiao Ran back to the dormitory, Xia Chenxuan drove Guan Xue home.
Xiao Ran just finished taking a shower and came out of the bathroom, the mobile phone rang, and when he saw the three words "Su Chengyang" displayed on the mobile phone, Xiao Ran hesitated for a moment, but still pressed the answer button: "Hey." ”
No one spoke in the earpiece, Xiao Ran only heard the whirring wind. After a while, Su Chengyang's lazy voice came out of the earpiece: "Xiao Ran, did you hear it just now?"
"What?"
"The wind. ”
"Well, I heard you, what's wrong?"
"It's nothing, it's just that I haven't come out for a long time, and when I came out for a walk today, I suddenly felt that the sound of this wind blowing was very good, so I called you and wanted you to listen to it too. ”
"It's so late and you're still outside?"
"Well, right here when we first met. ”
Xiao Ran didn't speak, and after a long time, he whispered, "Go back and rest early." ”
After a long time, he replied, "Well, good night." ”
"Good night. ”
Hung up the phone, Xiao Ran lay on the bed, tossing and turning for a long time without falling asleep. There was a lot of confusion in her mind, thinking of the things she and Fang Jun had experienced together a long time ago. She hadn't thought about these things for a long time since she woke up from the car accident, and somehow she suddenly felt a little sad for no reason. Even if you have experienced life and death, born in the world, you are just an ordinary man after all, you can't escape birth, old age, sickness and death, and you can't escape the seven emotions and six desires, you can only let those uncontrollable desires and greed in your heart torture yourself alternately, and then watch the little self in the dark corner of your heart struggling silently, sad, but helpless.
The only thing I can do at the moment is to take everyone and everything seriously, and there is nothing else I can do.
Xiao Ran didn't sleep well this night, and kept having some messy dreams, so that when he woke up the next morning, the whole person was in a trance. After washing up, I bought some breakfast, and then took a taxi to Xia Chenxuan's house.
When she arrived at the place, she put the breakfast on the dining table, turned to look at Xia Chenxuan, who was helping her cook milk, and couldn't help but hug him from behind.
He had never seen Xiao Ran rely on himself like this, and Xia Chenxuan was slightly stunned. Xiao Ran is not the kind of girl who likes to be coquettish and dependent on others, on the contrary, she is independent and strong, and when she was in high school, when she often confronted a group of people for his affairs, she did not show a trace of timidity. Although Xiao Ran didn't say anything, Xia Chenxuan just felt her uneasiness and inexplicable dependence on herself.
Xia Chenxuan suppressed the urge to ask, turned around and hugged Xiao Ran in his arms, and said in a low voice: "Ranran, you have been living with me for the past few days, okay?"
"Huh?" Xiao Ran raised his head when he heard this.
"I'm a little tired these days, and I want to see you when I get home. You stay in my room, I stay in the guest room, is that okay?"
Xiao Ran knew that Xia Chenxuan might have sensed that he was a little depressed, and his current mood really hoped that he could be by his side, so he hesitated slightly, then nodded: "Okay." ”
Guan Xue slept until almost noon before getting up, the three of them finished lunch together, sent Guan Xue to the car, and the two returned to their residence together. Except for two or three changes of clothes, Xiao Ran didn't have to take other things, although she rarely went to Xia Chenxuan's residence, Xia Chenxuan had always prepared a set of things for her at home.
Every day, except for the time when he was in school every day, Xiao Ran stayed at Xia Chenxuan's house and didn't go out. The same is true for Xia Chenxuan, except for the necessary courses and things that must be dealt with in the company, he tries to stay at home with her.
The way the two of them get along together now has a bit of a 'husband and wife' flavor, Xiao Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan, who had been focusing on the computer, and couldn't help but want to laugh when he thought of this, fortunately, the two of them are people who can endure their temperament, otherwise I am afraid that they will not be able to stand it for a long time.
Xia Chenxuan caught a glimpse of the smile on Xiao Ran's lips, and also pulled the corners of his mouth. Xiao Ran's faint sense of insecurity seems to be innate, no matter how hard he tries, there is no way to really change. The only thing he can do at the moment is to be by her side as much as possible when she is uneasy, and let time change.
Although I don't know what will happen in the future, the time left in their hearts at this moment is still shallow and safe.