8. Master Ambiguous
When I woke up, I was lying on my own big Nanmu bed. Although I couldn't stand the pain of losing merit and fainted, I felt that this coma was like a good night's sleep.
After waking up, I just felt refreshed and very comfortable, and the small quilt was warm and warm by me. I snooze, and I didn't open my eyes. He shrunk back into the quilt, intending to sleep again.
Just then, I heard a sigh in my ear.
I was startled and hurriedly opened one of my left eyes to take a look. I saw Master Yujun wearing a crow-green robe, leaning on the side of the bed with his hands and looking at me.
Seeing that I opened one eye to look at him, his lightly twisted eyebrows were slightly furrowed.
I noticed a slight fatigue in his expression and laughed at him.
"Master, you're about to have dark circles under your eyes. ”
He looked at me, his eyebrows furrowed a little.
"Are you better?"
When the master spoke, he was always as indifferent as water, well, it was not right. How to say it. If you compare irrigation to before the moon flowers, the yellow orioles on the branches of the pear blossoms are crisp.
Then Master is like the early autumn in the south of the Yangtze River, when you return from a leisurely walk, it coincides with the fog around you, the small bridge flows, and the dark fragrance floats. Close your eyes lightly, and there will be a touch of autumn breeze that will come skillfully. It's slightly cold, but it's just right and refreshing.
"It's better, Master, I'm refreshed. ”
I said this in reply, and tried to infect him with my usual joy.
He listened to my words and nodded slightly, and then looked at me with long, narrow and deep eyes. The pupils reflect a touch of blue against the daylight, which is very beautiful.
He looked at me, paused for a moment, and then said.
"Qian'er, don't be so naughty next time. ”
My heart suddenly tightened. Master is a well-known calf protector, and he has always been reluctant to teach me a hard lesson. When I was disappointed in my heart, I just said this.
"Qian'er, don't regenerate the incident next time. ”
"Qian'er, don't be disobedient next time. ”
I'm most afraid that Master will say this. Master doesn't get angry very often, but once he says something like this, he will not want to see me for a long time after that.
I was a little scared, so I asked him tentatively.
"Master, Qian'er promises to work hard, can Master ignore Qian'er?"
Master looked at me with doubts in his eyes. He frowned again, and chuckled after a moment.
"A teacher wouldn't do such a thing. ”
I'm pouting inwardly, liar, when have you not done this? If you hadn't, would I have said something like that?
Every time you play missing and intimidate me, it's better to beat me up.
Of course, I still have a pious confession of mistake on my face. These are just words from the heart.
According to common sense, the master always said this sentence and left shortly after. But this time it was strange, he just sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me, staring at me a little hairy.
I finally couldn't take it anymore and asked him.
"Master, you have something to say. ”
His long, narrow eyes swept over again.
"Qian'er, merit has always been strictly treated. Your selfishness in the lower realm is one thing, and your unkindness and unlove are the other things. You should read more of "Qingxinlu". ”
As soon as I heard this, I felt a little angry. Listening to Master's tone, he must know that I went to the world, and I must have said it to Xiao Fang that I was in the lower realm.
Okay, you white man, break off friendship from now on, don't expect me to take you to the lower realm in the future.
What to say is not kind or loving. Look how ugly this is? Why don't I kill an armadillo?
If I don't kill her, won't humans have to kill her?
I didn't dare to get angry in my heart, so I pursed my lips to show my resistance.
Master's eyes suddenly turned cold when he looked at me, and he was silent for a long time, then he left behind his next sentence and left.
""Washing the Heart" was copied ten times, and handed it over to Xiao Tong the day after tomorrow. ”
"Huh?"
I looked at Master's back, and I couldn't calm down for a long time. I was angry for a long time, and then I covered my head with the quilt and decided to sleep on it again.
I don't know if it's the anger in my heart, or the fear in my heart that Master will be disappointed in me.
This time, I have been having nightmares. In the dream, it was an ancient and distant battlefield, filled with gunsmoke and wolf smoke.
The howling wind around chased the white bones. I was dressed in a scarlet robe, standing in the wind. Blood slid down my hands, but it wasn't mine.
I looked up at the corpses all around me, and for a moment I felt refreshed. I was about to laugh, but I suddenly realized that I was the only one left in this endless wilderness battlefield.
I smiled, and suddenly wanted to examine the immortals I had killed.
I noticed that many of them were still looking at me with hatred.
I thought about it in my heart, in fact, many of them didn't have any entanglement with me, but they just came to kill me with a mission.
I walked into the crowd again, and suddenly a touch of concubine color broke into my eyes.
I've always loved red, so I can't help but want to take a look at it.
It was a girl in a concubine dress, and my heart suddenly ached for no reason.
Others criticize me and resent me. Where the girl was lying, her eyes looking at me, but a smile on her lips.
That look in his eyes, as if he was already very satisfied with the world, a happy look.
The smoke of gunpowder brushed her hair, and I squatted down to gently wipe the dust off her face, it was an extremely beautiful and bewitching girl.
I noticed that she had a garment wrapped in her arms, a light gray men's dress.
I looked at her and thought about it for a long time, and then suddenly I became afraid. That fear comes from the guilt of this woman in my heart, and it also comes from the longing of the same woman for the man.
It's unbelievable that I feel guilty, that I miss it.
This dream came to an abrupt end. When I woke up, I remembered the gray dress that was exactly the same as the one in the arms of the woman in my dream.
It is said that dreams are a portrayal of reality, and perhaps it is my guilt for killing the armadillo in the lower realm that reflects such a dream.
I am actually a reckless person, knowing that some things are wrong by myself, but I am always unwilling to admit my mistakes, and I always have to hit my head and bleed.
After waking up from the dream, I thought of going to settle accounts with Bai Zhi. Bai Zhi is the full name of Xiao Zhi, and I often laugh at her for being a fire fox but giving her a white surname.
She told me to be idealistic, my body hair and skin are given by my father, but the things in my head and heart are indeed given by myself, although she is a fire fox, but she can also have a white fox heart.
I washed up casually and then went out, and my courtyard happened to be looking at Master's Nansi Pavilion. Master loves green, so he planted a few green bamboos by the window, and in his spare time, he likes to look at the bamboo in a daze.
I passed by Nansi Pavilion and saw Master staring at the bamboo in a daze. I guess Master is probably thinking about how his apprentice is so stubborn and difficult to train.
In fact, many times I respect the master very much, and people say that a strict master makes a high apprentice, but the master seems to have pinched my temperament of eating soft rather than hard.
Every time I make a mistake, Master doesn't have to count me, just looks at me with a little disappointment and sighs, and I realize that I have sinned.
Master's ability to take me and make my clothes is indeed worthy of respect......
I lay on the edge of the small stone and glanced at the master a few times, and secretly made up my mind to copy the "Pure Heart Record" well.
Looking at Master's extremely melancholy look, I suddenly thought of the happy pills I bought that day in the Nether Realm. I reached into my pocket and found the pills still on my body.
I was so happy that I ran around Nansi Pavilion to the kitchen.
Master usually loves lotus seed soup, so I went to the kitchen and made two bowls of lotus seed soup.
I thought about it carefully, and that day I took two pills of this kind of jolly pill in the human world. This medicine is black and slimy, so I'll call it a happy pill for the time being.
I ate two pills that day, but I felt so happy that it didn't take long for me to disappear.
I thought about it this way, so I threw ten grains into Master's lotus seed soup.
I looked at it again, thought about it again, and threw ten more into it.
Twenty pills in the bowl, I looked at the few happy pills in the medicine bottle, and said forget it, it doesn't matter how many more or how few are less.
So he threw away the whole bottle of Happy Pills.
This happy pill looks gray, but putting so much into the bowl has not changed the original color of the lotus seed soup at all.
I stirred it with a spoon, stirred the pills and stirred them, scooped two spoons and tasted them. I felt that it tasted good, so I nodded with satisfaction and took the bowl of lotus seed soup to Master's courtyard.
I walked to the door of Master's room and tilted my head to look, and when I saw that there was no one by the window, I thought that Master must have gone to the house to read.
So I knocked on Master's door.
Knock knock,
"Master?"
Master ignored me, so I knocked twice more.
"Master Ambiguous?"
Just as I was about to strike for the third time, Master's slightly tired voice finally came from the room.
"Come in. ”
I pushed the door and entered, and saw that Master was not actually reading, but cultivating in the ear room.
I wonder why Master is so diligent.
Master sat cross-legged on the soft couch in the ear chamber facing me, closing his eyes and recuperating. When they heard me come in, they opened their eyes and looked at me.
"Are you feeling better?"
I heard this a little strangely, didn't I just ask in my room? But then I think that Master probably asked me that I still feel uncomfortable after walking for so long.
So I answered him.
"Much better, Master. The waist does not hurt, the legs are not sore, the walking is more energetic, and the spirit is good!"
Master listened to my words, and the corners of his mouth lifted slightly. I heard him laugh nonchalantly, and then I saw him correct me playfully.
"It's that my waist is not sore, and my legs don't hurt. ”
I was not convinced, and tilted my head.
"Can't your waist hurt, can't your legs be sore?"
He was speechless for a moment by my gamble, and then moved his eyes to the lotus seed soup I was holding.
When he was punished, he thought of coming to curry favor with his teacher. ”
I heard him say this, and I quickly set him up.
"Master, Qian'er sincerely admits her mistakes, I must copy "Qingxinlu" well. ”
After saying that, I hurriedly brought my bowl of lotus seed soup to him.
"Master, the little lotus seed soup is not a tribute, it is not a tribute. ”
I watched him hold the lotus seed soup in his hand, and watched as he scooped up a spoonful and was about to eat it.
At this moment, a laugh suddenly came from outside the door of Master's room.
"I haven't seen you for many days, but you are still so elegant......"