Text Text_Chapter 0208 [Fingers]
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Obviously, Lin Fei's idea was superfluous, because Bai Xinyan didn't plan to drive at all, and the two walked out of the police station.
However, Bai Xinyan was also thoughtful, before going out, he took off his police uniform, changed into a white T-shirt and denim cropped pants, accompanied by white sneakers, which looked a lot less fierce than a police flower and a little more feminine as a young woman.
In this way, the two of them walked on the side of the road, a bit like ordinary young couples shopping.
After walking through two intersections and coming to a small restaurant selling farmhouse dishes, Bai Xinyan seemed to come often, and asked the boss for a few small stir-fried dishes very skillfully, hesitated, and asked for half a dozen cold beers.
Lin Fei ate early, and he was hungry at this time, so he just had this cold beer, eat some stir-fried vegetables, and fill his stomach.
Not long after, the wine and food came up, and the two of them ate silently.
Lin Fei looked at the woman who was eating clams, fried shrimp, and wiping the corners of her mouth with a tissue from time to time, and was a little in a daze while drinking beer.
"Why are you looking at me, there is something on my face?" Bai Xinyan raised his eyebrows, a little puzzled.
Lin Feishan smiled, "It's nothing, it's just that we have dealt with a lot, but it's the first time I've seen you eat in private."
"The police are also human beings, and they also have to eat", Bai Xinyan seemed to think that men were a little bored, "You can eat too, don't patronize and drink."
Lin Fei nodded, didn't say anything more, and ate with his head bored, he was really a little hungry, the dishes ordered by the woman were not enough to eat, he went to order a few dishes with the boss, and picked up two bowls of rice, so that he could eat more comfortably.
In the end, Lin Fei wanted to pay, but Bai Xinyan refused, and the woman paid all the money.
"I asked you to accompany me to dinner, how can you pay," Bai Xinyan said.
There were two cans of beer left, and one can for each of them was used as a drink, and they walked back while drinking.
After walking for a short distance, Bai Xinyan suddenly pointed to a venue on the other side of the road for community residents to recreate and exercise.
"Go there and sit down."
Lin Fei's eyes flashed slightly, and he nodded, "Okay."
The two of them came to the green space, and there was no one here at night.
Bai Xinyan naturally sat on a swing chair, Lin Fei looked around, and it seemed that only this swing chair could sit, so the two sat together like children.
After drinking beer for a while, listening to the summer insects, and the occasional sound of cars passing by, neither of them spoke.
After waiting for a while, Bai Xinyan turned his head and suddenly said, "You have investigated my information, you should have known what happened in my past."
Lin Fei sighed in his heart, the woman really didn't really care about what happened back then, her surface calmness was just habitually calm, not really indifferent.
"You don't mind mentioning that to me?"
"Whether you mind or not, it's a fact," Bai Xinyan said.
Lin Fei smiled, "Actually, I don't think there's anything to hide, your father, as a policeman, even has to protect the people, and when he encounters gangsters at night, he sacrifices to protect your own daughter, he shouldn't have the slightest regret."
As for your mother's second husband, it was he who took the initiative to find you, saw that you were getting more and more beautiful, and wanted to violate you.
Your mother hates you and abuses herself, but she can't get over the hurdles in her heart, and it has nothing to do with you."
Among the information that Lin Fei asked EVA to look up at the beginning, it was Bai Xinyan's information, which made him feel the most interesting.
This policewoman indirectly and directly caused her mother's two husbands to die, although she did not have any legal and moral problems, and the state also made secret files in order to keep these things secret.
But, after all, both "fathers" died because of her.
Her mother, Charlene Mei, has been with her since the death of her second husband, and when she was still in the police academy, she made a lot of trouble at the police academy many times.
But Bai Xinyan didn't seem to be influenced by his mother, graduated from the police academy with excellent grades, and soon entered Interpol, which made many leaders of his generation admire.
Lin Fei always felt that this woman had some qualities that were very similar to him, and she had a feeling of sympathy, of course, he might think so.
In short, Lin Fei was very interested in Bai Xinyan, so he deliberately made her angry three times and twice, which is also a bad taste of men, but Lin Fei himself didn't notice it.
Bai Xinyan took a sip of beer and silently admitted what Lin Fei said.
"One thing, your information is not accurate," Bai Xinyan said.
"Oh?"
"The reason why my relationship with my mother is the way it is now, in fact, I killed her second husband, which was just a fuse...... The problem of our mother and daughter is not the problem of me killing her two husbands......" Bai Xinyan said quietly.
Lin Fei frowned and listened to the woman continue.
"I have always regarded my father as my idol, he was the captain of the special forces, because of an accident that killed many comrades, he asked to quit himself, and then returned to Lin'an to be a policeman.
He once single-handedly dealt with more than 20 Vietnamese smugglers, which made the whole Lin'an a sensation for him, and he was a big hero in the newspaper for a week in a row.
He loved my mom very much, and he loved me very much, and although he was very busy with work and rarely had time to spend with me, I always secretly went to sleep next to my mom at night, and when my dad came home, he could carry me back to his room.
That way, I could feel the feeling of my dad holding me and I would be able to fall asleep.
In a word...... As if with him, the world will always be bright and brilliant, and everything is so worthy of dependence.
I told him that when I grow up, I want to be a good policeman like him, and my father told me that if you want to be a good policeman, you must first learn how to be a good policeman......
Mom said he was a rotten good guy...... He's always good, a little too much...... Tell me not to follow him, I'll suffer.
I didn't believe it before, but until that day, I did...... Because, what my dad encountered was definitely not a roadblocker, those two people were because my dad was investigating the case, and he was involved in some dark sides about the high-level, and some people sent to kill my dad's organization.
He could actually escape by himself that day, and his strength was completely fine, but unfortunately because I was pestering him, it was rare for him to get off work early, so he took me out to the beach to play, so that they had a chance to succeed.
In order to protect me, my dad hugged me desperately, and they slashed me in the back several times, and when I reached a safe place, I had lost too much blood and couldn't save me......"
When Bai Xinyan said this, his eyes were red, as if the picture of the year had resurfaced in front of him, and the whole person seemed to be about to fall into darkness.
"I'll never forget my mom standing there at the door of the hospital operating room, slapping my dad's body and scolding him for having no conscience...... She cried so hard that she collapsed and fainted......
Since then, my mother has never allowed me to mention anything to be a police officer, not even my face...... She asked me to study hard, become a financial white-collar worker in the future, marry an ordinary person, and have children......
In order to give me a sense of belonging to the family, she also found a place to work and pursued her man, and got married for the second time, obviously she didn't like that man at all.
But I won't change my determination, I swore at the time that I would stick to the road that my father didn't finish, and I would avenge my father, not only the people who killed him, but also the people behind the scenes, and I would not let go of any of them!
However, my mother didn't let me become a police officer, let alone think about revenge......
I secretly applied for the police academy, my grades were very good, I could go anywhere I wanted, and for this matter, my mother kicked me out of the house and left me in the rain for a day and a night......
It was that day that her man put me in and told me that my mother had fallen asleep after taking some sleeping pills, and that she had put me in to keep me from catching a cold.
He gave me a towel to help me wipe my body, I didn't want to, pushed him, he began to become like a mad dog and wanted to pounce, I was scared, panicked, picked up a pair of scissors and stabbed him in the stomach......"
"That year, I was not yet 18 years old, the court pronounced a justifiable defense, my file was also blocked by the state, and I successfully entered the police academy, but from that day on, my mother looked at me, and there was no trace of warmth......"
Bai Xinyan raised his head, drank the whole can of beer, burped, and turned his head to look at Lin Fei, whose face was as usual, "Actually, I know very well that my mother is worried about me, and her love for me is distorted and deformed, but unforgettable......
She was just afraid of the day, and I, like my father, were trying to get revenge and bring them to justice because of the details of those people, and finally I don't know which day, I fell in a pool of blood and lost me completely......
She gave up on herself, and throughout the year, she kept bringing men back from outside, and sometimes when I was at home, she deliberately made love to those men without closing the door......
But, she just wanted me to listen to her, give up the police path, give up avenging my father...... She felt that with such a mother, I should be ashamed and embarrassed to continue to be a police officer......
But in fact, she has always been mistaken, and the more she is like this, the more I can realize that she loves me...... It's just that her love has been overshadowed with her father's death......"