Chapter 223: Broken Mirror Reunion
After leaving Xue Bing's house, Qin Yan rushed to the police station where Shen Shenyu was. Maybe Shen Shenyu is still angry, but what should be said must be made clear, escaping is not a way after all. Qin Yan doesn't care what outsiders think of him, but he cares very much about what the people he cares about think of him.
Heart disease requires heart medicine. Since you are already the closest person, you should be honest about all problems, and you should not avoid or hide them.
Qin Yan did not enter the police station, but sat down on the side of the road at the door, lit a cigarette, and smoked silently. Occasionally, passers-by looked at him curiously and cast strange glances. This image of a squatting pit does not match his identity, but he doesn't care at all.
People, life is a casual one, just be comfortable. Even if you can't do whatever you want without scruples, at least you don't have to have so many constraints on small things.
When I got off work, I still didn't see Shen Shenyu come out. Qin Yan is not surprised, this girl is a typical workaholic, always shouting to live to learn, improve her horizons, and expand her horizons. She may not be a good wife and mother, but she is a maverick and charming woman. Qin Yan didn't know if she was really suitable for him, he only knew that he liked her and loved her.
Qin Yan is not a particularly patient person, but at this time, he seems to be very patient, his heart is unusually calm, and there is no trace of anxiety. Time passed little by little, the sky gradually shrouded in darkness, and before he knew it, Qin Yan had been waiting for more than two hours.
Two hours, not very long, but it seems so long.
When a beam of light shone over, Qin Yan turned his head to see that it was Shen Shenyu who drove out. The corners of Qin Yan's mouth hooked up with a smile and slowly got up. The car stopped beside Qin Yan, the windows rolled down, and Shen Shenyu poked his head out with a surprised expression. "Why are you here?"
Shrugging his shoulders slightly, Qin Yan said, "If you don't answer my phone, I have to wait for you at the door of the police station." ”
Shen Shenyu's face sank, and his voice was cold without a trace of emotion, "Is there something wrong?"
"I've been waiting for you here for more than two hours, you shouldn't give me a few minutes to talk, right?" Qin Yan smiled dumbly. Human feelings are wonderful, and sometimes even they can't figure out what they need, so they regret the past.
Opening the car door and walking down, Shen Shenyu glanced at him and said, "Say what you want." ”
"Didn't you say that you were going to see your mother? Why didn't you answer so many calls from you? You should give me a reason, right?" Qin Yan asked bluntly. Although he already knew the reason why Shen Shenyu did this, he still wanted her to say it herself. If Qin Yan had to say what he didn't like about Shen Shenyu the most, it was that this girl was too good and strong, she always liked to hide her thoughts in the bottom of her heart, and she didn't want to tell people.
"I don't think we're a good fit. Shen Shenyu said coldly, trying his best to restrain the mood fluctuations in his heart, trying to make himself look more calm.
"It's not suitable? Do you think I'll be satisfied with such an answer?" Qin Yan frowned slightly, and his tone became a little angry.
Taking a deep breath, Shen Shenyu said: "Actually, Luo Yan is more suitable for you, and she likes you too, doesn't she?" Luo Yan is my only sister and my most beloved sister, and I don't want her to be hurt." I hope you can deal with the wild goose well, and that's it between us. ”
"What do you think of me? Is it possible to throw me around at any time? Luo Yan likes me or not, I don't know, what I know is that I like you. You think you'll push me out by doing this, and I'll choose to be with the wild goose, right? Then I'll tell you, you're wrong. Qin Yan said indignantly, "In my eyes, you have always been a strong and independent person, and you should also be a person who has the courage to pursue your own happiness." Just because of this, you don't have the courage to bear it? If Luoyan knows about you, do you think she will accept it? You don't do it for her good, but hurt her. ”
"Maybe. But I have the right to choose. Shen Shenyu said stubbornly.
"You have the right to choose, but you can't deprive others of their right to love you. Let me tell you, what I, Qin Yan, decided will not change, you can leave like this, but I will not give up like this. Qin Yan said firmly.
"What you are looking for is a good wife and mother, and I am not that kind of woman at all, and I will be separated from it in the future, why don't you cut it off now?" Shen Shenyu sighed and said. Actually, she didn't feel easy in her heart, but she knew how to control her emotions very well, and the expression on her face didn't change at all.
"Since you have chosen, is it so important?" Qin Yan said, "Besides, do you want to leave after eating and wiping it clean and patting your butt?"
Shen Shenyu couldn't help but be stunned, and couldn't help but glance at Qin Yan. This bastard, a bunch of crooked reasoning, makes people laugh.
"Alright, don't play with the child's temper. I know, today you saw Luo Yan hugging me, so you are jealous, right? Actually, I'm afraid even Luo Yan herself can't figure out what kind of feelings she has for me. Maybe it's gratitude, maybe it's worship, or maybe it's a kind of dependence that I brought her out of the shadow of death, from the bottom of her heart. But, either way, I don't think it's going to be love. Qin Yan hugged Shen Shenyu and said softly.
"But I really don't want to hurt her. Shen Shenyu's tone softened.
"Then you are willing to hurt me and yourself?" Qin Yan pursed his lips and said, "If one day we really want to separate, it will only be because of the relationship between us, and it will never be because of anyone else." Let's talk about the matter of the wild goose later, we should cherish it now, what do you say?"
After hesitating for a moment, Shen Shenyu nodded and did not speak.
"I haven't eaten yet, I'm hungry too, let's go, go to the clinic, I'll cook for you." Qin Yan smiled slightly and said.
A little bit of hypocrisy of a girl, Qin Yan feels harmless, as long as it is not unreasonable to the point of intolerability, it will help the fun of life. Maybe even he couldn't figure out why his feelings for Shen Shenyu were so deep, he only knew clearly that he couldn't leave her.
Since you love, then be brave to pursue your love, brave to persevere, even if one day it will be scarred.
Under the light, the figures of the two are getting longer and longer, and they are getting longer and longer!