36. vs 36 All things will come eventually
Shen Su was stunned, and did not dodge, but reached out and held his hand, "It's all over, or...... Will you sue me, what happened?"
The eyes of the two confronted each other in mid-air, Shen Su felt nervous and guilty, perhaps, he shouldn't have been forced like this. However, if he can't face it, then the next time a similar situation occurs, he is likely to get out of control. If you do this, you will inevitably encounter similar plots, so what should you do then......
After a long time, feeling Shen Su's gentleness and firmness, Xin Ran's eyes finally softened, he held Shen Su's hand hard, grabbed his neck with one hand, breathed a few times, and suddenly slipped down from Shen Su's palm and clasped his wrist, and pulled it towards him.
Shen Su bumped into him before he could react, and Xin Ran leaned on his shoulder and choked. Shen Su patted his back gently, and suddenly felt a sudden pain in his shoulder.
Suddenly realizing what he had done, Xin Ran raised his head embarrassedly and looked at him in confusion, so uneasy, even a little embarrassed, "Do you really want to know......?
Shen Su smiled distressed and helplessly, and pulled Xin Ran's messy hair, "Fool." If you say I'll listen, if you don't want to say it, forget it. ”
As Xin Ran spoke intermittently, Shen Su felt that his shirt was wet a little bit, and his heart sank and floated again, how could it be such a coincidence...... From Xin Ran's reaction just now, he had already guessed that he should have been kidnapped by someone, but he never imagined that it was when he was in school just now.
This paragraph has not been very long, but Xin Ran has been talking for a long, long time, and after more than ten years of suppression, he was finally able to say it, and finally there was a person who wanted to say it to him, and he dared to say it to him......
The more he talked about it, the more miserable it was, and Shen Su couldn't imagine it. He suddenly felt glad that he was just a prisoner to take revenge, if he suffered the same thing as Xin Ran, it would be the heaviest injury from his relatives, and ......
"You're not listening to me at all!" Xin Ran noticed his distraction, and suddenly became excited, "I said that you don't want to hear these disgusting things, you will look down on me, look down on me for having such a family......"
"Listen to me!" Shen Su tried his best to grab Xin Ran's shoulders, "I understand, I understand, because I also ......"
"No!" Xin Ran shouted frantically: "You don't understand, you don't understand at all! Just like now, I can't understand why someone would betray his closest relatives for profit! But he is still dead, because my mother called the police, and he died alive in front of me! So no one is wrong, I can't blame anyone, I can only blame myself! If I didn't just think about the delicious food, if I hadn't gotten into my uncle's car, if I hadn't drunk that drink, if I had escaped earlier, wouldn't this qiē have happened?!"
Shen Su originally wanted to sue Sù Xin Ran, he had a similar experience, so he really understood, but now that he said it, it was indeed too coincidental, as if he had made it up to trick him into empathy. In fact, being forced to recall those things, Shen Su did not feel happy. He was silent for a moment and decided not to mention it again, "Xin Ran, you were just a child at that time, what could you do?" Believe me, even an adult will definitely not do better than you......
"Is it?" Xin Ran had an irrefutable question on his face, "My eldest brother is far better than me! If it weren't for him, the person who couldn't come back that day would have been me! If I ran a little faster and let my eldest brother take me away quietly, maybe my uncle wouldn't have died, and nothing would have happened!"
"Xin Ran, listen, no matter who you meet, he is the right person, no matter what happens, it is the only thing that will happen, no matter what moment it starts, it is the right moment. No one will come into our lives by chance, and nothing will happen because it is useless. All things will teach us something that will allow us to grow and become better and stronger people. Even if he does not meet our understanding and expectations, and even if he makes us feel very humiliated and sad, I always believe that they did not come to hurt us in the end. ”
"Whatever happens, it's the only thing that happens...... You ......" is so cruel this sentence, am I destined to experience such a thing, I deserve to be hurt?!Xin Ran stared at Shen Su with burning eyes for a long time, and finally lowered his head, "But I don't want to be better and stronger, I just want to be myself." ”
"That's okay, anyway, what has already ended, it's over. ”
"The end?" Xin Ran was also silent for a while, rubbing his temples vigorously with both hands, "But from now on, I'm afraid of the dark, afraid of mice, afraid of cockroaches, can't drink Coke, can't be alone at night, I will be uncomfortable when I see KFC, and I don't even want to hear the word Pan Asia, and the Xin family...... I've tried to overcome them one by one for so many years, but you see, until now I haven't been able to fully ......."
"Xin Ran ......" Shen Su was a little at a loss for a while, he actually didn't know how to comfort a person at all, this was already his limit. He subconsciously pulled Xin Ran's hand, "If you can't overcome it, don't force yourself! Just like me, I will never learn how to talk to strangers, how to stay relaxed in the crowd, and I don't know how to face the crowd." Because I don't know what they're thinking, and I don't want them to know, what I'm thinking. I'd rather face those little animals, I know their nervousness, but I can feel their kindness, they can feel mine, we don't need to talk, we can get along with each other......"
Xin Ran remembered his happy and simple smile when he was with the group of cats, and there was a slight smile on his face, "Are you stupid?!"
"Great, you're finally ......"
Xin Ran looked at Shen Su's suddenly radiant expression and was stunned, "Finally, what?"
"It's okay...... Shen Su's face turned red, "That's it, you're better, right?"
Thinking of the gaffe just now, Xin Ran was also embarrassed, "That, no, it's okay...... Ah, I don't know how Zheng Jia is doing......"
"Don't worry, I called Zhao Meng just now, Zheng Jia was only slightly injured and has been rescued. ”
"Then ......" Xin Ran paused and hesitated, "What about that person?"
Maybe this is a more sensitive place, Shen Su carefully observed Xin Ran's expression, and carefully worded it, for fear of irritating him again, "I have been, I have been caught, and the person is fine......"
"Hmm. Xin Ran nodded expressionlessly, "Then let's go back and see Zheng Jia." ”
"Now that Zhao Meng is still accompanying her to record a confession at the police and police bureau, we may not be able to go over to see her for the time being, and ...... besides" Xin Ran's appearance, Shen Su really didn't feel at ease to ask him to go out, "You are in this state, it's best not to go out for the time being......"
"Hey, you think I'm papier-mâché?!"
Shen Su was inexplicably familiar when he heard this, and looked at his watch, "It's almost seven o'clock, are you hungry, or let's go down to eat something first, the self-service in the hotel is okay." ”
"I don't want to eat anything outside, and ......" Xin Ran shook off his costume, "How can you go out dressed like this?!"