Chapter 102: Between Us (4)

Fang Jun felt that his brain was a little unmoving, obviously he could understand every word and every word that Xiao Ran said, why couldn't he understand a single word after these were connected together?!

Fang Jun wanted to cry for a while, and wanted to laugh a few times for a while, and there were many twists and turns in his heart, and when he saw Xiao Ran's frustrated expression that he wished he would never wake up, it all turned into nothing in an instant. Even if he was unwilling, he still couldn't bear to see Xiao Ran show such a helpless and desperate look. For so many years, even at the moment when Xiao Ran resolutely broke up with him, he had never seen her show such a look, he could fight for anything, he could win anything, but only this unforgettable thought, he was afraid that he would never be able to fight.

Fang Jun's heart was as if he had been stabbed severely, bleeding endlessly but helplessly.

After Xiao Ran finished speaking, he thought that Fang Jun would be furious, but he didn't expect him to be so calm, just when Xiao Ran wanted to say something more, Fang Jun suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed her neck.

Xiao Ran was shocked, and as soon as he opened half of his body sideways and was about to dodge, he was pulled by Fang Jun's neck. However, Fang Jun didn't use any force, just held her head very gently, forcing her to face him, lowered her head slightly, pressed her forehead to forehead, the corners of her mouth were barely raised, and her voice was gentle as if mixed with water: "Go back and take a hot bath, rest early, look at you, it's easy to talk nonsense when you're tired now." ”

Xiao Ran just wanted to open his mouth to refute, but Fang Jun seemed to have expected it in advance, and stretched out his finger to press the corners of her mouth: "Good, go upstairs, I've been very tired lately, and I want to go back." ”

Xiao Ran looked at Fang Jun steadily, and after a long time, he nodded, answered "yes", and turned around and walked towards home. There is no need to say more, although Fang Jun does not admit it, Xiao Ran knows that he has already understood everything. Tears slowly flowed down his cheeks, although he was not reluctant, but he couldn't help but feel a little sad when he said goodbye to his youth again.

When Xiao Ran's figure completely disappeared around the corner, Fang Juncai moved his already numb body, turned around, and walked crookedly towards the car on the side of the road.

After the figures of the two of them were out of sight, not far from the corner of the wall, Xia Chenxuan moved his arm that was almost stiff, and let go of the hand that had been covering Guan Xue's mouth. He pulled his hair that had been wet with rain and mist, his lips pursed slightly, not deliberately to eavesdrop on their speech, but seeing that Fang Jun's face was not good when he left, he was a little worried, so he pulled Guan Xue to wait outside Xiao Ran's community. In any case, he never expected to hear Xiao Ran say these words to Fang Jun. No wonder she suddenly asked Guan Xue for her number, no wonder she suddenly missed herself so much, no wonder she always looked at herself affectionately and helplessly, it turned out that it was all because of that 'dream' that seemed to be true and false.

Xia Chenxuan shook his head with a wry smile, patted Guan Xue's shoulder and said, "Let's go." With that, he turned and walked down the road.

Guan Xue followed behind Xia Chenxuan, looked at his face without any emotional fluctuations, and asked with some curiosity, "Brother, do you believe what Xiao Ran said?"

"Do you believe it?" Xia Chenxuan asked rhetorically.

"I believe it. Guan Xue replied very affirmatively, "You don't know Xiao Ran, she treats her feelings very sincerely, it is impossible to prevaricate Fang Jun with such a seemingly ridiculous thing." Tsk, no wonder I asked Zhou Qingxuan the reason before, but she refused to say anything, and if it were me, I wouldn't have said it. ”

Xia Chenxuan said "um" in an emotionless voice, and his footsteps did not stop.

"Brother, what do you think?"

"What do you think?"

Guan Xue was a little surprised: "After listening to Xiao Ran's words, don't you have any feelings?"

Xia Chenxuan suddenly stopped and turned to look at Guan Xue: "What do you want me to think?" Do you sneer at her as a neuropath, or are you so moved that you can't help but embrace her affectionately?!"

Guan Xue was choked by his answer, and was stunned before saying, "Then it won't be that you don't feel anything at all, right?"

Xia Chenxuan wiped the mist on his face casually and continued to move forward: "Maybe when I heard these words a few years ago, I would have some thoughts." ”

"Why not now?"

Xia Chenxuan stood on the side of the road, glanced back at her, didn't say anything, just stretched out his hand and stopped a taxi and sat down.

Guan Xue was inexplicably surprised by his glance, and it was difficult to ask again, so she sighed and got into the taxi. After reporting the location, the two were silent for a long time before Guan Xue opened her mouth faintly: "Is it because you are about to get engaged?"

Xia Chenxuan glanced at her: "Why are you so entangled in this matter?"

When Guan Xue heard this, she pursed her lips: "I don't know, I'm just ...... Compared with the future sister-in-law who has only had a one-sided relationship, I always feel that Xiao Ran's personality is more suitable for you. Besides, after all, she has been a classmate for a few years, and I know her well. ”

Xia Chenxuan smiled, looked at the rain and mist drifting outside the window, and sighed silently: "I have been abroad alone for so many years, and I always feel empty in my heart, and now I can find someone who satisfies my family, and it is good to have a home of my own." ”

Guan Xue looked at him with some surprise: "Brother, are you still my brother? These words are not like your style?!When did you become alive for my uncle and aunt?!"

Xia Chenxuan didn't bother to bother with her, but smiled a little helplessly: "I've been gambling with them for so many years, and nothing has changed, they are old, and I'm tired, so I'm too lazy to toss anymore." ”

Guan Xue thought of Xia Chenxuan's decreasing smile in recent years, opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything to refute it, and after a while, she nodded pretending not to care: "Well, that's right, the most important thing in life is to live comfortably, everything next to you is floating clouds." ”

Xia Chenxuan looked out the window and didn't say anything more. When Xiao Ran hugged him, he cried so much that his heart was not without fluctuations, but a momentary fluctuation was not the same as feelings, and now he has long passed the age of palpitations for palpitations. His perception of himself has always been very clear, once a person's emotions lack the purity and expectations they once had, they will never have the strength to fall in love with others anyway.

After Xiao Ran returned home, he took a hot bath first. Afraid that his fever would scare Xiao's father and Xiao's mother, Xiao Ran took some cold medicine before going to bed before lying down. Of course, as expected, Xiao Ran had insomnia, she hadn't met it before, but now that she finally met it, she won't let go anymore no matter what. Even if you are bored and disliked by him, it is better than being forgotten by him in the future.

As if he had made up his mind, Xiao Ran touched the pair of little foxes on the bedside, and closed his eyes with peace of mind.