It's a dirt land, a dirt land that can't be more ordinary.

He was dragging a branch and drawing on it.

Then he threw aside the tool in his hand, but the painting was still incomplete, and he drew a map of the world, but there were a few places missing from the map, and those were places he couldn't think of anyway.

"Where is this?" she said, pointing to a spot on the map. "United States. "Here?" "Probably Australia, probably. "And what about here?" "China." "I don't have the outline all the way. "Yes, I didn't draw it all, and I can't really remember the rest. "So you think about it again, right? "Almost. ”

"Finally, ah, only the last few pieces are left that I don't remember, I should be able to make up for it, the country I've lived in for decades doesn't even know what it looks like, that's just funny... Albert pointed to the place, "I just remember that there was a great man who drew a circle here, the economy was very developed, and I couldn't think of other dead or alive, and the place of "one country, two wisdoms" and "one country, two systems", how much have I forgotten... At least I remember how I got over five years in the hospital, every detail is in my head. ”

"Do you want to know how the past few years have passed?" "You want to tell me?" "As long as you want to listen, don't be jealous." "What does the events of the previous life have to do with this life? ”

"Oh, actually. He buttoned the mud between his fingernails, "Suddenly seriously ill, cured, the body bones are broken, the lower body is paralyzed and lying in the hospital, my son slowly can't afford to pay the medical bills, fortunately, my grandson gave me a laptop, the hospital has WIFI, I will pass the time online." ”

"At first, I was still a serious person.,Watch movies.,Flip through old stories or something.,Then it's really boring.,Start flipping through online novels.,Watch anime.,Go to station B.,Go to the post bar.,Play games.,Because of the slow hand speed and was scolded by teammates.,Later, I often go to the post bar and send a car.,Leave a little blue thing.,I think it should be an elderly car.,People give the nickname of the old driver.,And then I died.,Eyes closed and opened to come here.。 ”

She was stunned for a moment, looked down in thought, and looked at him again: "You don't mention the past at all... ”

"Sad?" "yes, I've never seen you because of that, uh, I don't know what to say. "How can I say it, good luck. He smiled and said, "If you don't lie there, can you come and talk about it, isn't this still alive, it's useless to be tangled, I just hope they don't burn paper for me, it's a pure waste of money." ”

"I also hope they don't blame me, so much money, it's wasted. ”

"Don't say that my life is really hard, in five years the spirit is still very good, except that I can't get up, it's no different from others, and I don't know where they buried me, to be able to go back, I have to try to jump on my own grave What it feels like, at that time, it's boring to death, just playing with the computer, watching other people spin around, they hang my life, I also feel that this is no longer interesting, I took advantage of the night to pull out the tube on the body, probably the staff was lazy that night, I succeeded, and then, almost like that. ”

"So you are ... "Yes, I committed suicide, probably, I just knew, so I feel a little too much. Albert looked down at himself, a young and energetic body that belonged entirely to him, "and it felt really strange to look back from childhood to old age, and then from the beginning." ”

"Sometimes you think it's a long, absurd dream, and the past is just a slide in your head, connected one by one, but a lot of things prove that it's true. ”

"For example, the thinking pattern, after all, I used to be a person there, and when I think, I use the language of that place, and when I hear a sentence, I will translate it in my heart, or [dual language], because many times I don't need to translate in my head, and I instinctively know what it means. ”

"Another example is experience, the people here are really similar to those over there, and many times I can guess what those people are thinking just by their movements and demeanor. ”

"Age is never just a number. ”

Cecilia listened to Albert talk a lot, and circled around him, without interjecting, until he finished speaking, and then asked him casually: "Is it important to you here or there?" "Of course it's this way, there, I really don't care." ”

The shaking of the wind and the mud quickly buried the already in-depth portrayal, and the question of the last few pieces of memory loss of the former motherland lingered, but at least, he found more, and successfully sorted out another timeline in his past life, but a large part of it was useless, at most he thought more about it when he was bored, otherwise what else could he do?

Even if the car is really made, people may not be able to understand...

"You have told me everything, you have talked so much, and I still have some idea of what you said, but can you talk about it again. She blinked and leaned closer to him with curiosity on her face, "What is the [departure] and the [blue thing]." ”

"Do you know [the joke]. "Yes. "Editing [paragraphs] and sending [blue things] is the departure, as for [blue things]. He reached out and pinched her face, "The kind of thing I did to you at night, someone took a video of that kind of thing and sold it for money, and this kind of image is called [blue thing]." "It's just about the same as those people, I see. "Yes, there are countries that still regard this as a profession, and they also make all kinds of themes, normal, of course, between men and women, but the age is divided into stages as a selling point, it is not normal, let me tell you the name of the subject matter and you feel it: men, women, and beasts. ”

"It's disgusting just to hear the name... ”

Living in the relatively conservative atmosphere of this world, she has a much worse psychological tolerance for many things, as I said before, he has made a lot of guesses about what she will look like after being bombarded by the Internet, but looking at Cecilia's extreme disgust when she first hears these three words, she will understand, but it seems that she will never be a driver.

There are differences between different generations, and there is always a generation gap between one generation and another, and there are only a few strange things like Albert who have filled the ravine.

If someone sings modern songs to the ancients or something, Chinese style tunes such as blue and white porcelain are barely okay, singing those love and rock 'n' roll, and they will be scolded for being incorruptible and shameful and demons, most of them can't understand it.

Even between people who are divided into ten years, there are very big differences, so there is a psychological phenomenon of three ten-year theorems, which is universal, probably the following three:

The people who have been around me for more than a decade have been old-fashioned and old-fashioned.

People who are within 10 years of my age are the pillars and mainstays of this society.

People who have been around for more than a decade since me are the Beat Generation.

Look at it, the social criticism is likely to be bigger and bigger after my generation began to work in recent years, and when the post-10s grow up, the voice against the post-10s will also sound, and it is the previous generations that attack together, only time can prove everything, but there are many warnings from the predecessors that are really useful, just pay attention to the key points and listen to them.

It's just that there is one sentence that is not convincing for me as a young man, but I still want to say: look ahead, don't dwell on the past.