Chapter 108: Obsession

Xia Chenxuan looked down at Xiao Ran nestled in his arms, her eyelashes wet with tears trembled slightly in the night wind, which made his heart tremble slightly. In the drizzle, he heard the sound of his own silent heartbeat. For a while, Xia Chenxuan's heart turned a thousand times, twisting and turning, and a mess of thoughts had not yet calmed down, Xiao Ran in his arms suddenly raised his head and kissed him. The cold lips, the soft touch, and the fine and numb kisses lingered with the corners of Xia Chenxuan's lips and melted into his heart that was already in a mess.

Xiao Ran had been in the rain for too long, his whole body was trembling faintly, and he kissed Xia Chenxuan's lips for a while before he gradually became a little warm.

Xia Chenxuan was only stunned for a moment before reacting, his eyes deepened slightly, and he grasped the initiative, holding her waist with one hand and pressing the back of her head with the other, gradually deepening the kiss. The moment the lips and tongue intersected, Xia Chenxuan was startled by the unusually hot temperature in Xiao Ran's lips, hurriedly opened his eyes, and retreated slightly, wanting to reach out to try her forehead. Who knows, Xiao Ran's hands around his neck were very tight, and he retreated slightly, but he couldn't withdraw at once.

Xia Chenxuan noticed Xiao Ran's somewhat unusually flushed face, turned his head slightly, stretched out his hand and pressed her into his arms and hugged her tightly, and covered her forehead with the other hand to test her body temperature, and sure enough, the touch on her forehead was extremely hot.

Xiao Ran had not been recovering from a serious illness for a long time, and he was almost caught in the rain some time ago, and his body had not fully recovered.

Xiao Ran was burned a little dazed, leaning on Xia Chenxuan's arms, his face, which always looked too pale, was rarely dyed a little red because of the fever. Xiao Ran's weak voice came out of his arms in a low voice: "Chen Xuan......"

"Well, I'm here, you have a fever, I'll take you to the hospital. ”

Xiao Ran nodded at first, and then shook his head: "No, don't go to the hospital,...... I went back and took some fever medicine to sleep, and now if I go to the hospital, my mother will have to worry again. ”

When Xia Chenxuan heard this, he was a little helpless: "Your fever should have been better for a while, are you sure it doesn't matter if you don't go to the hospital?"

"Well, it's okay, the last time I went to the hospital with a fever, the doctor helped me prepare a lot of fever reducers at home. ”

"In that case, I'll send you home first and then go back. ”

"Well, good. ”

Xia Chenxuan looked at her already fluttering steps, turned his back to her and half-squatted on the ground, and said softly: "Come up, I'll carry you." ”

Xiao Ran was slightly stunned for a moment, then nodded and lay on his back. Xia Chenxuan carried her on his back, and as soon as he walked far, he heard Xiao Ran, who put his head on his shoulder, laughing in his ear.

"What's wrong?"

"Nope. Xiao Ran shook his head, and after a while, he said, "Chen Xuan?"

"Huh?"

"I like you. ”

“…… Well. ”

"I ......"

"What?"

"I miss you every day, especially you. ”

“……”

Xia Chenxuan thought softly for a long time, and when he heard Xiao Ran's words, his steps paused, as if someone had poured a basin of cold water on his head, his heart was immediately cold, and his reason instantly sobered up. Sure enough, she still used him as a stand-in for that person!

If Xia Chenxuan is Xiao Ran's only obsession between these two time and space, the 'Xia Chenxuan' who has really experienced many things with Xiao Ran is the deepest obsession in Xia Chenxuan's heart at this moment.

Although Xiao Ran's mind was a little groggy from being burned, he was also keenly aware that something was wrong with Xia Chenxuan's breath, and after thinking about the daring things he had done in a daze just now, he was a little unsure whether he felt that she was too willful and angry with her. Sighing secretly, he reached out and patted Xia Chenxuan's shoulder, motioning for him to put himself down first.

After stepping on the ground with a little weakness, Xiao Ran grabbed Xia Chenxuan's arm that was about to be withdrawn, and took the lead in apologizing: "I'm sorry." ”

Xia Chenxuan glanced down at her hands covering her arms, and did not make a sound.

Xiao Ran continued: "Just now I was too willful and reckless, and I caused you so much trouble, don't worry, I won't bother you anymore after today, you ...... Don't be upset about these things. ”

Xia Chenxuan understood now, Xiao Ran actually thought that he was angry because she had caused him a lot of trouble? She didn't even realize that he and that Xia Chenxuan, except for their appearance and name, were completely different people?!

Thinking of this, Xia Chenxuan couldn't help but snort coldly, stretched out his hand and pinched Xiao Ran's thin chin, made her look directly into his eyes, and slowly asked, "You like this skin on me so much, so much so that you are still deceiving yourself, and still stupidly thinking that I am the same person as him?"

Xiao Ran looked at Xia Chenxuan's slightly gloomy expression, and shook his head with difficulty: "No, I have long understood, and the person who has never figured it out is you." ”

Xia Chenxuan sneered: "Me?"

Xiao Ran looked at the corner of his mouth with an indifferent smile, and eagerly explained: "It's just that when I encountered a fork in the road, I made a different choice and lived a different life for a few years, why is it not the same person?"

"You just want me to be the same person as him?"

Xiao Ran shook his head and said: "No matter what your personality looks like, whether the person you like in your heart now is not me, for me, whether it is past, present or future, you are you, the unique and irreplaceable you in this world has nothing to do with my hope or not." ”

Xia Chenxuan had to admit that Xiao Ran seemed to be born with a fatal attraction to him. No matter how many lame excuses he gave himself, only he knew best in his heart that since the moment he met Xiao Ran in the bar, he had lost his chance of winning this emotional game between the two people.

Xia Chenxuan let go of the hand that was clamping on Xiao Ran's chin, slowly brushed Xiao Ran's somewhat pale lips, and his eyes moved slightly: Confirm it one last time, if you ...... If she really loves him in her heart, then even if she gives up everything, he will definitely stay by her side.

"Xiao Ran, if you were given a chance to go back to that space, would you choose to stay here?"

When Xiao Ran heard this, he was stunned for a moment, and when he understood what he meant, his heart trembled fiercely, and even his flushed face from fever instantly turned a little whiter.

Xia Chenxuan stood in place and looked at her quietly for a long time before slowly lowering his hand and laughing self-deprecatingly. There was no need to say anything more, just a moment of hesitation, and he already understood her choice. Xia Chenxuan slowly took a step back and said, "I'll send you here, I'll go first." After speaking, without waiting for Xiao Ran to react, he turned around and strode away, leaving only a resolute back.

Xiao Ran subconsciously wanted to open his mouth to say something, but in the end, he didn't say anything, and his outstretched hand was suspended in the air. Looking at Xia Chenxuan's figure getting farther and farther away, Xiao Ran clutched his heart that was gradually numb and cried silently.