426 v. 426 Is it still him?

On September 28, 2013, Pan Asia celebrated its 35th anniversary.

This time, the event was also grand and lively, and it was edited and broadcast by Chaoyang Satellite TV.

The next day, Shen Su looked at Xin Ran, who was smiling with a champagne glass and like a fish in water in the crowd, and subconsciously bit his nails, he really ...... Can he come back? Even if he can come back, after seeing another kind of prosperity, will he still be the same Xin Ran?

Although he seemed to be no different, and seemed to have the same attitude towards himself, ...... Shen Su smiled bitterly, Who knows what is in his heart? Xin Ran undoubtedly cares about him, but time has passed, is this still love? Or is it obsession...... Or is it habit?

"A lot of people say good night to me, only that day, it's nostalgic. However, I didn't reply to him in time to say goodnight, which became an eternal regret. So I vowed never to say these two words to anyone again in this life as a punishment for myself. ”

"It's not the past, you're not a memory. ”

"There are a hundred charms in the world, I love this one alone, rational, rigorous, rigid, stubborn workaholic. But even so, it must be understood that they must be deeply loved, restrained, forbearing, tortuous, and tortuous, and should not be required to be as direct and honest as I would expect. In the same way, if you were attracted to my eagerness and recklessness, you should have understood that I would never be as calm as they would have liked. It is a paradox that the requirements are the same because they are not close. If I really have a calm and calm day, why should I look at my other self and hate each other? It is better to hurry up and turn around, and instead favor the brave and enthusiastic young girl. At least that brother, exhaling breathlessly. ”

"When I was young, I always did stupid things, such as self-righteousness, such as wishful thinking, and I didn't regret it. When time passes, I will come back to reminisce, but it is also a commemorative album of youth. But at my brother's age, what is it to make such a mistake again?

Shen Su couldn't help but go through his circle of friends again, flipping through it, and when he saw so few, he turned off his mobile phone irritably. His words will remind people of many, many things that have become old. The first year they knew each other, on Chinese New Year's Eve, he texted himself, the simplest kind, he didn't know what to reply to him, so he sent a good night, he didn't reply. How many years have passed, I thought he had forgotten it a long time ago, but I didn't expect to remember it.

However, he said, it's not the past, it's not a memory, so what is it?!

Also, what's wrong with the workaholic, living in his house? Eating at his house? Who asked him to be rational and calm, really, he thinks the little girl is good, so he goes to find a girl!

After Xin Ran participated in the pan-Asian celebration reception, he rushed to Hengdian. On October 1, "Love Turn" was a relatively brief opening ceremony than the Pan-Asian press conference.

As soon as the ribbon was cut, Xin Ran was surrounded by reporters. A female reporter kept raising her hand. Xin Ran saw that she was familiar, so she motioned to the host to ask her questions.

The female reporter asked: "Before that, you resolutely gave up your popular acting career and went back to deal with things at home." Now he decisively left the huge business empire and returned to filming. What the public is most curious about is whether you feel about the transition between these two identities. For example, what are the differences between them, or rather, where they do not fit. ”

"The first one is such a powerful question!" Xin Ran lowered his head and rubbed his eyebrows, and said with a smile: "Of course there is a difference." After all, the nature of work is different, but there are many similarities. For example, it is all team work, which requires you to face the work with all your strength every day, and you can't slack off in the slightest. As for the difference, the biggest difference may be the choice. As an actor, you are just a link, you can keep trying, what kind of performance is better, you can try and make mistakes, and you have the opportunity to correct your mistakes before the work is completed. In business, you don't have that kind of opportunity. Once you've made your decision, you have to take on the full consequences. Success or failure, what can be afforded, and what can't be afforded. To put it simply, being an actor is like a sponge, it's a process of absorbing and then emptying yourself so that you can continue to absorb new things. In an enterprise, you are like a container, and you must constantly accumulate your own strength to avoid being eliminated by the market. ”

"Then in such a big difference between the two environments, don't you have anything to adapt to?"

"Why not?!" Xin Ran smiled: "There was a time when I was completely at a loss, feeling that everything was not going well, and the whole world was against you. Fortunately, I have a friend who has been encouraging, supporting, and helping me, and I was able to survive. ”

The female reporter thought about what Xin Ran had encountered before, and praised from the bottom of her heart: "Then you are really strong!"

"No, my friend is the one who is really powerful. Sometimes, he struggles with small things, such as what to eat today, etc. Xin Ran smiled while thinking: "But even if the whole world is really against him, he may not know, and even if he knows it clearly, he will not take it to heart." I don't have the ability and mind of him, I will care, outside views and evaluations. But actually, I'm learning from him. Every time something happens, I think, if it is...... If it were him, what would happen, how he wanted to do it, and many things would have to make it through. ”

Another male reporter tried to squeeze over and asked: "Many viewers don't understand, Pan Asia is a very powerful big company, you are already so successful in your career, why do you want to come back to film?!"

Xin Ran paused, "At this time, I have to say a bad truth, Zifei knows the joy of fish." Maybe everyone has a different understanding of career, or career success. Pan Asian ...... In fact, it is because of people, and I can play a very small role in this. Then I understand that career success is not about how much money you have or how many companies you have opened. Perhaps, what I care more about is what works I have, and how many characters I can remember for the audience! When I am old, I can sit on the recliner and slowly ...... Reminisce about the past. ”

On October 27, 2013, the award ceremony of the 29th Golden Rooster and Hundred Flowers Film Festival in Wuhan.

Shen Su arrived in Wuhan in the morning, and there was nothing to do during the day, so he went out for a walk.

He wandered around as he pleased, got lost after shopping, and didn't know how to get back. He only knew the TV station, but he couldn't remember the name of the hotel where he lived, and he wanted to ask passers-by for fear of being recognized, so he wanted to take a taxi back, only to find that he didn't have any money with him.

Shen Su was alone on the road, and he walked for another hour without direction and goal, and his heart was suddenly empty.

This time Xin Hongwei didn't follow, he felt that the distance was better than him, and there was an entrance ceremony in the afternoon, Shen Su was anxious, and his brain was hot, so he called Xin Ran.

Xin Ran hurriedly asked, "Do you have an app market or something?" ”

Shen Su said blankly: "How to pretend?"

"......" Xin Ran was speechless for a while, knowing that he couldn't explain it to him clearly on his mobile phone, "Then where are you now, and are there any landmarks nearby?!"

"Uh, there's a chicken schnitzel here, and there's ...... Ice cream parlor. ”

Shen Sumo said vaguely, and it turned out to be a snack bar or a small supermarket.

Xin Ran hurriedly said: "Then you stand still, I'll come to you!"

"Shen Su, Shen Su, there is a car, don't move!"

Shen Su was at a loss for 40 minutes before he saw a familiar tall figure rushing towards him through the traffic. The north wind of late autumn lifted the hem of his beige trench coat like a flying flag.

The city is bustling, with a lot of cars and more people. In the crowd of people, Shen Su saw Xin Ran, and Xin Ran also saw him, walked straight to him, grabbed his hand without thinking, and walked against the flow of people.

At this moment, Shen Su felt as if heaven and earth did not exist, the lights of the passing bus were dim, the whistle sounded like a world away, and the carriage swayed, as if taking him to a distant place with no end.

In fact, Shen Su's location is not far from where they live, but Xin Ran has also been to Wuhan once, and he can't tell the number of roads at all, so he navigated and took a taxi, and after turning around here for a long time, he finally found Shen Su.

Yes, he was waiting for me, waiting for me to pick him up. Xin Ran saw Shen Su's confused face with a little anxiety, so he hugged him in the past, and hurriedly grabbed his wrist and took it back.

Shen Su leaned on Xin Ran's chest very closely, and he felt that he hoped that he could do this forever. This moment alone was enough for him to fall in love with Xin Ran again. However, between them, there are countless such moments, and every moment is almost like this. So, it's no wonder that he has suffered for him for many years, and it's no wonder that he has never been able not to love this person. There were many words before, but he never dared to say them. Thinking about it now, I just feel sad.

In fact, Shen Su also understood in his heart that even if Xin Ran didn't care about him, as an adult, he should have many ways to go back by himself. It's just that he doesn't want to admit that in his heart, if something happens, Xin Ran will always be the first choice, and he is actually convinced subconsciously that Xin Ran will not ignore him. If he misses it, he really won't meet such a person again.

The evening ceremony was about to start, and Xin Ran pulled Shen Su into the taxi that came over just now, and then breathed a sigh of relief.

This person, it's so uneasy, what should I do if I get lost here?! Xin Ran kept slandering in his heart, so he sat in the car and told Shen Su in a serious tone, some precautions outside, and said a lot in one breath.

This time, it was as if Xin Ran was older than him. Although Shen Su looked out of the car window from time to time, pretending to be absent-mindedly impatient, he actually felt very moved and warm in his heart, and there was ...... It's like a boyfriend. 166 Reading Network