Le Yao hung up the phone, walked over to me, and smiled at me embarrassedly, feeling that Le Yao's smile was so far away, no longer the kind of smile from the heart, more of an embarrassment.

I didn't want to think too much, after all, I was not in tune, and I was not qualified to ask for anything, so the two of them sat quietly outside the operating room.

Still Le Yao gently broke the silence and confided in me: "Borrow your money and pay it back to you after a while, you don't need it urgently, right?"

The strange feeling swept through my body again, and I didn't know what happened between her and Xiao Lulu, but I still pretended to be very kind and replied: "The money is not in a hurry, the project has already started." ”

Le Yao looked like she wanted to say something, I don't know what she was thinking, looking at this girl I once loved deeply, I chose to push her to a better place, I don't know if I was selfish or what? But I am very relieved to see her current state of life, because she is not as insecure as before, I feel her sense of happiness.

Just when I was thinking nonsense, the doctor came out of the operating room and informed us that the patient had been rescued, and the operation was successful, and Le Yao cried in my arms again, I don't know if my mood had changed, or what, everything was so strange.

Le Yao's mother was pushed into the intensive care unit, I saw that there was nothing I could help, and when I was about to leave, Xiao Lu Lu rushed back, Le Yao threw himself into his arms like a life-saving straw, as if he didn't notice me anymore, the two of them complained to each other, and I didn't want to see the inappropriate picture of children, so I quietly closed the door and walked outside the hospital.

Several taxis slid past me along the way, and I didn't mean to take a taxi. It's past two o'clock in the night, I'm walking on the road like a madman, I don't know if I'm remembering my lost love, or looking for a sense of existence, or learning to be cool on TV, but I just want to walk, as if this is the only way to feel better.

I now understand that I am reluctant to Le Yao, and I dirtily think that Le Yao's attitude changed because she gave herself to Xiao Lu Lu, is my previous idea really so naïve, thinking that Le Yao will really keep her pure for me for the first time, and I kindly think that as long as the girl loves you, it really doesn't matter if you get her or not, sooner or later it will be yours.

I suddenly understood that Le Yao had not let us have further behavior because of any noble, innocent, it was because she had not made up her mind to follow me, for me, a novice who had never been in love, I naively thought that pulling hands, kissing is forever, I really felt that I was too innocent, and I didn't think I pushed Le Yao to Xiao Lulu, it should be that Le Yao has also been making choices.

I thought of Xinyi again, when I was sick, I didn't go to the apartment to accompany me, and she probably didn't think about whether she was committed to me, and I myself felt that sometimes such things needed some arrogance, not blind obedience, because Zhang Ailing once said that the passage to a woman's soul is her private parts.

It seems that it is still necessary to read some emotional books, after all, writers are not made up blindly, each writer's work is the accumulation of her life, in fact, I don't know if I am unbalanced in my heart, or regret not having a relationship with Le Yao, I naively thought that she would always stay by my side, waiting for my success, I was really stupid and naïve, I wanted to learn more like Xigo.

After walking for a long time, I remembered that I came by fucking electric car, remembered that because the car was not locked in a hurry, I ran all the way back to the hospital, and saw that my electric car was still parked at the door of the emergency building, and my heart was finally steady, Brother Jay was still printed on the car and looked at me with a smile, and I laughed at myself for what kind of man I was.

On the way back to the apartment, the cleaners had already started to sweep the road, and thinking about how hard they were, their lives were okay.

Riding an electric car at a speed on an uninhabited street.

It's almost four o'clock when I get to the apartment, and I'm hesitating whether to go to supervise the work tomorrow, but I'm afraid that there are still a lot of unresolved things to do, and whether those few red armbands will be over, or will they come to harass again.

Maybe I was really tired, I fell asleep on the bed, early the next morning, Mo Hui called and informed me that Xiao Ran came over today, then I want to go to the company to arrange it, hurry up and finish washing, and arrived at the company at about ten o'clock, to my surprise, the girl sitting at the front desk is not Xiao Ran, thinking that this is too fast.

Xiao Ran saw me come in and said to me, "Mr. Zhang, is Sister Tian inside?"

I said embarrassedly: "The company has just started and can't compare with Xingmei, I have wronged you." ”

Xiao Ran replied politely: "Mr. Zhang, don't say that, Sister Tian gives me the same treatment as in Xingmei, and it is easier here, and I am also looking forward to starting a business with you." ”

I replied, "If you like it, you can come to me directly if you have something, it's okay." ”

When I walked into Jiang Tian's office, she was accounting for the accounts, and when she saw me come in, she asked me to wait for a while, and I didn't bother her, and went back to my office first.

Xiao Ran helped us order a boxed lunch at noon, with Xiao Ran, Jiang Tian was also a lot more relaxed, the three of us were eating a boxed lunch in the conference room, and it felt very comfortable, after all, it was our own company.

I suddenly realized that I was leading a women's rangers, and Jiang Tian asked me, "Why didn't you go to the construction site?"

I said to her, "It's not Xiao Ran, I wanted to come and take a look, and I'll go over in the afternoon." ”

Jiang Tian discussed and said to me: "Actually, you don't need to get old, just go twice a week." ”

I actually thought so, but I told her what happened yesterday, and she didn't expect that this place was supposed to be from the army, and no one should come to make trouble, she asked me to go to her father's place to ask if I had nothing to do in the afternoon, I think so, I should ask, and suddenly felt that Jiang Tian was really a good assistant.

Jiang Tian finally didn't forget to ask me, "How is your friend's mother?"

Reluctantly, I replied, "It's all right." ”

She didn't want to take on this topic, so she didn't ask any more, and when I was about to go to General Jiang's place in the afternoon, Xiao Ran came into my office and said to me: "Mr. Zhang, there is a gentleman surnamed Lu looking for you outside." ”

I thought to myself: What is Xiao Lu Lu looking for me for? Let Xiao Ran bring him in, I asked politely, "Senior Brother Lu, do you have something to do with me?"

Lu Han said not very friendly: "Thank you yesterday, I will return the money to you, you give me a card number, and I will transfer it to you." ”

I didn't understand whether this was what he meant or what Le Yao meant, so I said to Lu Han: "Senior Brother Lu, you sit down first, and I'll go to the bathroom." ”