10. Crush
"My dream is to be admitted to the school I like, and then study the major I like, and when I leave my parents and family one day, I can hold my life firmly in my hands, and no matter where I go, I will always live a good life. ”
At that time, he had just had a big quarrel with his father, and then returned to school, his heart was full of depression, where would he think of what Jing Shu said, she spoke clearly and organized, obviously two or three years younger than their classmates in a classroom, but she completely understood what she wanted.
In the past, those were all hazy good feelings, like being wrapped in a light veil, some of which were invisible and untouchable, and belonged to the hearts of young men.
But at that moment, he saw the girl raise her head high, proudly like a black swan to say such confident words, and at that moment, he heard his heart "pounding" in a chaotic and irregular way.
However, he knew better than anyone else in his heart that he was too far from that girl's grades, and he probably couldn't get into the school that the girl liked, but if he didn't work hard, he was unwilling!
So when there were less than three months left in the college entrance examination, he went to study like crazy, completely abandoned the previous laziness and carelessness, and when he checked the scores on the day the college entrance examination results came out, he finally couldn't help but laugh when he saw the number!
He secretly filled in the same "business administration" major as her, in fact, he was not interested in business administration at all, but he didn't expect that when the admission letter came down, he received an admission letter from a militarized school, and at that time he knew that his father had quietly changed his will.
Lao Zhou said a particularly arrogant and unreasonable sentence: "Do you know why you are called Zhou Tieshui? Iron battalion flowing soldiers, all your unfulfilled wishes back then were pinned on you, what kind of bullshit business administration are you going to learn!"
"That's your wish, not mine, why are you interfering with my choice!"
"Just because I'm your son!"
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At that time, he and Lao Zhou had the most fierce quarrel in 18 years, he smashed everything in the living room, all the valuable ornaments he could see, and if it wasn't for his mother's reconciliation, he wouldn't even want to go home......
In the past two years, as long as he has time, he will take a look at Jing Shu, on the one hand, he is worried that she will fall in love after she goes to college, and on the other hand, he wants to confess to her, but he doesn't dare.
After waiting anxiously for so long, he finally mustered up the courage to confess to her during the summer vacation when Jing Shu turned 18 years old, but he didn't want something like that to happen in Jing Shu's house during the summer vacation, she turned out to be the child of the Zheng family, and she didn't know it at all.
He was depressed and angry in his heart, his good friend pulled him to the cinema to watch a movie, he didn't refuse, he didn't expect to meet Jing Shu in the cinema, he finally mustered up the courage to invite Jing Shu to have lunch together.
Ever since Jing Shu heard what she said from Wei Liang, facing Zhou Tieshui, there was always some complexity in her heart.
A man wasted almost all of his best years from 18 to 30 years old on her, but he didn't have any complaints from beginning to end, even when he couldn't hold on in the end, he just turned around and left.
"I have something, you can eat it yourself. ”
Jing Shu shook her head, she knew some things, but at this moment, she really didn't love Zhou Tie Molten Zhou, so why give him hope?
She didn't know what Wei Liang meant when she said "I don't want Zheng Sisi to feel better", but now that she knew it in advance, why wouldn't she avoid it?
In her heart, she was even a little frightened, she had always been irrational and calm, but when she heard what Wei Liang said, from her 18 to 28 years old, for ten years, she would be paranoid to such a point!
One day she focused on one thing, and she actually involved an innocent person like Zhou Tieshui, she felt that Jing Shu was terrible, and she refused to be such a self from the bottom of her heart!
The loss and disappointment on Zhou Tieshui's face were obvious, but there was a little relief, as if she had foreseen that Jing Shu would reject him, and reluctantly smiled: "Then you go and get busy, and we will have dinner together when we have time in the future." ”
"Well, goodbye. ”
Jing Shu was about to leave after speaking, but as soon as she took a few steps forward, she heard Zhou Tieshui carefully call her name: "Jing Shu, will our high school classmates go to you?"
Jing Shu thought of what Zheng Ye said last night, glanced back at Zhou Tieshui slightly, looked at his nervous and expectant eyes, and couldn't help but smile: "Go." ”
After she finished speaking, she left without looking back, no one stopped her this time, and when she came to the corner, Jing Shu couldn't help but glance back, and found that Zhou Tieshui was looking at the direction she left stupidly like an idiot, and when she saw Jing Shu turn around, she subconsciously pulled out a toothless smile at her.
Jing Shu couldn't help but panic for a moment, she actually felt that she was a little caught-like, she looked at Jing Shu's reaction slightly, and couldn't help but want to laugh, but she also figured out the character of this little girl, don't make fun of her at this time, otherwise she will be scolded for a while and have nothing to say.
However, since it was said that she would participate in the class reunion, Jing Shu planned to take a look at her WeChat group, but it turned out that the time was coincidentally at 6:30 tomorrow night, which made Jing Shu feel very speechless, and she didn't know which one was brainless, so she asked all the students to attend in formal attire, and she thought she was going to hold a dinner party.
Jing Shu has always been Mrs. Jing's weapon to show off since she was a child, that kind of hypocrisy, staggered banquets, she has not participated in 100 and 80, at this time, seeing what this group said to attend in formal attire, she suddenly regretted a little, she was sick in the brain, and she agreed to participate in the class reunion under the pleading of the class leader......
It's just that since she agreed, there is no reason to avoid it, isn't it just formal to attend? It's not that she hasn't participated.
So after eating, she went to the fourth floor of the mall to look at the clothes directly, she chose a black mid-length skirt as always, simple and neat, and there are some special designs at the shoulders, which will not look too old, nor too dull, from the time she entered the store to interview the clothes to the time she bought the skirt that started with the "C", it took no more than ten minutes before and after.
After buying books, watching movies, eating, and buying clothes to wear, Jing Shu was quite satisfied with the fruits of her labor for most of the morning.
As a result, when she returned home, she found that Mrs. Zheng had also bought her a dress.