Ye Yunshan has been feeling a little uneasy lately.

After the day was in a hurry to separate from Nightshade, she was annoyed at first. For this child who is not related by blood, she is a little unclear about the feelings in her heart. Nightshade is not a random child picked up outside, and raising Nightshade on her side is her punishment for the people she loved in the past, and it is also revenge for her rival in love.

When Ye Yunshan has nothing to do, she often reminisces about the past.

At that time, he was young, dared to love and hate, and when he saw that person for the first time, he felt that that person was the love of his life, so he looked for an opportunity to approach him regardless of qiē, and left a group of his suitors behind. Maybe what others said is right, he is indeed a spurned junior in the eyes of others, and he is still entangled and plays a disgraceful role when others are married and have a family, but so what, what he pursues is true love, and that man also says that it is enough to love himself. But when his wife found the house where the two of them lived quietly with a big belly, looked down at him coldly, and called himself a slut, the man who had always said that he loved her was afraid that he would be angry with his wife, and he didn't care about his feelings at all, and kept busy comforting his wife, thinking that something would happen to the child in her belly. But he didn't know that he was just pregnant and needed comfort.

Since that day, the man has stopped paying attention to himself, no matter how much she looks, he always finds a reason to avoid it, she cries, she makes trouble, but no one pays attention, no one sympathizes, only the white eyes and ridicule of others. His wife always looked at her with disdain with the posture of a victor, like a queen in front of her, and she was a poor beggar by the roadside. It didn't matter, she firmly believed that he loved her, and only gave up on her for the sake of a worldly shackle. Then she will continue to wait for him because she loves him.

The family knew about it, hated that there was such a shameless woman in the family, and they were unable to resist the pressure of the two big families, blaming their parents for their lax discipline, which caused the family to be disgraced, deprived their parents of their livelihood in the family, and made their family of three fall from the clouds to the mud to quench each other's anger. In order to make a living, their parents often work hard outside the home, and the difficulty of survival and the shame of face make them blame all day long when they return home. But she doesn't regret it, she doesn't give up, and firmly believes that after living a few days, he will rescue her from a predicament like the romantic legend in the novel, take her, and the two will live happily ever after. At that time, she would stand in front of her wife, give her a humiliation she brought to herself, and walk in front of everyone by the hand, and fight back against their ridicule.

But her belly was big, which caused a huge storm in her own family and his and her wife's family. She didn't know what the process was like, but seeing her wife staring at her stomach and sneering made her feel in crisis. This is the crystallization of her and his love, she does not allow a little thing, in order to protect this child, she found Zheng Song, an honest person with no ability, to marry, and lied to the family that it was Zheng Song's child. Zheng Song is one of his suitors, he has always been obedient to himself, his family situation is simple, and he is the most controlling. Sure enough, when he proposed to marry him, he went to the civil administration to register his marriage with him without any doubt.

But she still couldn't escape, and the family still came to the door and took her directly to the cold operating table. From that day on, she could no longer laugh, and her life lost its color in her eyes.

From the ridicule of others, she heard that her wife had given birth to a daughter for him, and everyone in the family was celebrating this new life, and this was the second time that her wife had given birth to him, and the bond between them was even closer. Watching him hug his wife and hold his child from afar, his bright smile stung her. She suddenly hated, why do you want to be happy, and I have to be lonely, maybe in his eyes, he is not actually the person he loves, just a spice of his life, otherwise, when he is suffering, he has never had a little care and care, even if it is just a phone call, a greeting.

In that case, let's all go to hell. She lurks around them, looking for an opportunity to hurt them and die herself. That day really came, and she finally took the child they regarded as a treasure while they were not looking. She also wanted to hurt the child, but the child's sweet smile and bright eyes touched her heart that was once a mother. She took the child back to Zheng Song's house and lied that she had picked it up. Fortunately, Zheng Song was an honest man, and he didn't ask too much, so he took on the responsibility of raising him.

Over the years, she has been hiding in the shadows, watching the family struggle in pain in the process of finding the child, she is very relieved, she does not dare to take the child with her, the more the child grows up, the more like her parents, and she, who is also the object of the family's suspicion, pays attention to her from time to time, so she fosters the child in another city and never brings it back to the place where she lives. She will not let the family find the child, but let them live in pain all the time, and if her child is gone, then the child will atone for their sins, and let them also taste the loss of flesh and blood.

The more time passes, the bigger the child grows. Strangely, the child never cried to her, never asked her, and always did whatever he wanted. It's okay, so she saves trouble, and what she pays is nothing more than a little money, and she is willing to pay this money to buy this feeling of making herself happy.

She is also unwilling to marry again, and the man who lives with her now has spent nearly ten years taking care of her, just like she is willing to fight, and he is willing to suffer. Sometimes she can't help but think that if the man she loves is the man who takes care of her now, then how happy it is. It's a pity that he is not him, and the wound in her heart will not scar even after many years.

She said, you will find someone better than me.

He said, I wouldn't be so nice to anyone else. Your happiness needs to be fulfilled by yourself, and if one day you are tired, I will be here when you turn back.

So the two dragged together in such a blur, blinking for many years.

He also said that happiness that does not belong to him in his hands will eventually hurt him. Yes, this family is the only one who hurts you, but what does it matter, you lose the most important thing in your life, then, let's stay in hell together.

But why are you upset?

Yes, it was the child who suddenly changed his obedient temperament in the past, so he resolutely came to find himself and asked himself to tell her, her life experience, at that time she was panicked, and she was never willing to break the current situation, if the child went back, how could her hatred continue. No, can't stop punishing that family, she can't lose this child, yes, can't. Since they have lost a child to themselves, they have to pay for one of their own children.

Maybe I should call that child, I can be regarded as supporting her for more than 20 years, how can I ignore myself.

Ye Yunshan dialed Night Shadow's number.

The phone you're dialing is turned off or out of the service area, please call again later.

No, it's work time, so it shouldn't be turned off. Let's fight later.

Three days have passed, five days have passed, and the phone still can't be reached. Ye Yunshan was uneasy. It's better to call her work directly, but unfortunately there has never been a phone number for her work before. Checked 114 units, and finally got through the phone number of her unit's office, but the person who answered the phone in the unit directly told her that Night Shadow had been dismissed from work for almost a month, and it was not clear where Night Shadow was going, and the person who answered the phone also asked, are you really her mother, so choked that she didn't know how to answer.

Ye Yunshan suddenly didn't know how to find Night Shadow. For years, Nightshade stayed in one place, waiting for her orders at any time, and when she wanted to find it, she could find it. The phone is like the string of a kite, this thread connects them, and she always saves the initiative. And now, the string is broken, and the kite doesn't know where to fly.

Since she is disobedient and resigns without greeting, let her honestly suffer outside for a few days. That pitiful salary usually can't be left with a few left, and after a few days of tossing, I will go back to beg myself.

But more than a month has passed, not only is the phone still not working, but there is no news from anyone. Ye Yunshan is a little worried now. This child should have suffered a lot of blows at that time, and now there are too many problems among teenagers, will he not be able to think about it?

Then he began to fidget.

As the days passed, Ye Yunshan became more and more worried.

People often don't care when they have it, they don't cherish it, and after they lose it, they know that they cared less about it before and regret it.

Ye Yunshan's worries and struggles looked in the man's eyes. Let it go, he said, sue the family, only they have the ability to find the child, if nothing else, just for the child for the child who she didn't have time to come to the world, calling her mother for more than 20 years, that is also a feeling, don't be for today's persistence, and create an irreparable regret.

Finally, she listened to the man, and went with him to meet the family.

She saw the family again, and she could see the eagerness and excitement of the family, and a trace of hatred that could not be hidden. She sued herself that she was not for the family, but for the two innocent children. The hand was held tightly by the man under the table, warm and powerful, a sense of stability was in the body and mind, this man who had been guarding her side, after this time, he might not be able to let him wait.

She told all the stories about the child, from childhood to adulthood, and she could imagine the family's anger and was ready to bear their anger.

The imaginary storm was extinguished shortly after the outbreak began. The child's father stopped the family, and he said, for the sake of the child who was not born in time, and for the sake of the child who can survive now, you can go, and it will be cut off from now on.

The moment she walked out of the door, she suddenly felt relieved, trapped for most of her life, it turned out to be not only love, but also family affection, and guilt for that child, thinking that she was living very indifferently, but she was so persistent.

I once heard a saying that was very good, how beautiful or bad it was, and after a day, it will become a thing of the past, and many years later, it will become a snack for each other to talk and laugh about, so what do you do with the past?

Time is precious, cherish the people in front of you and watch over your own happiness.

Ye Yunshan's arrival caused an uproar in the Ye family. A woman, two children, more than 20 years of hard searching, this qiē came to light, Old Man Ye angrily smashed the long-cherished antique tea, roaring to ruin the Ye family.

"Grandpa, you are so old, pay attention to your body, don't worry about this, Xiaoying is my child, I will be responsible for getting her back. Ye Guoming saw that Old Man Ye was excited, and hurriedly stepped forward to show his attitude.

"Get out of here, it's your bane, if you hadn't messed up, my great-granddaughter wouldn't have suffered so much, get out. Ye Laozi picked up another bosom beside him and smashed it on Ye Guoming's head.

The people in the room hurriedly gave Ye Guoming a look and asked him to withdraw.

"A small family in the Ye family, they dare to let their girls bully our Ye family, you guys, give me what to do, and if you can't find my great-granddaughter, don't give me back, let me out. Hurry up. Old Man Ye put out his anger for a moment, "Prepare a car for me, and I'll go find Old Lady Chen." ”

Old Man Ye's car was parked at the door of a courtyard house with red walls and green tiles. As soon as he entered the door, he shouted, "Old man Chen, come out for me." ”

An energetic old man slowly walked out of the courtyard, "How old are you, you are in a hurry all day long, go, drink tea, I just got a new tea, but it's a good thing." ”

"What kind of tea are you drinking, I don't have time to pay attention to you," Old Man Ye couldn't stop at all, "What about your little Chen Kun, hurry up and find me to help." ”

"You all need to call Chen Kun, what's the matter?" Seeing this, Old Man Chen also knew that things were strict. "Just play the game in the back, go, just call him to go. ”

When Chen Kun was called out of the game, Old Man Ye told the story of what had just happened at home and this old man, Old Man Chen and Chen Kun knew earlier that there was a girl in the Ye family who was exposed, and they thought they couldn't find it for many years, but they didn't expect things to be so tortuous. While comforting Old Man Ye, he discussed with Chen Kun what he was looking for.

"I'll go in person, old man, you can rest assured. "The relationship between the two Ye Chen families has always been good, and the two old men are close friends, and he himself is the chief officer of a special forces on the surface, but secretly he is in charge of the intelligence processing of the entire country with others, and no one is more suitable for this job than him.

When Night Shadow entered the game, Chen Kun had already been called out of the game by Old Man Chen. The unknown Night Shadow thinks that this guy called Night Star has really been impatient to suffer a little blow and has left on his own.

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