Chapter 371: Can't Get Back Your Feelings
During the whole farewell process, Gao Shenghan was worried. Sister Lian asked him if he was not feeling well, so he climbed along the pole, saying that he had drunk too much and would take two or three days to recover.
Sister Lian and they left, along the way, no one mentioned him and Yingshanhong, and Yingshanhong did not go overboard, Gao Shenghan's worries became superfluous.
Brother Hui returned to the dormitory, and when he saw Brother Hui going to bed, Gao Shenghan hesitated for a moment and went to bed and lay down.
Ma Minghui sat up instead, "Gao Shenghan, are you feeling unwell, or are you feeling sad?"
Leaning sideways, he looked at Brother Hui below, "Of course it's because of my body, what am I sad about when they leave?"
"Honest people don't tell the truth, you go out for a run in the morning, it's not good, why are you listless as soon as you hear about sending them?"
"It's a habit to go for a run, and it's a strong spirit. ”
"You go and coax the ghost! Are you in love? Tell me, is it Wang or Xu? I won't tell you. ”
"How is it possible, they are all eldest sisters. ”
"Hey, are you sloppy with me? Do you think I can't see it? Sister, they're only two or three years older than us, and I'm sure they both like you, but I don't know who you like more. ”
"What qualifications do you think I have to fall in love with these eldest ladies?"
"Hey, hey, what's your situation? She likes you, you like her, and the two are happy, this is the qualification! Do you know what young people say now? Don't you want to be forever, but I wish I had it, and I was dumbfounded to see them gone?"
"Am I dumbfounded? Hey, Brother Hui, who are you talking about her?"
"Sister Lian!"
"You're talking nonsense!" Gao Shenghan sat up suddenly.
"Sister Lian loves you the most. Ma Minghui unhurriedly took out two cigarettes, got out of bed, and came to Gao Shenghan, "Come on." ”
"I don't smoke. Gao Shenghan was very resolute in his mouth, but his hand involuntarily followed.
Ma Minghui lit a fire for him, Gao Shenghan took a sip, and immediately coughed, "Why do you have to spend money to buy such an unpalatable thing?"
"After smoking two cigarettes, you will understand, buddy is not smoking, it is loneliness, it is trouble. Ma Minghui took a deep breath, and then took a long puff of smoke and blew it into the ceiling. The ceiling is really not high, and it is only about a foot away from the head of Gao Shenghan, who is sitting.
"You have Zou Xiaolan, are you still lonely?"
"If she is not lonely, how can she take advantage of the void?"
"Aren't you serious with her?" Gao Shenghan took two sips, feeling that it was indeed not very uncomfortable.
"Am I not serious?"
"You can see that she is serious about you, and you don't want to give up on you. ”
"Hey, Lao Gao, what do you think are her strengths?"
"Decent, if you are dead hearted, you must be a good wife and mother. ”
"Come on, do you think that if she doesn't look at you much, she is decent? What does it say on the Internet?' Women don't care about decency, decency is because they are not seduced enough, men don't care about loyalty, loyalty is because the stakes for betrayal are too low. 'You say, 'Is that true?'
"What is said on the Internet is unreliable, many people are afraid that the world will not be chaotic, how can a decent woman not have it? I advise you to cherish Sister Zou. "Parents have respected each other all their lives, it is a fact, Gao Shenghan learned Brother Hui to spit out cigarettes, but the result was a more violent cough. The lungs can't stand it.
"Smoking has to be used slowly, and decent women definitely have it, but in today's society, I believe that even if there is, it is a rare species. Let's put it this way, if Deng chases her, will she not change her mind? If Fan Bingbing chases you, will you not be tempted?"
Looking at Ma Minghui's indifferent look of seeing through the red dust, Gao Shenghan said with certainty, "I don't know about others, but if Fan Bingbing chases me, I will run faster than a rabbit, impossible, even if she marries me, wouldn't I be suspicious and worried all day long?"
"That's why you don't dare to approach Yingshanhong and them?"
"Wang Xiang likes them. ”
"Wang Xiang is also interested in Ying Shanhong? Why do you care so much? He can't have both, right?"
"No, I'll be honest with you, I have a fiancée. "In good conscience, when Gao Shenghan said that he had a fiancée, he didn't think of Yueyue, he thought of Fang Cong. Fang Cong is the only girl who has had a skin-to-skin blind date except for Sister Hong. He doesn't give up.
"You have a fiancée? It can't be, is it?
"Almost, Brother Hui, you keep talking about the mountains, do you want to empathize and don't fall in love?"
"Come, come again, Zou and I are both people who know how many pounds and taels we have, and we won't daydream, my goal is to see the outside world in Shanghai, make some money, and then take her home: 'peasant woman, mountain spring, a little field', a bottle of wine, two packs of cigarettes, happy like a fairy. Unless you get rich overnight, you can't say. ”
What is the difference between one and two? Gao Shenghan smoked now, and the depression in his heart dissipated a lot. "You are very righteous, it is impossible to be Chen Shimei. ”
"Have you seen a few successful men who don't change wives?"
"I've seen it, my uncle didn't change his wife, but my uncle was afraid of my grandfather. Gao Shenghan was embarrassed to talk about family style. None of his family or his grandmother's family were divorced.
"That's because your uncle is not successful enough, he loves the country more than the beauty, he must have the country to be qualified to love the beauty more, don't you say?" Ma Minghui is not without the end.
"He ------" Gao Shenghan did not say. My dad may not be successful, but isn't my uncle successful?
"Regardless of him, I mean someone likes you, you don't have to reject someone thousands of miles away, fiancée is not equivalent to a marriage certificate, legally, you are not binding on each other. ”
Ma Minghui suddenly lowered his voice and pretended to be mysterious, "I believe that in the near future, one of the two people, Xu and Wang, will come to see you secretly, whoever comes, who likes you, when the time comes, you have to seize the opportunity." ”
"Sleep, sleep. Gao Shenghan threw out half of the cigarette, "Brother Hui, I don't daydream." As soon as he finished speaking, a text message alert rang on his phone.
"Lao Gao, believe it or not, this text message must have come from one of the two of them. ”
"No way. Gao Shenghan turned on and watched.
"Do you dare to show me?"
"Look. Gao Shenghan handed the phone to Brother Hui.
The text message was from Li Meilian - "Xiao Gao, thank you and Xiao Ma for sending us! Promise me three things: first, no matter who you accompany you, drink less, second, no matter what the situation, don't fight, and third, don't give up reviewing." During the winter vacation, I will come to Shanghai to see you first. Bye-bye!"
"Old Gao, what is the relationship between you and Minister Li?" Ma Minghui held his mobile phone and couldn't understand Gao Shenghan.
"Just like you, the relationship between superiors and subordinates. ”
"No, if it's just a superior-subordinate relationship, I knew her earlier than you, why didn't she give me information?"
"I am their master, and I eat in the same pot, of course, not only the relationship between superiors and subordinates. Gao Shenghan reached out and took the phone back.
"You think I'm a child? ”
As soon as Ma Minghui turned around, Gao Shenghan's mobile phone rang again, and Ma Minghui's spirit perked up, "This must be this! ”
"No way. Saying that it was impossible, Gao Shenghan moved inside, and he believed that Brother Hui was not wrong, because few people knew his mobile phone number.
This text message is Yingshanhong, but fortunately I didn't show it to Brother Hui first.
- Gao, sister is not a frivolous person, it is not my sister's fault that I can't help it, love is the power given to everyone by God.
Believe me, I didn't see you every minute, I was thinking about when we were together.
I'll be back to see you soon.
"Lao Gao, don't you dare?" Ma Minghui's eyes were rolling. However, he didn't have a chance to start, and Gao Shenghan guarded him from grabbing his phone.
"Brother Hui, I'm talking about you just now. Hey, since when did you start to be interested in other people's **?Sleep sleep, I'm going to sleep with you today, cigarettes are not a good thing, they make people groggy. ”
After that, Gao Shenghan lay down, he turned his back to Brother Hui and ignored him. Hand in the swift delete Yingshan Hong's text messages.
Deleting text messages is an easy thing, but deleting the other person's affection is not something that can be done overnight.
Maybe it was Yingshanhong who left Shanghai, maybe it was Ma Minghui's enlightenment that played a role, or both.
In short, when Gao Shenghan closed his eyes and wanted to sleep, every word of Yingshanhong's text message was not deleted, but unconsciously, it was deeply engraved in his heart.
"Isn't she kidding me? Does she really love me?"
Hearing that Ma Minghui had returned to his bed, Gao Shenghan was completely relaxed, and he carefully recalled every scene of them, from the first meeting to today's parting.
The most memorable thing for the big boy, and at the same time, the heartbeat is of course the time period when he was pillowing on Yingshan's red legs.
What made Gao Shenghan the most depressed, the most tangled and the most heart-wrenching was also that time period.
Because the most blurred, hazy and misty is still that time period.
The clearest thing is also there, that is, the uncomfortable feeling of suffocation, that is, the pain of hitting Wang Qiu'e's head!
As for the rich scent that made him drowsy, what kind of floral fragrance it resembled, the big boy could not remember;
As for the delicateness, fullness and gentleness of the girl's skin, the eldest boy did not feel it at all, he was just afraid, so afraid that his soul could not possess his body, so at this time, he could not capture the taste of the current and the stars at any time.
People are like this, the more they can't get back that feeling, the more the big boy wants to capture it, he thinks it's fleeting, so he tries to capture it again and again, and as a result, he tosses for a long time and gets nothing.