Chapter 1: If there really is an if
1 a.m., in a taxi. It has been a full ten hours since Xiao Ran threw the engagement ring into www.biquge.info the bowl of the begging uncle on the side of the road. Touching the mobile phone that was already low in his pocket, looking at the dozen missed calls and a series of unread text messages on it, Xiao Ran opened the window, met the taxi driver's shocked eyes, and threw it out of the window.
"Girl, did you quarrel with your boyfriend?"
Xiao Ran gathered his scarf, leaned on the back seat and said, "No, I'm just a little homesick." "yes, just homesick, that's it.
Xiao Ran felt that she was really sad, her boyfriend who had known her for nearly 10 years, had been engaged for less than half a year, and she rolled the sheets with others. If it weren't for being bumped into by a friend, he would still be kept in the dark, what a wonderful bloody drama. Thinking about the fact that I didn't go to college for this kind of person in the past, fell out with my parents, and left my hometown alone for so many years, I had to be a brainless person to do it! When I thought of the tears that my mother shed for her at the beginning, Xiao Ran felt that now that she had fallen into this field, it was really retribution.
On the radio in the taxi, a deep voice came: "If you were given a chance to go back to the past, where would you most like to start over?" In everyone's youth, I think there are more or less one or two regrets that make people feel helpless, how good it would be if we didn't grow up. An old song "If You Go Back to the Past", from Jang Ho-cheol, is given to all the urban sleepless people with regrets at this moment. ”
"If you go back in time, everything will repeat itself
Will I understand the point of life
Not afraid of setbacks, no empty complaints
Let me see further.
If I go back to the past, I still fall in love with you
Will you care, never forever
Or after falling in love, say goodbye briefly
Give me a little space.
I don't make promises lightly anymore
No more changing yourself for whom
After life trials, love setbacks are inevitable
I'm still looking forward to tomorrow ......"
If you can go back to the way things were, it's better not to see each other!
After getting out of the taxi, Xiao Ran walked to the bus station, and the driver's voice came out of the car: "Girl, in this world, there is no hurdle that can't be overcome, be happy!" Xiao Ran turned around and smiled, waved his hand at the driver, and turned around and walked into the waiting hall.
At 4:30 a.m., the car finally drove up. Xiao Ran looked at the night scene of the city that was going away little by little, and couldn't help but rub her slightly sour eyes, this city that carried her 8 years of love and fantasy finally waved goodbye to her. Spring goes to autumn, the sun rises and the moon sets, all the willingness and unwillingness, in the end, can not withstand the washing of time, the thick will become lighter, and the light will become lighter.
At sunrise, Xiao Ran fell asleep in a daze. I don't know how long it took, Xiao Ran was half-asleep and half-awake when he heard a piercing sound of brakes and screams, followed by a huge crashing sound. Xiao Ran woke up in an instant, and as soon as he opened his eyes, he felt that the world was spinning in the car, and then his eyes were dark, and he lost consciousness.
When I woke up again, it was pitch black. Xiao Ran slowly remembered what happened before she fell into a coma, she fell asleep in the car on the way home, and then it seemed to be ...... Thinking of this, she was startled and sat up from the bed. She's like this now, it should be fine, but it seems that something is not right, what is wrong? Suddenly, she thought about it, there was a car accident, she didn't feel any discomfort on her body, she didn't smell the smell of disinfectant water unique to hospitals, what was going on?
Slowly got up, and felt the switch of the light next to him. As soon as the lights came on, she was shocked, this place turned out to be ...... Is it her own room?! No, no, I should say it's the room she lived in a long time ago! She left home after graduating from high school, and the family moved to the city the year after she went to another country. This room here is the same house her family had lived in when they were in town before they moved. Thinking of this, she looked down at the clothes on her body, and her heart couldn't help but tremble, this, how long ago was this her clothes? Put on her shoes, stumbled out of bed, and walked to the mirror, until she saw the immature face in the mirror, her legs suddenly weakened, and she fell to the ground.
I don't know how long it took, Xiao Ran stood up and moved his numb and sore legs, his hands on his thumping chest, and felt the somewhat panicked heart. It wasn't until the cold, real touch came from the doorknob that the tension from her trembling hands eased slightly. Gently opened the door, touched the switch in the living room with memory, and saw the familiar and unfamiliar furnishings in the living room, she breathed a sigh of relief, no matter what, she was home after all!
As if awakened by the movement in the living room, a familiar and reassuring voice came from the next room: "Ranran, are you up?"
After trying to restrain his emotions for a long time, he finally collapsed at the moment he heard this voice. Buried your head and bit the back of your hand to keep your sobs from making a sound. Xu hadn't heard an echo for a long time, and there was the sound of Xi Suosuo's dressing. Xiao Ran turned around and ran back to his room, closed the door, covered his face with his hands, and laughed with tears streaming down his face.
Not long after, there was a knock at the door: "Ranran, what's wrong with you?
Xiao Ran slowly breathed a sigh of relief, picked up a tissue and wiped his tears and snot again, and then replied in as calm a tone as possible: "Mom, I'm fine, just get up and drink saliva, go to sleep." ”
"Are you hungry? You've slept all day and night, and you can't wake up when you scream. Hey, I didn't say you, I had to climb some mountain with my classmates, but fortunately I wasn't injured, otherwise I would have scared my mother to death. ”
Xiao Ran was stunned when he heard this, and then said, "Mom, I'm fine, I'll eat when I wake up tomorrow, you go to sleep." ”
Listening to the footsteps at the door and slowly walking away, Xiao Ran breathed a sigh of relief, returned to the bed and lay down, sorting out his thoughts. Just now my mother talked about mountain climbing, the only time she has climbed the mountain since she can remember is in the first semester of her freshman year of high school, the head teacher organized an autumn outing for some purpose, climbing the mountain. It was also that time she was pushed from the mountain by a stupid year, but fortunately, the classmate next to her quickly grabbed her, she didn't suffer any injuries, but she got sick after returning to school, and she got better after sleeping for three days. I just listened to my mother's meaning, and I should have said that I climbed the mountain, but I don't know why I slept at home for a day and a night? Is there something different?
The shock when I first woke up has slowly faded a lot, and my thoughts have become much clearer. Xiao Ran had read a book before, to the effect that it is said that all people live in a parallel time and space that only belongs to themselves, and between the two parallel time and space, if they are hit by a huge impact at the same time, there will be a gap at the same time, and if the brain waves at this time are stimulated, they will affect themselves in another time and space.
Although she knew that there was no scientific basis for this statement, it was relatively speaking, rather than asking her to choose between soul crossing and resurrection from the dead, she would rather choose to believe this brainwave stimulation theory. At the same time as his 26-year-old self had a car accident, his 16-year-old self was pushed down the mountain by a young man who lacked roots next to him and fainted in the process of climbing. At the same point in time, with the same impact force, a space-time rift was created at the same time...... Oops, Xiao Ran felt that his head was too big! He turned over, knocked on his head that was about to burst, and was silent for a long time before he silently spoke, and said to himself: "Forget it, no matter what the reason is, in short, I'm back." ”
Yes, it's good to be back. As for the rest, why bother?!