Chapter 95: Second Week 7
Lorraine is very frustrated, and he is also confused because of being a second personality, obviously his consciousness is perfect, but it turns out that this body has another owner, and while enjoying the circumstances brought by the main personality, he also has a lot of thoughts-
A body has two consciousnesses, and when he first woke up, he once wanted to destroy the main personality, but he couldn't, does the main personality have the same idea now?
What should disappear is his own personality that has emerged later, but he does not want to disappear, Lorraine begins to have a complex feeling for the consciousness of another master in his body, worship, guilt and even jealousy, all kinds of feelings are mixed together, so that he has been disturbed recently. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
But the matter of the existence of the master's personality, he and Gu Rong are not interested in front of others, and he is worried about Tasi, Lorraine shook his head after hesitating: "It's nothing." ”
“…… If you don't want to say it, forget it. ”
Tasi was a little disappointed in his heart, and couldn't help but sigh softly.
In fact, when she was a roommate with Lorraine, because of the other party's indifferent personality, the relationship between the two was not very close, so even if she admired Lorraine at that time, she didn't know this roommate.
But these days, she has reacquainted with Lorraine, and sometimes even feels that Lorraine after becoming a man and the original indifferent young marshal who kills alien bodies without blinking an eye are two people, and as she becomes more and more familiar, why can't she see that Lorraine has troubles?
I thought he was already Lorraine's closest comrade-in-arms, but the other party had troubles but didn't tell him, and Tath was inexplicably a little unhappy - he finally had a girlfriend who could share his troubles, but his girlfriend was not willing to share his little secrets with him, and he didn't let himself help, alas.
The male best friend Lorraine saw that Tasi was unhappy and was a little shaken, but when he thought of his true identity, his thoughts moved, and he decided to rot to death in his stomach about the two personalities in his body.
Lorraine is not in a normal state, even if he is busy (playing games) Gu Rong has found out that something is wrong over time, Gu Rong became interested and asked: "Boy, what's unhappy, say it and make me happy!"
The spiritual power is stronger than Gu Rong, and Gu Rong himself does not shy away from the system, and deliberately opens his spiritual power to Wei Yi, so the pseudo-system Jun, who can hear the consciousness communication clearly in the same body, silently throws Gu Rong a "look at you bear" look.
The older he gets, the more bad fun Gu Rong laughs at Wei Yi twice.
Lorraine's original personality was upright and fiery, and when he heard Gu Rong's question, he simply poured it all out: "Do you want me to disappear?" To be honest, at the beginning, even though I knew that you were the main personality, I still thought it would be good if you disappeared, I didn't have a little consciousness that I used to be a woman, and your existence made me always have a feeling that I was wrong about my gender identity, but I clearly knew who I was and what I was, but your existence told me that it was all wrong, which was very bad, so I thought if you were perfect when you were young, would you also want me to disappear?"
Gu Rong was silent instantly, originally distracted from playing the game, but now he withdrew directly from the game.
"I'm sorry, my attitude is not clear, and it was my mistake that caused problems in your understanding. Gu Rong groaned for a moment, his consciousness was half-attached to his body, and he glanced at Wei Yi, who was a little silent when he heard Lorraine's words, and both of them were undoubtedly a little surprised at this time.
Gu Rong has always distinguished the character world from the original world very clearly, and there has been a sense of confusion for a short time, and the emergency mechanism of the system itself is to prevent her from making cognitive mistakes.
After adapting to the transformation of the world, now Gu Rong clearly realizes that he is a passerby in every world, and after the plot of this world completely collapses, Gu Rong, who has no enthusiasm for the plot, simply stays in the game world.
In the fairy world, although he has been in the fairy world for more than two thousand years, he has used his own body from beginning to end, and his cultivation has been suppressed because of the emergency mechanism, and in the end only the cultivation consciousness is left, and the cultivation is all returned to Xuanying's body, except for the use of the life book a few times, until the end, Gu Rong has not done much of the realism of the fairy, I have to say that the emergency mechanism does exist very reasonable, and the effect of preventing the tasker from getting lost is first-class.
However, even if she has a clear understanding and has been a heroine, Gu Rong really realizes that there is a difference between her soul and the original protagonist, or in the martial arts world, Su Li's soul was formed after she left, and she chose a future that Gu Rong did not expect, but because Gu Rong had left, he didn't have much understanding of the gap between himself and the protagonist's real soul.
It wasn't until the last world, after the collapse of the world plot, that Xuan Ying actually became a baby who thought that she was the child of Shao Si's life, and she broke off her love and desires all her life, and became a good seedling who really practiced the ruthless way, and her achievements were remarkable, so that Gu Rong had a clear awareness that the protagonist had become a completely independent individual after she left.
Some of her actions lead to a change in the novel's world, and at the same time affect the formation of the original protagonist's soul.
In this world, Lorraine's soul was simply formed in advance, and unexpectedly he was still an upright boy, but in his selfish heart, Gu Rong still subconsciously felt that the newly formed soul was also a passerby in her mission, as long as she tried her best to hand over her body sovereignty to Lorraine, and when she found the fragment of the space-time Rubik's Cube, there would be no problem after leaving the world.
But obviously this is her wishful thinking, in the process of her becoming more and more indifferent to the mission world and becoming more and more indifferent, the soul of the original world, but has its own consciousness, will be confused and struggling because of the reasons she casually made up, and even confused and afraid, afraid that it will be him who disappears.
Obviously, the real owner of this body is him......
In fact, not only Lorraine, all the people in the mission world she has experienced are alive and have their own ideology, Gu Rong was a little confused at this moment, she thought, now because of her own actions to cause this situation, so, in the future mission, should she follow the original plot and let the world line go smoothly, or try to get out and don't make more contact with the people in the mission world, so as not to cause unknown changes in others?
"What the hell should I do?" Gu Rong frowned for a while.
After being silent for a while, Wei Yi seemed to think of something and smiled, although the smile on the shell of the system looked particularly cute, but Gu Rong felt that there was something heavy and depressing on Wei Yi's body at that moment, but she didn't quite understand what it was.
I only heard Wei Yi say gently: "Many of your decisions are not wrong for many people, even if they change the fate of others, not everyone is unhappy with this change, your intention to practice "Freedom of Practice" is very firm, so, follow your heart, there is no problem." ”
Gu Rong nodded when she heard this, yes, there is no need to disturb herself, whether it is good or bad, the person she has become, as long as she goes on according to her own heart, not all changes will bring bad results, she does not need to stick to this kind of problem, the actual problem is actually solved, all kinds of situations in the mission world will be encountered, and there will be all kinds of changes in the future, just adjust the changes when the time comes.
But at this time, Gu Rong felt extremely guilty about causing Lorraine's fear and confusion, and borrowed Lorraine's luck to better complete the main quest, but as a result, the branch line accidentally collapsed, causing Lorraine, who formed a soul in advance, to have doubts about his own existence.
Gu Rong felt guilty and comforted Lorraine, who was always full of uneasiness, but some things couldn't be really explained, so he could only make excuses:
"It's a bit bizarre, but I want to tell you that you are the real Lorraine, I, just the receiver when you didn't wake up, I lied to you before, and really speaking, I am the sub-personality, the sojourner. So, don't worry, when the time comes, I'll disappear automatically, and you can think of me as a simulated personality generated by the body's self-help response. ”
But Lorraine was silent when she heard this: "You lied to me. ”
Obviously, the strength and weakness of this body are clear at a glance, how can it be that the main personality is not clear about what happened in the past twenty years, and its strength is not comparable to that of the second personality?
This can only be the other party's words to comfort herself, who is the master in the end, Lorraine is more and more confused, Gu Rong can only be kind and enlightened, but it turns out that she does not have the talent of a confidant sister.
Lorraine, who is actually not very old in mental age, listened to the voice in her head, her eyebrows gradually frowned, and her eyes were slightly red.
Gu Rong asked the sky speechlessly, what a sin, this is the retribution for collapsing the world line, being a confidant sister is also abusive, but she still has to find ways to appease the teenagers:
"Hey, kid, don't believe it, the human body's self-help mechanism is really amazing sometimes, what kind of energy your body will burst out in a specific situation, I'm afraid you don't even know it, I'm really not the main personality, I'll leave when I'm done, it won't have any effect, you can treat me as a ...... now Your mother?"
“…… Are you really going to disappear?" Lorraine suddenly fell silent, and after a while, he asked with a wooden face.
"Yes, it will disappear on its own, so don't worry. Gu Rongxin said that this kid finally understood, but before he could comfort him for two minutes, he felt a heat in the eyes of his semi-controlled body.
Gu Rong was stunned, she didn't have the slightest idea of crying, so this is Lorraine suddenly about to turn into a crying bag? Gu Rong was a little stunned, wrapped his mental power around Wei Yi, and asked, "What's the situation." ”
"Ah, the care from my mother, so gentle, so touching~" Wei Yi answered Gu Rong's question in an aria: "You gave him the motherly care of a loveless young man, and completely touched him~"
What the hell Gu Rong controlled half of his body, Lorraine's brows jumped fiercely.
Lorraine didn't really cry in the end, her eyes were red, she wiped her eyes with her hand, and said menacingly: "Continue training." (To be continued.) )