After a "click", the door was gently shut.

The moment it was closed, Park Renjing on the bed opened his eyes.

Then she cautiously raised her head slightly and looked in the direction of the door, and when she saw the closed door, she exhaled a slow breath and got up and got out of bed.

She woke up not long after the two started talking.

When she heard Li Zhenghao throw an olive branch to Zhang Shixuan, she was so frightened in her heart that she couldn't suppress the fear in her heart, and her body trembled slightly.

But she knew that it was impossible for a weak woman to escape in the hands of two men.

So she lay on the bed and tried her best not to make a move, pretending to be still asleep, listening quietly to the conversation between the two, and at the same time secretly thinking about countermeasures in her heart.

After listening to a few more words, she felt as if the two of them were about to reach a consensus, and Zhang Shixuan seemed to have accepted the conditions for enlisting in the army by occupying her, which made her feel like a dead heart for a while, and secretly thought in her heart.

If I really can't escape, then I'll kill myself, and I will never let you two beasts succeed!

While thinking like this in her heart, she couldn't help but think of her grandmother and uncle who were still lying on the hospital bed and were critically ill, and felt a little moist in her closed eyes, and said secretly: Parents, grandma, uncle, you want to say goodbye forever, your kindness, Renjing has to pay you back in the next life.

She felt like she was miserable.

Before this year, she can still live very freely and chicly, and she doesn't need to worry about this or that.

She can imagine the beauty of love like an ordinary girl; can also be like the usual preparatory debut, looking forward to his life after his debut; can grow up slowly under the care of their parents like the daughters of ordinary parents.

However, these things that could still be imagined last year have all come to naught this year.

First of all, my grandmother's illness worsened, and then my uncle's current bedriddenness, which plunged her family into a serious financial crisis and made her miserable.

In the past, the salary that Father Park received from working outside the home alone could barely support the normal expenses of the family, but it was only barely supported, and as for savings, there was none.

Now, the huge medical expenses that two bedridden people need to pay have completely overwhelmed Dad Park, who was barely supporting the family. For this reason, even if he works long a day and works part-time desperately, it will not help.

And because she is a trainee, her salary is very small, and she has to take money from her family from time to time, which makes Father Park, who was already overwhelmed, suddenly have the idea of letting her give up being a trainee and go out to work.

So this afternoon, Dad Park talked to her about it, saying that she should give up being a trainee and go out to work directly to reduce the family burden for him.

After hearing Dad Park's words, her already low mood couldn't be suppressed, ignoring the shouts of Dad Park behind, she covered her mouth and ran out of the house while wiping her tears.

Give up being a trainee.

It's equivalent to telling her to give up her debut.

And if she gave up her debut, then her hard life as a trainee in the past few years would be in vain, and her dream would be shattered.

It was unbearable for her.

After she found a place where no one was and cried indisprecisely, she felt a little better.

Then he began to walk blindly down the street, like a headless fly, without purpose.

She thought about it a lot and figured out something.

Maybe she's really going to give up her debut.

After all, even if the debut date of their group has been specific to the month, she is still a little worried.

On the one hand, if her debut is confused, then she is really finished.

On the other hand, if you don't make your debut, you won't get much money for a while.

After all, when the trainee signs a contract, the company will give money every month, and the money given by the company at this time is not given for free, and it will have to be repaid after the debut.

So in the first two years of my debut, I was in the company's squeeze period, and I didn't want to get too much money in my hands, this is still a big company, and some small companies don't want to get too much money in the past few years.

Thinking about it this way, whether you are confused or not, you will not be able to get money for a while, and without money, you will not be able to solve the immediate need.

Then ..... Didn't make his debut, right?

She thought silently in her heart, and then the position of her heart suddenly jerked, and then there was a suffocating pain.

She covered her heart, half-crouched down against the wall, and the crystal tears that had already accumulated in her eyes also flowed down her smooth face at this time, forming two long tear stains, the big tears of beans condensed on the chin together, and then dripped on the floor one by one, staining a small bluestone brick spread on it.

Not to make a debut.

These three sensitive words stimulated her nerves fiercely.

What did I do when I ignored my studies and the opposition from my family, so I resolutely ran to be a trainee?

It's not just for debut.

But now even debut has become a luxury.

Her eye sockets were a little red and swollen from crying, which made her eye bags even bigger due to lack of sleep, and they looked like a callus wrapped around her eyes.

But she didn't care about it anymore, salty tears kept flowing from her eyes, and the tear glands seemed to be out of control at this time, constantly catalyzing the tears, and she kept picking up her hand and wiping it indiscriminately.

Then, after crying and walking for a while, her mood calmed down a little, and her tears stopped without knowing whether she was crying dry or something.

She looked around and saw a street sign standing at the intersection in front of her, and noticed that she had unknowingly walked near Yeongdeungpo District.

At this time, it suddenly occurred to her mind that the busy people in their upcoming debut group seemed to live nearby, and thought that they would not go home at night, and would go to her house for one night.

After the worries were relieved, somehow, an urge to drink suddenly surged in her heart, and this urge intensified in her heart, and it was out of control.

Thinking that Xu Xian lived in the vicinity, and that she was only having a few drinks, she suppressed the only reason left in her mind and walked towards the roadside stall not far ahead.

She wanted to follow her heart one last time.

When she arrived at the stall, she began to drink.

He drank soju, a type of alcohol that Koreans are particularly fond of.

She drank a few glasses first, but she didn't know if it was because she had a lot of alcohol or something, and after a few glasses, she found that she didn't feel drunk at all, as if she hadn't drunk it.

This put her mind at ease completely, and then she began to drink wildly, and began to sobb silently as she sipped.

At first she was sobbing quietly, but then she began to cry loudly, not knowing whether it was because she was drunk or because her emotions were catalyzed by the wine.

The aggrieved cry is matched with the natural cry, which is sad for the hearer and tears for the listener.

The people around her looked at her in amazement, a little puzzled why she was so sad, but that's all, after all, no one knew her, so no one went up to ask the specific reason.