Chapter 216: Reality
Riding an electric car and Leyao came to the skewer bar, it was the hot season of eating skewers in summer, and it should be very popular, but because the students were on vacation, the business seemed a little deserted.
He Le Yao is still sitting in the window seat, this familiar scene reminds me of a year ago, just entered Xingmei, Le Yao and I ate at the string bar for the first time, as if it happened yesterday, that familiar senior sister, that close friend who lives together, at this moment I feel that she and I are so close.
We all came to the metropolis from a small city to study, and all kinds of helplessness made us only wear masks in a certain corner of the city, deceiving ourselves and others, are we all happy? No one knows, everyone lives hypocritically, just hoping to keep this hard-won life.
The two of them raised their glasses and talked about their past in school, still so excited, each story seemed to be told many times, but there would be a new flavor when we talked about it again, and this kind of chat brought our hearts closer.
Because of the effect of alcohol, Le Yao complained about Lu Han's family, although Lu Han's parents are not against them being together now, but how can a character like Lu Xinghua give Le Yao's parents a good face? At most, for the sake of his son, he plays on the spot, it is estimated that in private Le Yao is not less angry with Lu Han's parents, I can feel her unhappiness, and live in silence for the so-called happiness.
I also know in my heart that this kind of unhappiness will only make him and Lu Han more and more distant. In my eyes, it seems that Le Yao is only getting along with Lu Han for the sake of his parents, and Lu Han knows that Le Yao will not be easily separated from him because of his own advantages.
I have some confidence at present, after all, I am also the boss, plus I drank some wine, and said to Le Yao affectionately: "Yaoyao, follow me, you chose me into Xingmei, and now I am no longer a poor young man, I am a person you can entrust for life, I know that you love me, I don't want other men to protect you, because that is my lifelong responsibility." ”
After listening to me, Le Yao looked at me affectionately, didn't say anything, and gently stroked my face with his hand, just like a big sister looking at her own brother.
The scene suddenly became awkward, and we looked at each other like this, there were too many emotions in the eyes of both sides to express, but what was needed at this time was no longer words.
We were drunk and dizzy, hand in hand on the rooftop, on this holy land, we kissed wildly, blending alcohol and their unhappiness into this kissing to vent, because of the relationship with Xinyi, I was more eager for this matter, and I was no longer so busy, attacking Le Yao's mental defense step by step, Le Yao was dominated by my strong desire and almost couldn't extricate himself, I don't know if this is good, but I can't control myself, because these three girls are reluctant for me, and they all want to get it. I used to be unconfident, but now I feel that my self-confidence is bursting.
Just when I thought that Le Yao was in my pocket, she stopped my attack and said coquettishly: "Isn't it that you have been harming the little girl recently, why are you getting more and more experienced now?" ”
I jokingly said, "I only dare to harm the three of you, and no one else wills!"
Le Yao is a smart girl, and immediately asked: "No wonder Xinyi has been drinking honey recently, in the past, Lu Han and I called her and Meng Fan, she both looked sad, and recently found that her face was radiant, it seems that she has been harmed by you." ”
I thought to myself, you can see this, or Xinyi's little impulse, secretly told you, and then you are afraid that she will monopolize me and want to commit to me?
After thinking for a while, he said to Le Yao: "The three of you are all mine." "It seems that the wine has unleashed my instincts even more.
Seeing that I was going to hug her again, Le Yao hurriedly took two steps back and said to me: "You are too arrogant, the three of us have followed you, can your family and our family agree? ”
Le Yao always spoke to the point of my point, but I seemed to have gone crazy under the influence of alcohol, and hugged her again, but when I saw the tears in Le Yao's eyes, I still let go of her.
She scolded loudly: "Zhang Yihan, you are a bastard, the two of them have rich and powerful families, they can mess around with you like this, I can't, I have to take care of my parents, just follow you, what am I? What can you give me? Are the three of us just your playthings? You are a sign of irresponsibility." How could the three of us fall in love with you asshole. ”
After she finished speaking, she turned around and got off the rooftop, I didn't chase her, I stood on the rooftop alone and pondered Le Yao's words, what I did was really a bastard, and I couldn't recognize myself a little anymore, could it be that if I had money, it would be bad, but the problem was that my money was borrowed from the bank, and it wasn't mine.
I remembered that I kept saying that I loved Ziqi, but I had a relationship with Xinyi, and I was going to forcibly occupy Le Yao just now, it was really because I felt a little accomplishment, or I was really the bastard in their mouths, but I understood that the more bastards I was, the more I could make the girl's love fall to the ground.
I've been changed by society, is that good or bad? Is the innocent me really gone? I asked myself.
Le Yao, Xinyi, Ziqi, Zichen, Jiang Tian, Qin Zhenren, do I have to take it for myself, because I did think so, I suddenly realized that there was a demon living in my heart, but I suddenly found that only in this way, I will not be passive in the relationship between men and women, I don't want to do it anymore, I want to be the master.
A person quietly walked downstairs, thinking in my heart whether I would lose Le Yao, I don't know, but I don't want to worry about it anymore, if you don't want to, forget it, I don't force you, but I can't love you alone, that will hurt Xinyi and Ziqi, maybe I can do it if I only let me love Ziqi alone.
I got up to work the next day as usual, and received a text message from Le Yao early in the morning: "Yihan, yesterday may have been because I drank too much and said some angry words, I'm sorry." ”
I thought about it for a moment and went back: "It's okay, I'm also a little impulsive, but I don't have a word of falsehood about you." ”
Le Yao replied to me with a little smile and small lips, I also understand that the most important thing for me now is to continue my career, you see that I have just improved a little, Le Yao and Xinyi have run back again, although it is very realistic, but the reality is not wrong, after all, the girl is so young for a few years, and she will regret it for a lifetime if she doesn't choose well.