Chapter 583: Self-Doubt
Rong Mama's matter was settled, Xiao Shuyue also planned to return to Beijing, at this time the negotiations in the border city had come to an end, and the Jin State would pay tribute to Yasukuni on time and in accordance with the amount every year from then on, and since then, it has become a vassal state of Yasukuni.
This ending did not make Xiao Shuyue very happy, but she knew that it was already good to be able to do it to this extent, she had always been good at analysis, and this matter would end here.
It's just that she hasn't figured out what Jue thinks until now? Obviously, she is only one step away from that position, why would she give up in such a way, this is really not in line with Jue's approach.
After telling Uncle Hu and Xiaohuo the news of their intention to return to Beijing, the two did not stop them, but just respectfully sent Xiao Shuyue out of the city gate, and when they left, the city lord of this city also came to see Xiao Shuyue, Xiao Shuyue just nodded lightly, "Do it well, a city is in your hands, I hope you can exert its due strength." ”
They all remembered how Xiao Shuyue was in charge of Ningyang City and how she turned this city into a city that did not lag behind the capital in terms of economy, which was something that many city lords wanted to learn and thought was incredible.
Of course, even if Xiao Shuyue became famous because of this incident, many people want to learn how to govern a city well, but they can't do without Xiao Shuyue's own strategy, otherwise, there wouldn't be so many people after seeing Xiao Shuyue's city, but they didn't understand it at all.
On the way back, Xiao Shuyue was very low-key, now her mood is very low, not for a long time, she has indeed arrived at the gate of the capital, when she met the official who wanted to check at the door, Xiao Shuyue walked out slowly, and the soldiers at the door hurriedly saluted, at this time everyone knew that Xiao Shuyue had returned.
With the news of Xiao Shuyue's return, everyone is very happy, everyone already knows about the war in the northwest, and everyone admires their achievements in the northwest, although I don't know why Xiao Shuyue didn't come back with these soldiers, but no matter who knows...... This is the hero of the empire.
"See Lord Xiao. Everyone said respectfully.
Xiao Shuyue nodded lightly, and returned to the carriage, the four beauties of the capital were driving the car outside, and now everyone's minds were a little curious, but more people obviously knew that Xiao Shuyue and this heaven and earth, obviously had an unusual relationship, of course, now Xiao Shuyue has no intention of hiding it at all, just sitting alone in the carriage in a daze.
After the news reached the Yongning Marquis Mansion, her mother was already standing at the door, waiting for Xiao Shuyue's return.
Xiao Shuyue looked at her mother standing at the door, her eyes were a little ruddy, and at this time, her mother's waiting made Xiao Shuyue slightly relieved.
"It's back. She walked to the side and looked at Xiao Shuyue and asked, Xiao Shuyue nodded lightly, her eyes were ruddy.
Xiao Shuyue looked at her father standing behind her, and said softly: "It's good to come back." ”
Outsiders only know that Xiao Shuyue and Xuanyuan are the heroes of this war, but only Xiao Shuyue knows what Xiao Shuyue has lost this time.
In another place, Xiao Shuyue is a person who rarely cries, but during this time, she cried a little hard, probably because of the departure of Mama Rong during this time, Xiao Shuyue's whole person was in an extremely fragile stage, and at this time, she had to personally handle Mama Rong's affairs, so she seemed a little trance.
And now, Xiao Shuyue finally returned to her home, looked at her parents beside her, looked at it and said, "I'm back, mother, father." ”
"It's good to be back, it's good to be back. She was a little excited. Xiao Shuyue walked in slowly, everything here has not changed, and at this time, Mingyue has returned here, looking at Xiao Shuyue's appearance, she called softly: "Miss." ”
Xiao Shuyue nodded, looked at it and said, "Let's go, let's go back to the house first." ”
After walking in, Xiao Ruilin said to the housekeeper beside him, "Let's get ready for dinner." ”
"Yes, sir. The housekeeper said respectfully behind him, and Xiao Tingcheng followed behind everyone, not daring to speak, just quietly looking at his sister, she became a little trance-like, this is the first time she has seen it.
I heard that Mama Rong passed away, so she became like this, and this kind of Xiao Shuyue is actually more distressing and pitiful.
In the past few days, Xiao Shuyue has always liked to be in a daze in her room, and her mother is watching her in the market, but Xiao Shuyue's current appearance is really in a trance, which makes people worry about Xiao Shuyue's situation every day.
And Xiao Shuyue's news reached the emperor's ears, and the emperor let Xiao Shuyue enter the palace, after all, the two held such a big wedding in the northwest, and now they are already the emperor's daughter-in-law.
The emperor summoned Xiao Shuyue, and Xiao Ruilin naturally got the news. But Xiao Shuyue's current appearance is really worrying, and she couldn't help but ask with some concern: "Are you okay?" ”
Xiao Shuyue smiled lightly and said: "Naturally, it's okay, let's go, I haven't seen Your Majesty for a long time, at this time, Your Majesty must be very interested in wanting to know some news about me in the frontier." ”
looked at Xiao Shuyue's smiling appearance, but inexplicably gave people a forced smile, which made people really feel a little distressed.
It's just that Xiao Shuyue doesn't care about these, Mama Rong is gone, she understands that she can't be silent, but she really can't lift any spirit, she is thinking that she has created a secret door, become the pioneer representative of the first woman in Yasukuni, change people's views on women, and achieve the dreams of these people one after another, but what do you want to do?
Xiao Shuyue couldn't help but feel a little confused, she created all this by herself, hoping that this world could control her own future and not be controlled by others, but just like all worlds, this world ...... How can it be so easy only, now...... I even lost my loved ones and the people I should protect the most.
What can destroy people's hearts in the world is not the suppression of others, but the extreme suspicion of self, and now that Xiao Shuyue has become what she is now, it is really distressing.