Chapter 119: Maintenance
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She didn't look down on Juan'er because she fell into the dust, because everyone has their own choices and their own last resort.
When she first arrived in this city, why wasn't she naïve and full of expectations for life?
It was life that made her like this!
The reason why she took this step may be because Juan'er knows that the family has sold food and borrowed money, and even if she goes back, she will not be able to help the family improve.
So she stayed, she wanted to make money, a migrant girl from out of town, no background, no culture, no specialty, what could she do?
Rainbow didn't know how painful Juan'er was when she made that decision, but she saw Juan'er's grief when Juan'er smiled and said that she had fallen into the dust.
Juan'er didn't even dare to go home, was it in Juan'er's heart that she thought she was dirty, low, and she looked down on herself, so she didn't go back, for fear of embarrassing the family.
But who can understand the pain of Juan'er alone in a foreign land?
Since then, Rainbow has often seen Juan'er, who brings different men to the mall to buy all sorts of things. The same is that she will come back the next day to return, but not the rainbow counter.
Rainbow listened to the people at the other counter talking about Juan'er very disdainfully, and would insult Juan'er behind her back, she defended Juan'er, but in exchange for others, others looked at her contemptuous eyes, so as to isolate her and ignore her.
Rainbow is not sad, but she knows that Juan'er just wants to return the money to the family so that her parents can live a good life.
Rainbow also said that she would help Juan'er withdraw, but Juan'er smiled and said that she didn't need these now, she just wanted to save more money for her parents, so that her parents didn't have to worry about money before they died.
Give some money to the younger brother, so that the younger brother's daughter-in-law will be good to her parents for the sake of the face she gives money.
In addition, she doesn't want to use this money to satisfy her life, and she doesn't want to let herself fall into such a drunken gold fan, so every time she finds someone to buy it, she will return it, leaving only the necessities of life, but for the rainbow, she always has that gratitude, so she doesn't return the rainbow counter.
Rainbow sighed deeply and touched the glass of the window, the touch adding a chill to her fingertips.
If she had a glass of wine in her hand now, she would have drunk it all.
She remembered that when she was about to leave Guangzhou, Juan'er saw her off, and the two of them were eating hot pot and drinking beer in the hut rented by Juan'er.
She remembered that Juan'er said to let her have a snack, don't think about everything at home, and learn to plan for herself.
She smiled, she said: Juan'er, you are not the same, you gave everything to the family, so that the family can live a good life, but you yourself are shrinking in this small house of a few square meters, and you dare not go back.
Juan'er cried, she said it was different. She said that her family was good to her, her parents never treated her as a money-making machine, every time she called back, her parents always said, girl: come back, it's okay if you don't have children, they will find her a good family, if not, just hug one.
Her parents said that they knew that she was suffering outside and that it was not easy for her to live, so she asked her to be kind to herself, don't be reluctant to spend the money she makes, and give it to the family, and the family's money is enough.
She also told Rainbow that some people in the village said that if she could make so much money, she must have done something bad outside, saying that she said something unpleasant.
When her parents and brothers heard this, they hit the house of the person who spoke ill of her with their hoes and gave her anger. also said: Even if the girl did something outside, but their daughter didn't hurt the sky and didn't hurt the sky, and didn't jump into the well with other people's children, why should they insult her like this?
Even if their daughter does something insulting, it is also their family's business, and it is not the turn of others to say it. That's their daughter, and whenever she comes back, they won't dislike it.
also let go, whoever says bad things about their daughters behind their backs, they will fight with others.
Seeing Juan'er talking about everything with tears in her eyes, Rainbow cried, she envied Juan'er for having such parents and relatives, and her daughter who maintained her like that. But in the end, she still didn't change herself, and continued to humbly pay for her family.
What a stupid thing.
Rainbow touched her face, she didn't know when her face was wet, she thought she was strong enough, but she didn't expect that when she remembered the past, she would cry.
Lin Caiping later came to Guangzhou, and Rainbow also gave Caiping Juan'er's phone, and Juan'er helped Caiping a lot, and Caiping's things were all told to her by Juan'er. She also reminded Rainbow not to be too good to Caiping, apparently Juan'er knew Caiping's personality, but unfortunately Rainbow didn't listen.
She has always been in contact with Juan'er, and it can be said that Juan'er was one of the few true friends of Rainbow in her previous life, until she was targeted by that demon, and she did not contact Juan'er again until she died.
But the moment she died, Juan'er didn't have a good life, Juan'er said that she only talked about money, not love, and later left that occasion, but even so, Juan'er also encountered too many things, and once was almost thrown down from the eighteenth floor by a person in society.
Later, Juan'er broke her body, suffered a lot of illnesses, and had no man, living alone, and no one talked about the bitterness in her heart.
Xiao Juan'er, my sister, there are ten years left, you will come to this city, don't worry, I will definitely find you before you are bullied by that workshop director, I will not let you fall into the same fate as in your previous life, you can't go back to your home.
And that workshop director.
Rainbow's eyes flashed with anger, she was weak and incompetent in her previous life, and in this life, she will not let go of this director, and she will not let him harm innocent girls again.
Rainbow turned back to the bed and sat down gently, perhaps because she had made a decision, and her mood was much lighter.
Rebirth is also good, the rainbow raised the corners of her mouth, changing not only her own fate, but also other people's.
The night passed quietly, and when Rainbow finished washing up in the morning, got dressed, and waited in the room for a while, no one came to knock on her door, she opened the door, wanting to see if Zhong Hua was awake.
The opening of the door startled him, and Zhong Hua stood straight outside the door like that.
"Why are you standing here, why don't you call me?"
Rainbow didn't hear Zhong Hua's footsteps, and she didn't know that Zhong Hua was at the door, why didn't this person knock on the door?
"I'm afraid you haven't rested well, and I want you to sleep more. Slept?"
Zhong Hua's eyes were two points softer than before, and the original inquiring gaze disappeared.
Rainbow can clearly feel Zhong Hua's changes, she doesn't know why she slept all night, Zhong Hua seems to have put down a lot, but this is a good thing.
"Sleep well, let's go have breakfast?"
A smile appeared on Rainbow's face, and this smile smeared to the bottom of her eyes, making people feel happy.
"Good. ”
Zhong Hua thinks that what he thinks is right, sometimes you don't have to explore so much, as long as she has no ill will towards you, people can have their own secrets, just like him, don't you have a lot of things to say to Rainbow?
Therefore, it would be good to have more understanding and tolerance between people.