Chapter 334
And the less Zhou Sheng spoke, the more his mother disliked his father, and he was like that, completely ignoring the things at home, in such a situation, suddenly one day his mother exuded extra kindness to him, and said that he could go directly to the private school to study beyond the eldest brother, which was a dreamlike experience for her, she had been very worried about Zhou Sheng before, she always felt that this matter was so unreal, and always felt that one day after waking up from a dream, she would find that all these were just a beautiful dream, he was still the youngest son who was not favored at home, and he did not have any chance to read and read in the school。
After learning that the eldest brother gave up such a good opportunity when he was a child, Zhou Sheng's heart was actually very sorry for the eldest brother, although he had been in the private school for a short time, but he found that the people in the book were particularly friendly to him, different, compared to the fights between the children in the neighborhood, the gentleman in the private school was very strict in management, so there were few conflicts between students, even if there were some things that were not right, few people would go up directly to fight or speak ill of him, in such an environment, Zhou Sheng felt that he had a rare experience of peace and calm.
And the most important thing is that there is no one to oppose him here, which Zhou Sheng is very fortunate about. And the gentlemen's attitude towards him is very good, even because he asked his mother to tear up the book, several times he was afraid of his mother, because of the family things and did not let himself study, for this Zhou Sheng's heart is very grateful to the gentlemen in the private school, as for the classmates, Zhou Sheng and they do not have much time to get along, after all, he has been working hard to make up for his homework, she came to the private school at a very young age, in a classroom, in fact, his age is already on the older side, so it is using all the time to try to absorb knowledge, and because of his attitude, gentlemen attach great importance to it a fish, those who are younger do not dare to disturb him, and the older ones do not dare to directly disobey the orders of the gentleman.
So in Zhou Sheng's eyes, it seems to be a really very good place, Mr. loves her, not to mention that her classmates are also very loving, at least no one is really anxious to kill him, which makes Zhou Sheng very happy and very grateful to his family for giving him this opportunity.
But now Zhou Sheng was a little hesitant, he didn't expect his mother's words just now, when he heard it in his ears, the whole body was like falling into an ice cave, and the blood in his whole body seemed to be frozen at that moment, he thought about studying hard and striving for a meritorious name to repay his family's cultivation of him, but he didn't think that his mother had figured out how to control himself early.
You must know that man is such a strange animal, he is willing to give and forced to give is a completely different concept, although the result is the same, but the process determines a person's mental activity.
In Zhou Sheng's heart, he never thought about himself, but if he gets ahead one day, he will leave these people in his family, on the contrary, he has always looked forward to repaying his family's cultivation of him after he can read his grades, but this is what he is willing to pay, but it is not what he has to pay under persecution, these are two completely different moods.
Even if Zhou Sheng was persuading his mother in his heart, he was just a little worried that he would not be able to control it in the future, but he knew in his heart that what mother would always think about how to control her son, and he believed that his mother had never thought of controlling his eldest brother.
And it is because I want to understand that the hearts of these sentient beings are so uncomfortable, and for the words of his father who has never cared about himself, Zhou Shen doesn't care too much, after all, in his upbringing, his father has always lacked the missing role.
But in Zhou Sheng's heart, his mother's words still left deep traces, so that in the next few days, even if Zhou Sheng wanted to mobilize all his heart to study, it was impossible to concentrate as hard as before, and he would inevitably think of his mother's real words at night every time in his heart.
In this way, the gentleman in the private school found that he didn't know why Zhou Sheng was still working as hard as before, but the progress was much slower than before, they couldn't help but notice Zhou Sheng again, but found that the child did not have any changes, and was still reading all the time as before, which was at least superficially like this, what they didn't know, while Zhou Sheng was studying hard, in fact, his mind had been in a state of bifurcation, he would think of things at home when he read a few words, and it would inevitably cause a burst of disgust and boredom For a while, he almost wanted to throw away the books and never come to the private school again, but reason finally stood up and made him understand that going to study in the fourth uncle was about his own life. It is not so easy to decide this matter with righteous anger.
But no matter how rational he is, he can't ignore what happened before, often this thing is like an all-pervasive demon, repeating in Zhou Sheng's heart all the time, his mother's words are like a spell, and they can echo in Zhou Sheng's ears every moment. Even he had nightmares all over his body for several days, that is, about this incident, in the dream, he felt that he was pressed by his mother's big hand, and he had no strength to resist at all.
She struggled desperately and screamed, calling out to her mother, hoping that he would raise his noble hand, but the end result was that she was pressed more and more tightly, and finally it was very difficult for her to breathe, and she was able to wake up like suffocation in her dreams every week.
So it is inevitable that Zhou Sheng's learning state can be described as a plummet, the gentleman in the private school really can't figure out what happened to the child, he himself went to ask more than one gentleman, several times asked Zhou Sheng if something happened in his home, or what was wrong with his body, but every time he got a negative answer from Zhou Sheng, after a few times the gentlemen were helpless, in the end I could only shake my head, I can only sigh that this diligent child is really lacking in talent to cause such a situation, at the beginning of the learning time is relatively simple when it can also make rapid progress, and then when there are more things to learn, it is inevitable that the talent can not keep up。
At this point, Zhou Sheng was also helpless, he also wanted to concentrate on reading, but he couldn't control himself from forgetting the words he heard before.
And after Zhou Sheng's performance in the private school became more and more frequent, those gentlemen no longer paid attention to Zhou Sheng, and they could only sigh that Zhou Sheng had exhausted his talents at a young age.