Text Text_Chapter 131 [Not a math problem]
131 The little secret was accidentally exposed, and Lin Ruoxi was not as shy as other girls did not dare to see people, although her face was crimson, she immediately controlled her emotions, snatched the beautiful cover of the "Strategy Book" from Yang Chen's hand, and said: "What are you doing in a daze, it's not for you to see." ”
Yang Chen didn't say anything with a smile, but picked up another book that Lin Ruoxi bought from the car, and the name of this book is more straightforward: "100 Rules for Husband and Wife to Get Along with Each Other".
"You ......" Lin Ruoxi couldn't guard against it, bit her lip and snatched it up and put it in her arms, "Hurry up and move, I'll get in the car first!"
After speaking, Lin Ruoxi quickly got into the car like a gust of breeze and closed the door with a "bang".
Yang Chen touched his nose and couldn't help but feel that this picture was a little funny, he didn't expect Lin Ruoxi to buy two books like this, no matter how they looked at it, it didn't look like her style.
On the way back, Lin Ruoxi returned to an indifferent expression, even colder than when he came, he didn't say a word, in fact, he didn't know what to say, he just wanted to get home quickly and go to his room, get into the quilt and see no one!
Yang Chen saw that she looked nervous as if she was facing a great enemy, and finally couldn't help but smile and said: "Is it so serious, isn't it just two books that engage in the relationship between husband and wife, not a forbidden reading material, there is nothing to hide." ”
Lin Ruoxi suddenly turned on the direction lights, stopped the car on the quiet side of the road with dim street lights, and turned off the engine.
It is surrounded by a pedestrian street full of small shops, and at the moment the night is silent, there are no pedestrians and vehicles, and it is very quiet.
The lights in the car turned on automatically, and the soft yellow halo hit Lin Ruoxi's cold face, showing a bit of haze.
"Funny, right?" Lin Ruoxi suddenly asked in a clear voice.
Yang Chen wondered why he suddenly stopped and asked such a question, and asked inexplicably: "What's funny?"
Lin Ruoxi thought he was pretending to be garlic, and sneered miserably: "Do you think I'm stupid, I can't even be a wife, how to get along with a man." ”
Yang Chen was stunned for a moment, and just wanted to say "no", but suddenly remembered that the two of them had gotten along well these days, and it didn't seem to be very good. But Yang Chen didn't think it was purely Lin Ruoxi's problem, but after being asked like this, he began to think about what was missing between the two.
Lin Ruoxi only acquiesced, and there was a little sour in his eyes, "Do you know, just now in the book city, I saw the old couple like Zhao, although I felt very sad, but I think they are so happy." Although Mrs. Zhao can't even remember her lover's name clearly. But Zhao Lao still accompanied her, standing beside her with everything and accompanying her through the last days. I envy them......"
"You're still young, why are you thinking about this. Yang Chen said.
"People will always get old, and people will always want to have a home. Lin Ruoxi continued: "I'm thinking, if one day I can't walk, and I have a bad brain, will you still be by my side?"
"Of course, we're husband and wife. Yang Chen smiled and said, "I still have this quality." ”
Lin Ruoxi shook his head, "Yes now, what if it won't be in the future?"
Yang Chen felt strange for a while, "What do you mean now, not in the future, aren't the rules of your Lin family, you can only have one lover, do you still want to change your husband?"
Although the relationship between the two has always been very ordinary, or even very good, if one day Lin Ruoxi suddenly said that he wanted to go with another man, Yang Chen felt that he would definitely kill that man, regardless of morality and ethics, he just couldn't bear it.
"I said earlier, I'm not from the Lin family, that old man has nothing to do with me! I didn't marry you because of that ridiculous rule!" Lin Ruoxi was a little angry and said solemnly.
Yang Chenwaner, "It won't really be to use me as a shield, sign a contract for two years, I think my shield is basically invalid." ”
Lin Ruoxi shook his head slightly, "I admit that I lied to you at that time, but in fact, it was only a small reason. ”
"Then what is the reason?" Yang Chen asked.
Lin Ruoxi's pretty face suddenly flushed, and she pursed her lips, "I...... I'm a very conservative person. ”
The atmosphere in the car instantly became ambiguous, Yang Chen couldn't hold back a smile, and asked again with a pretending to be serious: "That...... I didn't hear clearly...... Say it again?"
Lin Ruoxi gritted his teeth, this man began to play a scoundrel again, and he didn't know where to muster the courage, Lin Ruoxi decided to let it go!
"I said, I'm a conservative woman!!" Lin Ruoxi amplified her voice, and her sentences were clear, "My grandmother has taught me since I was a child, and I can't bear to give it to a stranger for the first time!"
Yang Chen smiled and looked at the woman with an angry face, "There's nothing to be ashamed of, I would have already explained it." ”
"Don't be pretty, you must think I'm a stupid woman. Lin Ruoxi said faintly, "In this era, I still care so much about the so-called first time, but I just can't think about it, I can't ignore everything that happened, even if I find out later that you are a mutton skewer seller...... I still thought of marrying you. ”
Yang Chen was silent, looked at the depressed woman, and asked, "Do you regret this decision?"
Unexpectedly, Lin Ruoxi shook his head, "At the beginning, you were vulgar, a scoundrel, not motivated, and you didn't speak seriously...... It's completely different from my dream partner...... But since you rescued me from the warehouse in the harbor that day, I've decided to live with you. ”
The port warehouse naturally refers to the kidnapping by Lin Kun that time, but I didn't expect Lin Ruoxi to ask anything at that time, but he made such a decision in his heart.
"I was tied up in the warehouse and thought, this is probably a chance for God to give me a choice. If you are cowardly and don't find a way to save us, then everything for me will be lost, and even Sinnie will not end well. So I made a bet with myself, if you come, then I will no longer think about regrets, no matter what you do to me in the future, as long as you don't divorce, I will go with you for the rest of my life. If you don't come, then my life is destined to lead to such a tragedy, anyway, I don't have much fun in living, it's bitter and tiring......"
"What does it mean to be boring to live, you have such a big company, so many employees like you, you look more beautiful than anyone else, it's a man who ascends to heaven at a glance at you, you are still so rich, how can you call life boring?" Yang Chen asked with emotion.
Lin Ruoxi glanced at him coldly and said softly: "When I was a child, there were only grandma and mother in the family, and the men in the family didn't want us. By the time I was in college, my grandmother left me, and later, my mother left me. Only Wang Ma was left at home to accompany me. Before I finished college, I dropped out of school to start managing Yulei, and in the past few years, I haven't been able to sleep peacefully for a single day. In that case, my biological father will still deal with me with others and abuse me......
What's the use of being rich? What's the use of being pretty? Jealous people will only think that I have relied on my body to get what I am today, and they will only pay attention to my appearance and ignore my hard work.
You know, even after this year's birthday, I'm only twenty-three years old. Girls who are about the same age as me are still studying, having fun, clubbing, falling in love, reading romance novels, watching Japanese and Korean TV dramas, and fantasizing about becoming the heroine in it...... What about me? I can't play what I want to play, I can't wear what I want to wear. Every day, I look at the empty office and look at the reports and documents full of data and dense text. Held a meeting with a group of company executives with different agendas, and paid the salaries of the thousands of employees below...... The stock market is good, I'm going to spur the people below not to relax, there is a problem with sales, I have to pretend to be calm and encourage the people below not to be discouraged......"
The lights in the car have automatically dimmed, and in the dark, the expression on Lin Ruoxi's face cannot be seen clearly, only two lines of crystal light appear to be particularly clear.
Yang Chen slowly stretched out his hand, wanting to help her wipe away her tears, but Lin Ruoxi immediately turned his head and wiped away his tears, leaving Yang Chen's hand frozen in the air.
"You don't have to pity me, I know what I'm doing. My grandmother told me that women can't rely on men. That man abandoned my grandmother, so my grandmother founded Yulei International, and also made Yulei International to the scale it is today. I don't expect you to be nice to me, I know I may be a good company manager, but definitely not a good wife, you don't like me, and I don't resent you. ”
"Who said I don't like you, I don't like you to marry you?" Yang Chen said with a frown.
Lin Ruoxi was silent for a while, and said, "You don't know me, even if you like me, you just like my appearance." But that doesn't matter, although I don't know how to be a good woman and a good wife, I can read books, I can study, and I believe that one day, I will become a good wife. ”
Yang Chen smiled bitterly: "This thing is not a math problem, it can't be solved by reading a book, right?"
"So what to do?" Lin Ruoxi frowned, a little dazed, this problem is much more complicated for the young female president than those financial problems.
Yang Chen said earnestly: "Let's not talk about this question first, Ruoxi, you said that you are willing to go all the way with me because I went to save you that day, but in fact, this is not a good reason." The only reason I want my wife to want to be with me is because she loves me so much that she can't leave. Your reason is not love, it's a gratitude to me, I don't need your gratitude, I saved you because you're my woman, you know?"
"I'm not a little girl, I make judgments very rationally," Lin Ruoxi argued.
"Because you are sensible, you are wrong! There is no rational love, only rational responsibility!" Yang Chen said.
Lin Ruoxi kept silent, as if she was thinking about the meaning of the words, but her poor love cells couldn't understand these things at all.
Yang Chen continued: "Just like today, when you see Zhao Lao and his wife, this elderly couple, who will never leave each other for a lifetime, you have envy and yearning for that kind of love, so it stimulates your desire for husband and wife life. It's a good thing, and it's human. In fact, I also hope to go through this life with you, as you said, maybe I like your appearance, of course, it may also be that I want to be responsible for you and be a good husband, I don't know it myself. But I am very sure that even if the contract marriage expires, as long as you don't leave me, I won't take the initiative to leave you, not for the rest of my life, this is a promise I can give to your man. Just now, you said that you want to try to be a good wife, and I am very happy, but the method you chose is to read books to learn how to be a wife, which is outrageous. Do you think that Mrs. Zhao or Zhao Lao are looking at the theories in the book and referring to them?"
Lin Ruoxi shook her head, she also felt that this didn't seem realistic, and asked, "Then what should I do?"
"Follow your feelings, there is no theory of love. ”
"How do you feel?" Lin Ruoxi began to have a headache again.
Yang Chen grinned, "Love, it is a very wonderful situation between us, generally men and women are together, they are in love first, have passion, and then have marriage and responsibility." But what about us, first have marriage and responsibility, you have to be responsible for your life, I have to be responsible for my actions, we may have husband and wife responsibilities for each other, but we lack the love between men and women. ”
"Love...... In love?" Lin Ruoxi's ears burned red when she heard this word, "I...... I don't know how to fall in love......"
"This ...... Actually, I don't understand......" Yang Chen touched the back of his head, he really didn't understand, the women in the past were all caught, and now the women around him don't say that they have boyfriends and girlfriends, only lovers.
Lin Ruoxi said dejectedly: "Then why are you talking so much, it's all nonsense." ”
"Actually, it's not like there's no way to ......," Yang Chen whispered, glanced at the woman in front of him, and inhaled Lin Ruoxi's unique fragrance with enjoyment.
"What's the way?" Lin Ruoxi asked curiously.
Yang Chen swallowed his saliva, considered his words, and said, "I think so...... We should look for the love between men and women from a primitive perspective, what is the primitive perspective? It is the contact between the body and the body, the so-called I have you, you have me,...... Yin and yang are harmonized, and the spirit and flesh meet...... For example, now, in this car, there are some things that can be done...... That one...... Ruoxi, you know what I mean......"
Gradually, in the darkness, Lin Ruoxi's breathing became suppressed, and a cold light flashed in a pair of watery eyes......
"Rogue !!"
Lin Ruoxi seemed to be very angry, scolded coquettishly, started the car directly, hung up the sports gear, and stepped on the accelerator!
"Coax-"
The Mercedes-Benz trotted out like a small steel cannon, and the strong recoil made Yang Chen cling to the seat!
"Hey, hey, don't get excited, why are you driving so fast!!"
"Don't worry about it!!"
"Sister, I'm wrong, you slow down, can't you!I'm going to crash!!"
"Kill you pervert!!"
"Hit me to death, you should also put down the handbrake of the car first!!"
"Don't worry about it!"
"I'm rubbing your sister! You're the road killer!!"
The bright red taillights cut through the electric curve in the night, disappearing at the end of the dark road.