"I blame myself for the fact that you suffered so much when you were a child, and if it weren't for the ups and downs I had when I was pregnant with you, maybe you wouldn't have lost your happiest childhood because of illness. ”

She always regretted it. When she left Reynolds, she was disappointed and bitter, disappointed that the love between them was so fragile, and that the shelf life of their love was so short. So much so that for a long time, she couldn't clean up her mood.

It wouldn't matter if she was alone, but she still had Leila in her belly. When little Leila was found to have something in her head, she almost broke down. If she had been able to maintain a calm mood and not be so sad when she was pregnant, Leila might have a healthy body and a normal childhood.

Janet's tears fell quickly, and Leila couldn't wipe them clean, and she knew that her mother was really sad. Little Leila is not in good health, and she has indeed been trapped in the hospital since she was a child, and can only be with doctors, nurses and family. She must have suffered a lot, whether it was injections, pills, constant check-ups, or surgery.

But she is very cheerful and never loses the courage to live because of her misfortune. Just look at the diary she left behind, setting so many things she wants to do after recovering from her illness.

Leila also doesn't know if little Leila's poor health is caused by Janet's ups and downs in the pregnancy center, but she can be sure of one thing, that is, little Leila has never complained about her!

"Mom. She gently took Janet in her arms and patted her on the back. "Leila has always loved you, she has always loved you, she loves you very much, she loves you very much, and she will love you very much in the future. Look at me now, I'm healthy, aren't I?" little Leila couldn't say anything, so let her say it for her!

"Leila, my Leila!" Janet's tears fell faster, and a few breaths left a watery stain on Leila's shoulder. "You are the best gift from heaven to me, I just hate myself, why did I meet Reynolds, why should you bear the punishment caused by the impulsiveness of my youth. ”

Leila smiled, "Mom, if you hadn't met him, I'm afraid I wouldn't have appeared in this world." "For another man, can she still be her?

Janet was suffocated by her, and said stiffly: "Anyway, my genes are too good to make you grow up to what you are now!"

"Yes, yes, of course. "What else can Leila say? It was her fault that she was still crying just now, and now she was boasting about herself again.

For Reynolds's cheap father, Leila must not have felt much. He was just a name in her memory, and she hadn't heard much of his name since she became Leila. It wasn't until she received Reynolds' inheritance that Reynolds' name and his appearance were officially settled in her memory.

He didn't do his duty as a father, and hurt the fragile Janet, and if you want to hate him, the real little Leila may hate. But for Leila now, it's more about gratitude.

Because he left her a film company, a film company that could distribute it herself. What if they are crumbling and on the verge of bankruptcy? Those who can change jobs have changed jobs, and what about the rest except for a few people who have good relationships and don't want to leave, and those who can't jump out if they have low ability and want to change jobs?

If it weren't for this company, she wouldn't know what she would have to wait for to fulfill her dream. Although the Moran family can buy a film company for her to play with, for her, it is obvious that the company left by Reynolds can make her more energetic.

"Mom, I'm so happy to be your daughter. This statement is absolutely true.

Originally, when she was in the East, her relationship with her family was not very good. It may also be related to her own personality, as if there is a barrier between her family and her family, and she can't get close.

But Janet is different, she truly loves her daughter, and loves little Leila, who has been bedridden. The first thing Leila felt when she came here was her selfless motherly love.

Don't forget, when she came into this world, it happened to be little Leila who had undergone surgery. At that time, she was reborn here, and she needed to be taken care of by someone to eat, drink, and Lazar, and her powerlessness and anxiety about the future almost destroyed her mind. Think about it, suddenly come to a strange world, your body can't even move, how many people can stay calm and optimistic?

It was Janet who took care of her every step of the way, so that she had the best chance of surviving.

"You are my courage to survive!" said Janet, whose eyes were swollen.

In order not to let Reynolds become a stain on her being ridiculed, she has always behaved freely, even in front of her father, she only said that she had completely let go of that relationship.

But how could that unforgettable relationship really be let go in a short period of time? You must know that when she was with Reynolds, even the relationship with her father was almost broken.

If it weren't for Lyra's presence, she might have really collapsed. Fortunately, when she knew that she had a child in her belly, she rekindled her belief in living well. But because of the pain and grief before that, it caused some damage to the child. Little Leila's brain tumor doesn't know if it's caused by this relationship, but she hasn't been in good health, but it's not entirely a brain tumor, I'm afraid it does have something to do with her mood at the time.

Leila pulled her mother to comfort her for a while before she finally stopped crying.

"Let's take a good cold compress. Leila asked for ice cubes to put on her eyes, "You're going to my wedding tomorrow, do you want to bring two swollen eye bubbles?"

Janet hurriedly pressed the ice pack to her eyes. If she really appeared at her daughter's wedding in her current form, she might as well kill her. She would never allow herself to be seen in such an embarrassed way!

Lying on the bed, she pressed the ice pack on her eyes with one hand and grabbed her daughter's hand with the other: "Leila, you must be happier than me, you know?"

"Don't worry, Mom, I'll be happy. Leila squeezed her hand in reassurance.

Janet believed her assurances, mainly that she believed that her daughter's vision was better than her own: "You're a smart kid. Many times I felt that it was a pity that I had not inherited my father's wisdom. Roy is a good boy, and the important thing is that his love for you is free of any impurities. I'm really a lot worse than you when it comes to looking at men. ”

Leila smiled and patted her hand, "Mom, I don't think it's right for you to think that. Your vision is also excellent, and don't forget how much Mr. Channing loves you. ”