Zichen's life experience did make me feel a lot of pressure, but this pressure turned into a kind of depression under the influence of alcohol, and she kept telling me about her experience, we drank cup by cup, maybe four or five bottles, and my head began to sink a little, I didn't understand why the girls around me were so powerful.

The more Zichen drank, the more emotional she became, I had never seen her like today, like a girl, so gentle, so understanding, I don't know if my plan not to contact her will make her go back to the old ways, because I think she is absolutely charming to keep her like this.

I was afraid that something would go wrong with the drink again, so I stopped it, because I couldn't control myself a little, and when she talked about emotion, I gently stroked her cheek with my hand, and she was obediently at my mercy, and I knew that after drinking I might not be human, but would become another creature called a beast.

I forcibly pulled her out of the restaurant, I was afraid that she would go back to the apartment with me, so I said to her: "I will go to the company in a while, you can take a taxi back by yourself." ”

She looked at me with disdain and scolded me: "You coward, you are a bad seed, I don't dislike you for having a girlfriend as a girl, and you are still pretending to be here." ”

I think she doesn't understand my inferiority complex, it's really stressful to be with such an excellent girl, I originally thought that I could see one by one, but I found that I couldn't handle such a relationship at all, I'm afraid to make Zichen sad, maybe she will understand in the future.

Watching her walk outside the community, I didn't pull her, I turned around and entered the apartment, I understood that maybe this turn meant that we would become two parallel lines that would never intersect again, because I was determined not to contact her again, maybe I was still the cowardly, hesitant but kind little boy.

I opened the apartment door, and because my head was groggy, I collapsed on the couch and prepared to sleep, maybe I would forget all this when I woke up, after all, I wanted to make myself a little easier.

Just as I was about to fall asleep, there was a knock on the door, I didn't know who would come to me at this time, and there was no one from the cat's eye, and I asked twice only to hear the constant knocking on the door, but no one answered.

I thought that there would be no ghosts in broad daylight, so I simply opened the door, and a familiar figure appeared in front of me, it was Xue Zichen, with tears of grievance in his two big eyes, looking at me like an enemy.

I was a little embarrassed by her and asked, "Are you okay? Why don't you go back?"

Zichen's next crazy move caught me off guard, she threw herself into my arms and kissed me jerkyly with her cherry mouth, I already felt something salty in my mouth, I was afraid that if I continued like this, I would really lose my mind.

I resisted my desire, held her face with both hands and said, "Don't be so impulsive, okay? I don't deserve you like this, I'm not a good man, and I'm not a capable man." ”

When a woman loves you, these words of mine make her more emotional than saying I love you, because people will have a kind of psychology, when you want to get it, but the other party refuses, you will try all means to get it, Zichen scolded while crying: "You bastard, this is the first time in my life like this, what do you want me to do, you know that I dress up like this for you, do you know?"

I look at this stunner in front of me, and like me so deeply, should I continue to be great? or go with my heart?

Just as I was hesitating, she jumped on top of me this time, crossed her legs over me, wrapped her arms tightly around my neck, and kissed me frantically.

I wonder if it's too hypocritical for my mother to do Megumi Yanashita again, girls are like this, what about the ball.

Thinking of this, I also let go, and my hands moved unconsciously and unconsciously in front of me, and the moves that I practiced with Xinyi kept appearing in front of me, and I was preparing to use them according to the steps.

Zichen was completely conquered by my martial arts, only the ability to parry had no power to fight back, I could feel that her martial arts were mediocre, and she had no experience at all, so I guided her step by step to climb to the top.

Just when I was about to use the nirvana, Zichen stopped me, and I heard the words I heard before, it's nothing more than that I'm not ready, I'll be yours sooner or later, I still think it's more appropriate for us to have a relationship after we get married, this time I didn't give her a chance to speak, and I was about to make a big move, if other girls really couldn't break free, but it was Zichen in front of me.

She suddenly straightened up, and her body rolled over me like a snake, and I was ridden under me, and her arms were pressed by her, and it felt like two pincers clasping your wrists.

To be honest, it really hurts, and I hurriedly said to Zichen: "I'm not messing around, you let go quickly, it hurts." ”

Zichen saw that I was really honest, got off the ground, put on my underwear, and I slammed my face on the bed and gasped.

Zichen thought I was angry, walked up to me, pressed my back, and said gently: "Yihan, I'm really not ready, my progress with you to this point is my biggest breakthrough." ”

I said to her disappointedly, "It's okay, I'm not angry, but I need to have some time to regain my strength." ”

Zichen heard me talking nonsense again, slapped me on the back, and whispered: "You are so bad, if I didn't change to someone else, I might have been tricked, right?"

I was amused by her, and when I turned around, she saw me wearing little pants and said to me, "Put them on." Looking at her slightly shy expression, I was really in love and worried, love is true love, and worrying about how I will deal with this relationship in the future, it is really a headache.

I looked at Zichen affectionately, and she buried her head in my arms, and I stroked her hair, and my head was very confused, I didn't know if I was right or wrong to do this? I didn't understand what these girls liked about me? But now I'm getting more and more stressed, I don't know how to deal with these girls, and I don't know what the future will be? Ziqi wants to know if I'm going to be sad like this?

I just don't think about it, I like to face the problem in this way, because there must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, what's the use of thinking too much, continue to work hard yourself, maybe Xue Tianzhen can help me?

I couldn't help but leak my evil side, could it be that I actually care about Zichen's life experience very much, because it will indeed make me struggle for ten years less, is it true that the word hard work really doesn't work in today's society, relationships can decide everything, the higher the level of people you come into contact with, the stronger you will become, thinking of this, I hugged Zichen tighter.

Does society teach me this? Sometimes I ask myself, I have almost forgotten everything I learned in school, and now I think about everything I do first is to go through the back door and build relationships.