"The delivery is going well, the mother is fine, but the spirit is not very good, you prepare more brown sugar water for the mother, and she will recover her strength." The nurse nodded at them and pushed the baby away.

Qingya remembered that she and Cangyue had bought maternal brown sugar according to the production guide, she rummaged through the things she brought, found the bag of brown sugar, and held it in her hand.

After a few more minutes, Cangyue was pushed out, her eyes closed, her face was pale, her hair seemed to have just been washed in clear water, and even her lips were pale to water.

"Wife, how do you feel?" Lu Yunfei held her hand and gently stroked the soaked hair on her forehead.

Cangyue opened her eyes, "Where's the baby?"

Her voice was hoarse, so soft that she could barely make out it.

"The baby is fine, very healthy, someone takes care of him, you take care of it, you can go to see her when you take care of your body. Lu Yunfei thought of his child lying in the incubator, his heart ached, and tears almost fell.

Over the years, he has long forgotten what it is like to cry and what tears are like, but the baby who only glanced at it so easily pulled the softest part of his heart.

Cangyue closed her eyes and stopped talking, but tears flowed down the corners of her eyes.

Qingya held her hand, "Sister, you can't cry when you just give birth to a baby, otherwise you will get eye disease." ”

"I want to see him," Cangyue muttered, "I only looked at him once, and I really wanted to hug him." ”

"You take care of your body first," Qingya comforted her, "You can take care of your body and you can go to see him." ”

Cangyue was pushed back to the hospital bed and quickly fell asleep.

Lu Yunfei and Qingya were worried, and called the doctor, who said that she was a little malnourished, and her physical strength was too overdrawn when she gave birth to the baby, so it would be good to infuse more nutrient solution and recuperate for a while.

When Lu Yunfei heard the words malnutrition, he felt ironic.

Although his Lu family is not as prominent as the Gu family, it is still more than enough to support his wife, isn't it a joke to raise a pregnant wife to be malnourished?

He sat on the edge of Cangyue's bed, holding his hand and teasing the blanket on her body, only to find that the arm hidden under the blanket was thin and skinny, and there was no flesh at all.

Other people's pregnant women are all white and fat, but his wife only has a big belly after she is pregnant, and other places are getting thinner and thinner day by day.

In the first few months, she was just lazy and sleepy, did not think about eating, and began to feel nauseous and vomiting in the last two months, and took her to the hospital for examination, and the doctor prescribed her a nutrient solution and recommended her to infuse, but she was afraid that the liquid would have side effects on the baby, and insisted on refusing to infuse.

Lu Yunfei held her hand, his cheek buried in her palm, blaming himself and feeling guilty.

Cang Yue slept for a long time before she woke up, Qing Ya always felt that Cang Yue's mood was wrong, and she couldn't help but hide out and call Qiao Haoyang.

Qiao Haoyang introduced her to one of the most experienced experts in obstetrics and gynecology, she called and told the expert about Cangyue's situation, and the expert said that he had not seen the patient and did not dare to diagnose it, but 80% of the suspicion was prenatal depression.

To put it simply, because of a series of changes in body shape, personality and living habits, pregnant women will lack self-confidence, lack of sense of security, become introverted and withdrawn, do not like to see people, always feel that they are inferior to others everywhere, and will be disliked and ridiculed by others.

Listening to the expert's words, Qingya was very surprised.

Cangyue is the most confident person, and it is hard to imagine that she will have an inferiority complex.

But thinking of her locking herself in the bathroom and not letting Lu Yunfei in, Qingya felt that what the expert said made sense.

She had felt that way.

Whenever she had a nosebleed, she avoided everyone as if she had done something wrong.

I am afraid that others will see it, I am afraid that others will dislike me and feel that I am useless, and I am also afraid that the tossed family will be restless and become a drag on the whole family.

She thought, when Cangyue hid in the bathroom and vomited, should she be in the same mood as her?

I don't want my ugly appearance to be seen by Lu Yunfei, and I don't want others to feel useless.

Especially Cangyue has much stronger self-esteem than her, a strong personality and special pride, she doesn't allow others to see her weak side.

Although I know why Cangyue has become like this, but the matter has come to this, the child has been born prematurely, and it is useless to say more, so I can only try my best to take care of her recovery first, and talk about it later.

The little guy stayed in the neonatal intensive care unit for three days, Lu Yunfei entrusted an acquaintance, and after a series of examinations, it was confirmed that the little guy was healthy and could leave the incubator, and then brought the little guy back to Cangyue.

Seeing the baby, Cangyue's spirit, which had been sluggish, finally got a lot better, and there was a smile on her face.

Lu Yunfei's parents came to see their grandson, and sent a steady stream of people to the hospital every day to send various supplements, Qingya also often cooked chicken soup and pig's trotter soup, and waited for two days, the hospital approved the discharge, and Cangyue finally had breast milk, watching the little guy burrow into her arms to feed, and the smile finally returned to her face.

At this time, Qingya dared to secretly tell Lu Yunfei what the expert said, and asked Lu Yunfei to accompany Cangyue more, coax her more, and don't let her suffer from postpartum depression again.

Lu Yunfei blamed himself very much, pushed off the work in the bureau, applied for all the holidays he had accumulated in the past, and stayed by Cangyue and the baby every day.

Although the little guy was born prematurely and weighed very lightly, Cangyue's milk is very good, the little guy eats a lot and grows quickly, and in Lu Yunfei's villa, there is finally Cangyue's cheerful laughter again.

Lu Yunfei sincerely felt that his wife's laughter was the most beautiful sound in the world.

On this day, Qingya bought some baby products, and Xie Qingyi came to see the child, at night, Xie Qingyi took her in his arms, and said with emotion: "Yaya, when you are pregnant, remember to tell me what you think in your heart, don't hide it in your heart like Xiaoyue, men are the most rough, your mind is not easy to guess, if you don't see it with your own eyes, I can't imagine that Xiaoyue will get the child to the point of premature birth because of those marginal things." ”

Qingya nestled in his arms, closed her eyes and said lazily: "I'm not as strong as Sister Yue, it shouldn't be to that point, Sister Yue's self-esteem is too strong, she wants to bear everything alone, she wants to be the best and strongest, once she can't reach what she wants, there will be a gap in her heart, and I, I have no temper and no ambition, I will definitely not be like Sister Yue." ”

Xie Qingyi pinched her nose, "Are you still small-tempered?"

Xie Qingyi sincerely felt that people were the strangest creatures in the world, and it was unbelievable that Cang Yue was usually so smart and open-minded, but she would force herself into that situation because of the change in body shape and living habits when she was pregnant.

He secretly made up his mind that he must take this as a warning, and when Qingya is pregnant, he must care more, accompany him more, and be careful and confident everywhere, so that Qingya can pass the pregnancy safely and give birth to their child peacefully.

The little guy is growing up day by day, and after half a month, he can't see any difference from other newborns, and Qingya has one more fun on weekdays, that is, to visit the little one.

After school that day, she packed her schoolbag and was about to leave in a hurry, when she was stopped by Shi Xiaoshi.

Recently, in the whole school, she and Shi Xiao picked up the closest.

Shi Xiaoshi is beautiful and cute, smart and lively, Qingya is a slow-burning temperament, it is difficult to take the initiative to talk to people, but Shi Xiaoshi shows great interest in Qingya, takes the initiative to extend an olive branch, no matter what you do, you have to call Qingya together, and I like Qingya very much.

Qingya also needs companionship, she likes Shi Xiaoshi's cheerful and cheerful personality very much, and she is getting closer and closer to Shi Xiaoshi.

Shi Xiaoshi dragged her to a no-man's place at school, and said, "Yaya, can you do me a favor?"

Qingya smiled and asked, "What's the matter?"

Shi Xiaoshi said embarrassedly: "Will you participate in Professor Ming's selection of students next week?"

Qingya nodded, "Of course, I've already signed up." ”

Tomorrow, Ruan Jingche, the youngest and most famous professor of Jingda University, will select three students in the newly enrolled painting and design class of Level 15 to be the focus of training, and can use his spare time to participate in the operation of his private gallery and help him manage the gallery.

This opportunity is the dream of all the students of the 15th grade painting and design class, although Qingya sees all this very lightly, Ruan Jingche is a professor she admires very much, if there is a chance to be his key student, of course, it is the best.

"I want to say...... Bud ...... and said: "I also signed up, but before the interview, don't you have to submit a work that you are most satisfied with, I am not satisfied with a lot of paintings, and then ...... I especially like your picture of the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River, you ...... Can you send me?"

"Xiao ......" Qingya looked at her in surprise, "Do you want to ...... Cheating?"

Shi Xiaoxiao coughed embarrassedly, lowered his eyes and said, "Ya Ya, you know my situation, this opportunity is really very important to me, you ...... Can you help me?"

"This ......" Qingya hesitated.

"Ya Ya," Shi Xiao picked up Qing Ya's arm and coquettishly, "Please, help me, we're good friends, aren't we? Good friends shouldn't help each other? Please, please!"

Qingya didn't want to agree, she didn't like favoritism in her heart, but Shi Xiaoshi kept begging hard, she was soft-hearted, and her ears were soft, and she almost nodded her head to the ghost.

Shi Xiaoxiao cheered, kissed her the cheek, and hugged her hard, "Ya Ya, I knew that you were the kindest and best from the first time I saw you, don't worry, if I come out in the future, I will definitely not forget you!"

Qingya almost wanted to bite off her tongue, but since she had already agreed, it was impossible to go back.

The next day, she obediently gave Shi Xiaoshi the best picture of the smoke and rain in the south of the Yangtze River that she had drawn.

Shi Xiaoxiao smiled, hugged her and kissed her a few more times, and told her to go home and paint better.

Qingya is a particularly unconfident person, she thinks that there are so many freshmen in the 15th grade, not to mention all of them are talented, but those who can be admitted to the graduate school of Beijing University are not mediocre, choose three at an age, and this kind of good thing will not be her turn.