When I arrived at the company, I found that I didn't know where the key to the safe was? I was so anxious that I called Jiang Tian again, but I couldn't get through. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I couldn't turn it over for a long time, so I had to go back to the apartment by myself, and suddenly remembered Ziqi, I didn't want to be so careful, so I took the initiative to call her, but the call was answered, but she hurriedly, as if there was something else, said to come back to me later.

I didn't want to think about it anymore, I came to the boss's house alone, ordered two bottles of beer, and ate a rice bowl and a cold dish boringly, and suddenly felt that my mentality was really bad at this moment, and a little setback would make me doubt others, and even begin to doubt life.

Thinking about these recent things, it's actually quite boring, I really don't know what I'm pursuing, will the girl I like also lie to me? Why can't I get back the sincerity of the other person when I face someone honestly?

I always thought that Ziqi wouldn't, she only loved me alone, but now it doesn't seem to be the case, no one is 100% to anyone, everyone has their own little selfishness, I sometimes don't want to be so careful, but I can't help but care about this, but what can I do?

Back to the question of circles, Ziqi and I are not in the same circle, I am really an outlier to their circle.

You want to break into a circle that doesn't belong to you, this circle values your background and financial resources more, and people talk about horseback riding, golf, and where to go on vacation, and you, what to eat today, you don't know what to eat tomorrow, and what to eat the day after tomorrow. You are still in the circle of food and clothing, and at most you have just been lifted out of poverty.

Why do you say that? I have chatted with Ziqi, Xinyi, and Jiang Tian a few times, and the things they like and pursue are actually very different from mine, but I just like their beauty, so what do they like about me? Could it be that all this can only happen in novels, and is it really impossible in reality?

Once, I went skiing with a few friends, we didn't know each other very well, they all met on the Internet, and as a result, several people drove millions of cars, and other people's skis and snowboards were more expensive than the cars you drove, and the result was that they were divided into two groups, the rich and the poor were separated, who didn't want to contact these rich people, but the problem was not that people didn't take you to play, because the topics they talked about may not reach you for a lifetime, this is the reality.

I still remember when I first entered Xingmei, I went to Hailan to participate in a training class, sat with the two big brothers, and I wanted to be close to them, but it was really difficult, people talked, you couldn't interject at all, and people talked about the next time you drove an RV to play with me.

I also understand and can see that sometimes Ziqi is very annoyed by my poor temperament, although you want to show that you are a generous person who doesn't care about money, but it's too difficult, some things have been deeply rooted in you, everything is not as simple as you thought at first, because the society is too realistic, you can't wait to rent everything for skiing, and people will have tens of thousands of clothes, this is the economic strength that determines the size of your circle.

I sometimes think that sincerity can always be exchanged for sincerity, but this is not the case, I heard a colleague say, once she asked another colleague to take the baby out to play, a husband is an ordinary salaryman, the other is the CEO of a listed group, the relationship between the two women is very good, the children also have a good time, but in the end the two families only got together once, and never played together again, and then our colleague also asked the woman, but the woman always had something to shirk, and then simply did not contact.

My colleague was still very puzzled and asked her husband: "Husband, you see how much fun the two children have together, and we also have a lot of common language, why didn't she contact me and make an appointment to play together on the weekend." ”

Her husband analyzed for her: "Mainly because our two families are not in a circle, people took care of our face last time, and her husband didn't talk to me much, we are not a circle at all, how to play, the more you play together, the less confident you will be, understand." ”

Sure enough, that woman never took the initiative to contact my colleague again, this is a living example, life is like this, although you don't want to live so powerfully, but life does force you to that point, you can't do it if you don't want to, otherwise you will look very different.

For example, if you never buy fashion, when you stand with a few people who are dressed in edgy clothes, there is really no common language;

If you talk to a few technologists about current affairs, they won't pay attention to you, let alone have any interest in you.

Therefore, you must distinguish what kind of people you have, not all of them are worth paying for, because you are not all the way.

Thinking of this, the beer has been drunk, and I am the only one left in the boss's wife's house, two plates of cucumbers, and a plate of peanuts stuffed into the stomach.

But looking back, it's quite tiring to live like this, in fact, I want to live a good life, and I go back to the word in the first chapter at the beginning, financial freedom, if you can't reach this level, you can't win the favor of the rich lady, because there is a gap between you in terms of heritage.

You think about making money every day, and people care about how to spend it every day; you dream of having a snail home of your own every day, and what people care about is where to invest.

The richer the richer the richer the less money there is, the more money there is no money, the more money they have saved for a lifetime by not eating, drinking, or spending, and they are easily robbed by a marriage of children or a serious illness, most people live like this, Death, dreams, we can only live by dreaming, otherwise, time flies, you will grow old in the blink of an eye, but your salary level is not a little linear relationship with your age, but the older you get, the less money you have, in the end, is this society important identity, or money is important, or family affection is important, or dreams are important? Can anyone tell me, what should I live for?

Watching my parents get older and older, more and more need you, more and more inseparable from you, I finally understand that family affection is the most important thing for me, I want to be worthy of the two elders who raised me, otherwise I will go through such a thing in this world, if I am really ashamed of my parents, I feel that I am similar to a beast, dreams, identity and money are to make me better filial piety to the two elders, how much can I do how much I can do, this is my philosophy, two bottles of beer have been a little up, staggered back to the apartment.