Chapter 532: Looking Back Again
The warm wind blew gently, blowing Zhang Nara's happy and serene face, the green silk in front of her forehead danced slightly with the wind, she was so beautiful at the moment that she couldn't describe it in words, she couldn't take her eyes off at a glance, and she wanted to see the sky and the earth old, the sea was dry and rotten, Jiang Li just looked at Zhang Nara quietly, but he thought of a lot in his mind, and the bits and pieces of getting along with Zhang Nara in his previous life were constantly replayed like a movie, from playing at home when he was a child, to taking care of him like a sister when he grew up, and then to tutoring him with his homework in high school, otherwise he might not be able to be admitted to the national key Jingyun University, even if he was separated from each other after going to college, and she never cut ties with him until her young life bloomed like a flower...... A termination line was drawn. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Somehow, he suddenly remembered the night before he went to the capital, he and Zhang Nara walked together on the grass by the small river in the middle of the school.
He remembers very well that there were a lot of clouds that night, covering the stars and the moon, only the dim street lamps on the forest ** not far away slightly illuminated this small world that only belonged to him and Zhang Nara for the time being, the weather had begun to turn cool, the evening breeze was blowing, and he could feel a trace of cold chill, as if it indicated that the future was unpredictable, obscure, but he definitely didn't expect that it would be such a tragic ending later, he was just about to leave his family, leave Zhang Nara, leave his alma mater, I was sad to leave Jiangcheng, and at the same time there was a little yearning, worry, expectation and excitement for the new environment.
"Ah Li, this time you are really living alone, I am not by your side, you have to take good care of yourself, you know? Zhang Nara said gently.
"I know, you've been nagging since the day I got the admission letter, almost on par with my mother, since you're so worried about me, you should have chosen to apply for a university in the same city as me, the university in the capital is no worse than Haicheng, and you can go to it casually with your grades. Jiang Li said with a smile, in fact, he said something similar when Zhang Nara decided to go to Haicheng before, he didn't want to be separated from each other, and the two could take care of each other when they went to school in the same strange city, but Zhang Nara hesitated, and he didn't insist anymore, because he also didn't accommodate Zhang Nara to apply for Haicheng's university, why did he want the other party to accommodate himself? He knew that he had been cared for by Zhang Nara for a long time, so he would not force the other party, he only hoped that the relationship between the two would not be alienated because of the longer distance.
When Zhang Nara heard this, she couldn't help but show a shy smile on her delicate face, and said softly: "Ah Li, there is a reason why I don't go to college in the capital, because I think it will be easier to see some things clearly." ”
"See what?" Jiang Li scratched his head, puzzled.
"Future. Zhang Nara said quietly, looking at the distant and dark sky, and then turned her head to look at Jiang Li affectionately, her water-like eyes trembled slightly, as if to say, fool, the two of us are too familiar, so familiar that you can't feel what kind of love I love for you, and I can't be sure what kind of love you love me, I can't be so selfish to impose my love on you, so I want to let time and space precipitate our feelings for each other, and the clear and clear love we get in the end will be clear at a glance.
"Is that so?" Jiang Li shyly avoided Zhang Nara's direct gaze, looking at the rippling river, not knowing what he was thinking, there was silence all around, only the rustle of footsteps on the grass and the tireless chirping of insects, after a while, he asked out loud, "By the way, Nala, what is the future in your mind?"
A slight disappointment flashed in Zhang Nara's eyes, but it did not affect her speech: "I want to be an excellent wife in the future." ”
"Uh...... Your request is as simple as that?" Jiang Li couldn't help but laugh.
"Why, do you think it's very simple to be an excellent wife?" Zhang Nara suddenly took a few steps forward, as if she wanted to throw away the chaotic thoughts in her heart, and face her original intention with a purer and more sincere attitude, "Gentle and considerate, elegant and generous, you can go to the hall, you can go down to the kitchen, and you must have a level of culture, you can help your husband share the pressure of family life, educate your children, and be close to your family, everything is not simple." ”
"Okay, I take it, after you say this, I suddenly feel that it is really not easy for women to live. Jiang Li sighed.
"Men are the same, modern society may be more demanding for men, have a house and a car, and must know how to coax a girl's heart, so ah, Ah Li, in the past four years of college, you have to work hard, and strive to become an excellent man who makes women fall for you, otherwise it will be troublesome to find a wife in the future." Zhang Nara said with a smile.
Jiang Li's cheeks immediately turned red, and he said like a little boy who deliberately showed disapproval or disdain to hide his true feelings when he was said to be ashamed: "If it's so troublesome, then I won't get married." ”
Seeing Jiang Li's awkward appearance as if he hadn't grown up yet, Zhang Nara couldn't help laughing, sure enough, he should still be allowed to exercise independently, she can silently watch and guide him from a distance, he will definitely become a more mature and handsome man, and when the time comes, he will be able to experience her true heart, and finally enter the palace of marriage with her...... Thinking of this, she couldn't help but be shy, and quickly turned around, hiding the expression on her face in the shadows that Jiang Li couldn't see, until one day, she would muster up the courage to say to him frankly and directly, "I love you." ”
"Look back again, the clouds cut off the way back, look back again, thorns are dense, there will be no more tonight, the old dream that is difficult to give up, the dream that you once had with you, who will you tell in the future; I once asked repeatedly in the darkness and darkness, only to know that plain and calm is the truth, and then look back, suddenly like a dream, and then look back, my heart is still the same, only the endless long road with me......"
These three words are like a demon, lingering in Zhang Nara's heart, hazy, she seems to hear Jiang Yuheng's song "Looking Back Again", she can't help but feel sad, her tears flow silently from the corners of her eyes, last night's old dream, where will tomorrow be? The endless long road, where will it go? She slowly opened her eyes, and saw Jiang Li staring at her motionlessly, tears falling in her eyes like beads of broken threads, her lips moved slightly, and she sang in a low voice that seemed to come out of the depths of her heart. It wasn't her crying, but why was Ah Li crying? Stupid, do you know? If you cry, then I will definitely not be able to cry, she stretched out her slender and soft palm, gently held half of Jiang Li's cheek, and burst into tears.
(I wrote this chapter with a lot of feelings, I recommend that you listen to Jiang Yuheng's song at night and watch it, it's more than one o'clock in the morning, but my thoughts are flying like an autumn wind across the night sky, if you can have a wife like Zhang Nara in reality, it must be a blessing from the cultivation of three lives, hehe) (to be continued.) )