After Xinyi finished speaking, she lowered her head shyly, I was a little bored by this sudden surprise, and I also looked at her affectionately, I don't know why she suddenly said these words to me, could it be that Meng Fan made her sad, anyway, she is also a fallen person at the end of the world, what do you care about so much, I like her myself, why bother to suppress myself?

Status, the girl doesn't care, don't pretend, I said to Xinyi: "The second senior brother has always been there, as long as you come back, I will be your second senior brother at any time." ”

Before I finished speaking, I sat next to her and hugged her affectionately, when she leaned on my arms, everything was still so familiar, time seemed to go back to the past, I finally understood that this girl I had never let go, this time I made up my mind, nothing will be allowed, my woman I am in charge.

Xinyi leaned on my arms, quietly closed her eyes, I finally couldn't hold back, kissed her, maybe I haven't had intimate contact with girls for too long, or maybe it is that I have been accompanied by island films and hard-working hands recently, when the beauty is in his arms, how can a young man who is in adolescence with strong hormone secretion control himself, immature and began to explore everything he wants to explore, but he suddenly found that everything is not as logical as the island film.

As we were skin to skin and ready to make the final breakthrough, she suddenly stopped and asked me, "If I gave myself to you, would you love me forever?"

I don't want to miss the opportunity this time, what love is not loved, can not get it, who can guarantee to love who for a lifetime, but at this moment I am not a man, I will regret it for the rest of my life if I am robbed of the opportunity by others, women love to listen to sweet lies, and I said without thinking: "You will always be my Zhang Yihan's woman." ”

Maybe it's because I've experienced a lot, plus I have a certain foundation in my work, that is to say, I have the confidence to speak, and I feel quite domineering for the first time, maybe such a man will make a woman die, a kind and pure young man, don't hesitate anymore, a beautiful day, a beautiful woman dedicated, if I am kind, it will be stupid, I didn't hesitate for a moment, and captured her home plate.

Since we were both first-timers, the nervousness made me a little scrambling, and the action in the island nation educational film was all fucking bullshit, so I thought that the characters with pompous expressions were completely acting on the show, an insult to this sacred union of bodies.

For the first time, I felt the incomparable pleasure of my hands, and Xinyi had a painful expression at first, but then it seemed that she was mostly enjoying it, and she began to slowly cater to me.

When a pair of young men and women secretly tasted the forbidden fruit, it was more of an inexplicable excitement, Xinyi leaned on my arms, I was still immersed in the wonderful memories just now and couldn't extricate myself, the two of them were affectionate, and they complained to each other, as if there were endless words, until I couldn't hear her respond to me, and my breathing slowly became even, and I knew she was asleep. ”

Gently put her head on the pillow, looking at her sleeping face, I was also content, such a perfect girl gave me her most precious thing, because I saw the mark on the white sheets, I sat up slowly, afraid of waking her up, lightly stepped on the bed, lit a cigarette, looked out the window, and suddenly felt a little guilty, because Ziqi, I don't know if it is a betrayal of Ziqi, but I know that I am not sad in my heart, Ziqi is also my woman, I found another self, that selfish self, but I have been suppressed by me, when he stood up, I found that I was also quite terrible, but I wanted to get themI want to make enough money to satisfy my lusts.

I know that I have changed, I am not so familiar with it, a kind and innocent teenager has become a monster who only thinks on the lower half of his body, is it really because of the strong hormone secretion, but I really like Xinyi and Le Yao, if it is Le Yao I will do the same, I want to be the most authentic self.

Early the next morning, Xinyi lay in my arms, because of the first taste of the forbidden fruit, both of them were very excited, plus a night's rest, the two of them cooperated again, completed a more perfect combination, I finally understood that this thing is addictive, looking at Xinyi sweating profusely in her arms, I couldn't help but smile contentedly, Xinyi was taken advantage of by me, and once again took out her lion gnawing skill, bit me hard, and said to me: "No matter how many women you have in the future, I will follow you." ”

I finally saw the dead eyes, and I also understood that Sister Zhang Ailing was not wrong at all, and I also understood that I had become different from my previous self, the only constant in this world is change, I don't know what I will become with the society, but in the end it is to make myself more adaptable to the society, more mature, more stable, no longer so indecisive, there is nothing wrong with being competitive in this society, the fault is to be too humble, it will only make others feel that you are incompetent, the means are no longer a derogatory term, but a positive word, appropriate means can make you live a better life, why not, two people who love each other have a relationship naturally, no one is wrongThis social archway is outdated, and more experience is not a bad thing.

Xinyi saw me get up to wash, and she said to me, "Yihan, you go buy some medicine for me." ”

I asked stupidly, "Why are you uncomfortable?"

Xinyi glared at me and said unhappily: "You didn't have any safety measures yesterday, what medicine did you say to buy." ”

I reacted immediately, and hurriedly took the opportunity to buy breakfast and bought medicine at the pharmacy downstairs and brought it up.

Xinyi ate a little early, and after taking the medicine, I didn't leave, and I asked curiously, "Aren't you going to work?"

She hesitated for a long time, and then said embarrassedly: "I just don't want to be separated from you." ”

I deliberately teased her and said, "Then you will move in with me?"

Xinyi actually said happily: "Okay, but wait a little longer, let's wait a while." ”

I thought to myself what is the matter with you this time, seeing that she didn't want to say more, I was embarrassed to ask again, and finally under my constant urging, she went to the company.

It doesn't matter if I'm here, and no one cares about me, but because I've been busy lately, it's better to arrive early.

As a result, as soon as I arrived at the company, the three of them were receiving customers, such a high-rent apartment, appointment calls were constant, many of them paid a deposit when they came, and some of them looked like investors. I immediately joined the reception work, busy so that I forgot about Xinyi for the time being, but at noon I still called her, shh