349 Verse 349, Shall I let you go?

His movements are ordinary, but they are extremely oppressive. Shen Su looked at him seriously, and was inexplicably a little weak-hearted.

Xin Ran said slowly: "Why didn't you tell me about my parents looking for you?"

This sentence is tantamount to a thunderbolt from the sky. Shen Su was shocked, "You...... How do you know? Isn't it...... Mr. Xin told you this time?!"

Xin Ran didn't answer his question, and then shouted: "And Xin Tian designed to frame you, why didn't you tell me?! In your heart, am I so unworthy of your trust and trust? Do you take our feelings so lightly? Don't you even have the confidence to tell me, see my reaction, listen to my choice, and then make a decision?!"

"No! Xin Ran, listen to me!" No wonder his attitude has been so strange these days...... Shen Su's mind was in chaos, and he grabbed Xin Ran's arm and said, "I...... It's not that I don't believe you, and I know you're definitely going to choose mine. That's why I won't tell you. I don't want you to be caught between your parents and me, and you are in a dilemma! Your parents have raised you for so many years, I don't want you to be unfilial, and I don't want to force you to ......."

Xin Ran said angrily: "Then I won't be embarrassed if you're like this?!" Do you know what kind of life I've been living in the past few months? I have to keep reviewing, what I did wrong, and then keep admitting my mistakes and coaxing you all the time. But everything I say and do is wrong! No matter how much I change, I can't satisfy you until you propose to break up...... Do you know how I felt? The sky is falling...... Shen Su, the most important part of my life was poached by you!"

Xin Ran said as he spoke, raised his hand to cover his eyes, and tears slowly flowed down his fingers.

Shen Su hugged him, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xin Ran! That's not my intention, I don't want to hurt your ......"

Xin Ran pushed him away violently, "But the damage is still caused." Even at this time, all I want is to redeem you, but ...... Next, it turned out to be my sister!Shen Su, how can you do this to me?!"

Xin Ran ...... I didn't mean to, I really couldn't have imagined that Xin Tian would do this!"

"Then why didn't you tell me what was going on? and admit it, why, are you afraid that I will be embarrassed?!"

"It's not. Shen Su gritted his teeth and said, "I want to...... Makes you die. Xin Tian is your own sister, and if I am with her, you will give up on me completely......"

"You!"

Xin Ran couldn't bear to raise his hand, Shen Su looked at him with his head high, "You hit me, I know I'm stupid!"

Xin Ran's hand slowly fell, grabbing his hair back and forth, and squatting down in pain, "Shen Su, you ...... You want me to die, and you think so!"

Shen Su hurriedly hugged him, "Xin Ran, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!

"No, there is no past!" Xin Ran looked at him and patted his chest down, "All those injuries are here, all those scars will be engraved here, indelible." ”

So, you will never be able to forgive me, can you?! Shen Su subconsciously took two steps back.

After a pause, Xin Ran stood up and said coldly: "In other words, what kind of consumption concept is inconsistent, I did it with you, it affected your career, and even the car that Sheng Jun gave you is all fake." Just for, break up with me, huh?"

Shen Su moved his lips a few times, "Yes." ”

"What the hell are you doing this for, doing so much?!"

"Xin Ran, I really don't want to hurt you. You are very good, very good, in this circle, as long as you want to, you will definitely achieve something, I don't want to drag you down......"

"So, you'd rather not ask a single question, and then automatically and consciously leave me? Kill our feelings with your own hands! Shen Su, why are you so great, you are really shining with the light of the Buddha!"

"Xin Ran ......" Looking at him, Shen Su's heart was so painful that he subconsciously hugged him.

Xin Ran yelled: "Don't touch me!"

Shen Su was stunned, wiped the tears on his face, bit his lip tightly, turned around and picked up his scattered clothes one by one, and wore them silently.

"What are you doing?!"

Always stubborn and cold, like the edge of a sword out of its sheath. It will not be damaged, and it will never be able to bow its head. Xin Ran looked at the look on Shen Su's face, and suddenly exploded, pounced on him, and pressed Shen Su down on the bed. "Do I want to leave again? Will I let you go?! You will never be able to pay off what you owe me, if I don't let go, you can't leave me for the rest of your life, I will tie you up for the rest of your life!"

Xin Ran's elbow just pressed under Shen Su's ribs, he felt a little out of breath, and subconsciously struggled, "Xin Ran, let go of me......"

Xin Ran thought that Shen Su was going to leave, and in turn suppressed his movements. Between the two of them, Shen Su's neckline, which was not fastened, opened a little, revealing faint red marks. Xin Ran's eyes darkened, and he reached out and grabbed both sides of Shen Su's clothes, and tore his clothes.

"What are you doing?!" Shen Su wanted to struggle, but seeing that he was about to be ruthless again, he hesitated for a moment, then held him down and ripped off his trousers.

"Xin Ran, you let go of me!"

"Don't let it go!"

"It hurts!

has been together for so long, of course Xin Ran knows how to make him comfortable, and he also knows that regardless of his feelings, he will be very uncomfortable, even very painful.

Waiting for Xin Ran to pant and flip off him, Shen Su slowly wiped the sweat on his face, or something else. Xin Ran got up and went to smoke a cigarette and came back, lying flat on his side.

Shen Su paused before he spoke: "Do you have to be like this? Do you have to vent like this every time?!"

Xin Ran glanced at him, "Don't you like to solve problems in this way every time?"

"Am I doing this to you? Xin Ran, I don't like this, I'm a human being, not your personal property!"

"You're my man!"

"You...... It's too late, I don't want to quarrel with you anymore, go to sleep. ”

Xin Ran raised his hand and stabbed it next to Shen Su, propped it up on him, and looked at him condescendingly, "So, in fact, you're not convinced, you just don't want to tell me, do you?"

"Go away!" Shen Su couldn't bear to push him away and lay down on the edge of the bed.

Xin Ran snorted and went to sleep on the other side.

Shen Su only felt that his whole body was sore, and his heart hurt even more. Shen Su had imagined countless times that after telling Xin Ran the truth, his reaction might be angry, maybe he would explode, and even directly say that he never wanted to see himself again. But what he thought the most, or what he had always hoped in his heart, was that Xin Ran could hug him tightly and comfort him. However, I never imagined that it would be such a reaction. Xin Ran rightfully regarded himself as a victim and vented his anger and grievances at him. Maybe that's right, but ......

After a long time, hearing that Xin Ran's breathing was even, Shen Su quietly and gently turned over, carefully lying on his chest, hugging his waist. He was angry, very angry, and he refused to hold himself again. But being treated like that by him, I'm embarrassed to beg him again, so let's hold him secretly while he doesn't know. After a while, Shen Su was afraid that he would be out of breath if he pressed his heart for a long time, so he quietly moved his head away a little and slept sideways against him.

In the morning, Shen Su woke up first, sat up, and looked at Xin Ran, who was still asleep, while getting dressed. Now he seems to be much better, and rarely curls up and sleeps at night, all laid out there. Thinking of last night's incident, Shen Su's face couldn't help but sink, and he wanted to turn around and leave. But Xin Ran seemed to be right, he wanted to play a play, and without consulting him, he unilaterally made an important decision that affected the two of them. knew that he was in great pain, and kept it a secret from him. This matter, in the final analysis, is still not doing it right.

When Xin Ran got up, Shen Su had already cooked the meal, silently brought it over, and served him a bowl of porridge.

Xin Ran took two bites of rice, "Why don't you eat it?"

Shen Su drank a little porridge and didn't say anything.

Xin Ran tilted his head to look at him, "This is, it's hypocritical again?"

Seeing that Shen Su still didn't speak, Xin Ran threw down the rice in his hand, bowed over to the back of his chair, and put his hands on Shen Su's chest, "You said yourself that you did those things, I can't be unhappy?!"

Shen Su said indifferently: "No, you can." ”

"Hey, now that you know, don't be angry!" come ......" Xin Ran wanted to pick Shen Su up from the chair, "Laugh at me!"

Xin Ran was tired of him for a while, and when he saw that he didn't react, he went to tickle him, and Shen Su dodged back and forth a few times, and he couldn't hold his face a little tight. Xin Ran took advantage of the situation to bow his head and kiss him on the cheek, "Good, don't be angry, eat well!" Tomorrow my dad will be discharged from the hospital, and the day after tomorrow I will join the group, I won't go anywhere today, just stay at home and accompany you, it's all right?!"

Now that the Xin family is worried about internal and external troubles, Xin Ran still has his own mess, and at this time, it is not good to be angry with him. Shen Su glanced up at him at this time, "I don't have time to take care of you!"

After eating, Xin Ran fulfilled his promise and accompanied Shen Su to buy vegetables.

In late October, when chestnuts, sugar cane and hawthorn were put on the market in large quantities, a local shop in the community was set up selling rock sugar gourds, sugar-fried chestnuts and raw sugar cane.

Xin Ran felt that at their age, eating sugar gourds on the street was really a bit of that, so he pointed to the fried chestnuts with sugar and asked Shen Sudao, "Do you want to eat them?" 166 Reading Network