Chapter 136: I Thought You, Senior......
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And she is a very lively character, otherwise it would be impossible to ask Zhang Shixuan like that when she first met him.
However, her lively personality is generally not displayed in the presence of unfamiliar people, so even her father thinks she is more introverted.
She was also a little helpless about this, but she also tried to change, but after several attempts to no avail, she stopped trying.
Because she touched the nail on those few occasions, it stabbed her heart a little.
So she became more and more silent, and only occasionally showed such a lively personality in front of familiar people.
Maybe that's maturity, she thought.
And as for why she only got along with Zhang Shixuan for a few days, she became so lively?
Even she didn't know why.
Maybe it's because you feel at ease by his side and don't need to worry about anything at all?
Perhaps.
But at this moment, she was so much scared.
She was not afraid that Zhang Shixuan would scold her, nor was she afraid that Zhang Shixuan would beat her.
It's that she is afraid that Zhang Shixuan will ignore her from now on, break off his friendship with her, and never get in touch with each other.
She was afraid of this kind of ending.
Because she was afraid that something familiar would suddenly be lost, or become unfamiliar.
I believe that this is a common problem of all people, but she attaches great importance to it.
Because everyone is different, they have their own things that they care about the most, and the things she cares about the most are precisely this.
Thinking of this, her face couldn't help but feel a little frightened, and a heart-wrenching tension also arose in her heart.
Seeing that Zhang Shixuan didn't reply for a long time, the tension in her heart became even worse, and then, she raised her head slightly and glanced at Zhang Shixuan, and then she found that he was also silently watching her.
After looking at each other, she immediately lowered her head again, and at the same time secretly exhaled a small breath, and the little hand that had been clenched at some point was slowly released, and the heart-wrenching tension in her heart gradually receded like a low tide.
Although she had only looked at Zhang Shixuan for less than a second just now, she was not very nervous.
Because the previous seriousness on Zhang Shixuan's face has disappeared at some point, and it has been replaced by a slightly bitter but somewhat ashamed expression.
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Forgive her for being a junior high school student and having a very small vocabulary, so she can't put it into words to express this expression.
But if you can't express it, you can't express it, and it doesn't matter, she doesn't care much anyway. At least after she saw that this was the case, she also knew that her previous conjecture would not come true, so it was enough.
But in addition to the expression on her face, when she looked at Zhang Shixuan, she also found the look in his eyes.
Um…… Pity...... Pity......?
This puzzled her, because she didn't know what it meant.
After she couldn't think of what this meant, she dispelled this unanswered question in her heart, and at the same time, a little joy gradually rose in her heart, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised.
Because just by seeing Zhang Shixuan's facial expression, she can explain a lot of problems.
Bitter...... Ashamed......
She stared at the concrete floor a little obsessively, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously raised a larger arc.
It seems that I still have a lot of status in the hearts of my seniors!
Because Zhang Shixuan had been staring at the one in front of him, he thought that he was a little naughty Li Zhien, so he naturally saw the elastic alternation of her little hands, as well as the glimpse just now.
In this regard, he had no choice but to purse his lips, and then said in a gentle and soft voice: "I'm sorry Ajien, the senior's emotions just now were a little uncontrollable......"
He wanted to say something, but before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by Li Ji-eun's quick voice.
I saw Li Zhien raise his head with a smile and look at him with a smile, and said: Aniani senior, you don't have to apologize, in fact, ......"
As she spoke, she also took the initiative to lower her gaze with Zhang Shixuan again, looked at the ground, kicked her calves and continued: "Actually, I am also wrong, so senior, there is no need to apologize......"
Her voice became smaller and smaller as she went to the back, and the last few words were even as thin as mosquitoes, faintly inaudible.
Seeing this, Zhang Shixuan paused for a moment and then didn't mean to speak, and then he moved his gaze down, and at the same time closed his lips lightly, looking at the ground and not knowing what he was thinking.
Li Zhien saw that Zhang Shixuan didn't respond for a long time, and when he raised his head and glanced at him even if he pretended to brush his hair, he immediately found that he was looking down at the floor like himself.
However, because she was shorter than Zhang Shixuan, she could clearly see the expression on his face.
Some are bland, and at the same time there is a touch of sadness.
It was the first thought she had in her mind when she saw it.
Just when she wanted to observe more carefully, Zhang Shixuan seemed to notice her gaze, raised his head slightly and looked at her.
This sudden eye exchange caught Lee Ji-eun off guard.
So she immediately lowered her head as if she was a thief, and at the same time, her eyes were scurrying from side to side, her teeth bit her lower lip lightly, and her little hands were clenched together again, and even Fang Xin was beating at an accelerated pace.
On the surface, she looked like she was at a loss at the moment.
Zhang Shixuan saw her looking shy and scared, and he couldn't help but feel a little emotional in his heart.
Looks like he's just a kid......
After thinking like this, he sighed lightly again, and then took a small step forward and stood in front of Li Zhien, just looking at her motionless.
Li Zhien was a little frightened by Zhang Shixuan's move, and after her feet unconsciously stepped back and stabilized her body, she raised her head to look at Zhang Shixuan, and at the same time asked a little puzzled: "What, what's wrong, senior?"
As she spoke, she didn't know what she was thinking, and the expression on her face immediately changed from puzzled to pitiful, and that pitiful appearance was like a child who would be abandoned in the next second.
Zhang Shixuan naturally didn't know Li Zhien's inner thoughts, but his little heart was also a little melted by her pitiful appearance, and even comforted him loudly: "Aniani, Zhien, it's not much." ”
As he spoke, he shook his head as if he really didn't want to do anything.
Hearing this, the pitiful look on Li Zhien's little face gradually faded, and was replaced by a suspicious look on his face.
After staring at Zhang Shixuan for a while, and seeing that the expression on his face was still normal, she changed her expression, and reached out to pat her little chest like a catastrophe, and at the same time exhaled and said: "Hey Yigu~~~ It's okay, senior, you didn't say it earlier, why is it so sudden, I was scared that I thought I was going to ...... with me."
Speaking of this, she seemed to suddenly think of something, her voice stopped abruptly, and then she suddenly reached out and covered her mouth, and at the same time, the expression on her face changed again, turning into a somewhat frightened look.
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