Verse 144 live to whom
When the sky was just dawning, Xin Ran woke up with a splitting headache, he held it casually, but touched the slightly cool, delicate and silky skin of the tentacles, and suddenly "clicked" in his head, and touched himself with his eyes closed, and there were no clothes......
Xin Ran opened his eyes stiffly, and saw Shen Su's frowning eyebrows even though he was asleep, a hard bag bulged out on his forehead, and his lips were a little red and swollen.
Xin Ran was distressed, and he regretted it at the time, he grabbed Shen Su's quilt with trembling hands and gently lifted it. When I opened the quilt, I saw that Shen Su's originally delicate and fair skin was full of red, red, purple and purple marks, obvious tooth marks on his shoulders and collarbones, and there was a swollen black blue on his right wrist, and some of the skin was worn out......
Countless crazy and chaotic pictures flashed in front of him, only to feel thrilling, he couldn't help but squat on the ground with his head in his hands, tears couldn't stop falling, what have I done here?!
He suddenly remembered, hurriedly got up and put on his clothes, went out to bring a basin of hot water, and wrung a towel, but he really didn't have the courage to touch Shen Su's body again.
When Shen Su opened his eyes, he felt as if he had been run over by a car. He looked at the exquisite patterns on the ceiling for a moment, and seemed to remember where he was, what he had been through. In winter, it is still dark in the late morning. He turned over and sat up, and saw Xin Ran sitting at the end of the bed, his back silent like a sculpture.
Shen Su got up without a sound, got dressed, and walked out.
When Xin Ran heard the sound of Suosuo's dressing, he knew that he was awake, but he didn't know what to say, and when he saw that he was leaving, he hurriedly shouted, "Shen Su!"
Shen Su was stunned and said lightly: "My previous grudge with you has been written off, and from now on, ...... We don't owe each other. ”
Xin Ran was directly stupid, and rushed over to hug his waist from behind, "Shen Su! It's all my fault, I didn't mean to, I really didn't know what I was doing yesterday! I'm sorry, I was wrong! How can you forgive me? Punish me as much as you want! Or ...... I'll let you come back......"
Shen Su sneered, turned around and patted his face, "Are you going to take the initiative to send me to sleep?"
"Shen Su, don't be like this, don't leave me! I really didn't mean to......"
Shen Su couldn't stop crying when he heard him, and finally said: "Then do you know, what are you eating? This is definitely not Du Lengding, if I am not mistaken, you should be skating." In short, whatever it is, quit!"
The moment Shen Su walked out of the door, Xin Ran felt that his whole world was gray, but this was not over.
Shen Su walked faster and faster, and when he opened the door of the outer room, he was about to rush out, almost colliding with a person.
Shen Su looked down and saw the slender girl's quiet and beautiful face, Zhao Xiaojing. He bit his lip and choked up, "Yes-no-up." ”
This "I'm sorry" sounded like a knife slashing him. Xin Ran sat there, her whole body stiffening. What Shen Su has experienced this night, but he still has to say sorry to others! Just because this person is ......
Zhao Xiaojing came in and saw Xin Ran sitting there with a gray face, "What's the matter, you guys are arguing again...... Got into an argument?"
"Xiaojing, I'm sorry ......"
Zhao Xiaojing was stunned, "Huh?"
In the afternoon, Xin Nan came to the hospital with an unspeakable mind, and suddenly saw that the flowers on the flower stand were gone, and he was suddenly startled, if it was discovered, all his actions would be suspected!
Xin Ran asked coldly, "Brother, do you know what kind of medicine was last night?"
"It seems to be K, K. powder, I don't know ...... very well."
"Well, let's go back to the old one. There is something wrong with this medicine. ”
"Okay, okay! I'll change it today!"
Xin Nan pretended to be casual and waited for Xin Ran to go to rehabilitation, hurriedly sneaked back to look for it, and finally found the rolling camera in the corner of the bed, and hurriedly put it in his pocket.
Xin Nan found a reason to hurry home, the camera had been broken into two, fortunately he bought the highest level of secret access machine, and it was not broken.
When Shen Su appeared in the camera, he had to sigh that God was on his side again. He originally thought that he would see the wonderful performance of his younger brother and that skinny girl, but he didn't expect it to be Shen Su, a big fish!
However, less than ten minutes later, Xin Ran bumped into him, the camera shook for a while, and there was no picture. Xin Nan shook his head funny, he didn't expect Shen Su to be so powerful, it was really unexpected, I don't know who pushed whom!
For a few days, Xin Ran didn't even have the strength to borrow wine to drown his sorrows, he was confused until the eighth day of junior high school, and Xiao Tian and Xiao Liu came back to work one after another.
Zhao Xiaojing faintly felt that something was wrong, but it seemed to be as usual, but Zhao Xiaojing found that Xin Ran also began to go to station B, watching all kinds of empty clouds, departures, and Yin Ye's videos. Crazy looking, tossing and turning, forgetting to sleep and eat.
At first, she pretended not to see it, but then Xin Ran was too lazy to scruple and simply stopped avoiding her.
Zhao Xiaojing cautiously persuaded him to say a few words to no avail, so he didn't say anything anymore.
Before Yao Yuan went to the crew, he also rushed back from his hometown to see Xin Ran, but received a call from Shen Su, "Where are you? I have something very important to tell you." ”
"Brother Su, you say!"
"Let's meet. ”
"Ahh
Shen Su and Yao Yuan made an appointment in a relatively remote café, Yao Yuan muttered a little when he saw this place, what's the matter, it's like a spy connection?!
Shen Su looked around and hesitated for a moment before he slowly spoke: "I suspect that Xin Ran is taking or injecting, soft medicine ......"
Yao Yuan was dumbfounded when he heard this, "What? What kind of drug? You mean he's ......?"
"You be quiet, do you want to ruin his future?! Because of this, there is some misunderstanding between me and him, and it is inconvenient for me to come forward again, can you help me keep an eye on him? I can't let him go on like this anymore!"
"Did he fall out with you because he didn't listen? Brother Su, don't worry, even if I take him, I will escort him to ...... Go!"
When Yao Yuan left, Shen Su went to Shenyi to pick up Rabbit Bao, and Feng Yuan sent it out, saying that Fang Fei was not there to work. Shen Su was upset, and he didn't think much about it, so he returned to the crew with Rabbit Bao.
Yao Yuan met with Shen Su, hurried to Renai Hospital, and saw Xin Ran's unshaven beard, sunken eye sockets, and a large loss of weight, so he was startled, and his heart sank suddenly, it seems that what Shen Su said ...... He hurriedly said: "I haven't seen you for a month, why did you become like this?!"
"If it's a brother, don't ask, drink with me!"
"You're crazy!" Yao Yuan was furious, raised his hand and punched, and hit Xin Ran's chin with a "bang".
Xin Ran reached out and wiped the blood from his mouth, scuffling with Yao Yuan.
Xiao Tian and Xiao Liu heard the sound and came in to persuade him, but they were all yelled at by Xin Ran and Yao Yuan. The two of them crackled so much that the ward was like the scene of the car accident, and they both lay on the ground gasping for breath.
After a pause, Yao Yuan said softly: "Xin Ran, you let me send you to the drug rehabilitation center, I will let you beat me again, I can fight back." ”
"No, I don't. Xin Ran said calmly: "How do you know?"
Shen Su told him a thousand times and didn't let Xin Ran know. Yao Yuan hesitated, "Brother Meng, he'...... I can't stand it!"
"Well, you can take me to see Shen Su. Just take a look at it from a distance, I don't need you to send it, I'll go myself. ”
Yao Yuan said disdainfully: "Also, I heard that he looked at his face, look at your blue nose and swollen bear-like appearance, be careful that he doesn't want you!"
"Get out!" Xin Ran wiped the tears that suddenly appeared on his face, "How much better do you think you can be?
"Let's go, let's drink!"
Yao Yuan and Xin Ran found a small shop that was not afraid of their shabby style, Yao Yuan called Xin Ran a box of so-called "tea beer", "You just drink this, the taste is the same, you can't get drunk!"
The two of them drank until late at night, and Xin Ran shouted to play basketball again.
"Basketball with a fart!Who will come out at this point, and which stadium will still be open?!"
"That'...... Let's play billiards!"
It wasn't until half past three in the morning, and the two of them were so sleepy that they squinted at the club for a while. As soon as the morning dawned, Xin Ran was going to watch a drama.
"Nima, are you sick? Which theater is open at this point?!"
"Then watch the movie first!"
Yao Yuan drove Xin Ran to find the nearest movie theater, watched an old English movie from 800 years ago for a long time, and then went to the Xinli Theater to watch a drama. was performing, or he watched "Unexpected Guest" with Shen Su, but at that time, ...... In the blink of an eye, he was different from Shen Su and Yiqiē.
Looking at this beautiful and helpless wife, Starved promised to help her as best he could. But why did Laura confess to the crime? Who was she covering—her husband's mentally unarmed brother, or her mother, or her own lover? and the butler, Miss Bennett, and the valet Angel, seemed to have ulterior motives, and Laura herself seemed to be vacillating. It seems that everyone is suspicious......
Just after the Spring Festival, there are still only a few people in the audience. Looking at the empty seats, Xin Ran's brain was hot, and he suddenly rushed up to stop an actor who was on a curtain call, "Just a few audiences, why do you still want to act, who are you acting for?!"
The old actor paused and said with a smile: "Young man, 99% of people in this world live in obscurity, and few people pay attention." An old man like me just goes to the main road and runs naked, and I guess no one will look at it, so why do we still live? Who is it for?"
Xin Ran was stunned for a while, and stood there for a long time without moving. The old actor smiled and went backstage to remove his makeup.
Yao Yuan looked at him like that, and he was a little panicked, Nima, this is a god's chatter, don't listen to the devil anymore, do you want to commit suicide or become a monk!