[059] In a dream again
Liu Ruyan and Xia Yuhe were taking a walk, and unconsciously came to the door of Youmin Temple, which is the only ancient temple in Nanjiang City, which enshrines Sakyamuni, Guanyin Dashi Putuo Zhenren and so on. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info in the middle of the Daxiong Treasure Hall, a huge bronze pillar Sakyamuni statue, the bronze statue weighs 3,600 catties, is the largest bronze statue in the Buddhist temple, there is a saying: Nanjiang is poor is poor, there are 3,600 catties of copper, it refers to the bronze statue of Youmin Temple.
Liu Ruyan came in to pray for Lin Gang. She invited a few hoops of sandalwood in front of the temple gate and walked into the temple by herself. When Xia Yuhe saw it, his face turned white, and he persuaded desperately: "It's too late, the temple is about to close, let's come back another day." ”
Liu Ruyan didn't listen to Xia Yuhe's persuasion and insisted on going to the temple to make incense. Xia Yuhe couldn't stop it, so he had to follow in.
Before coming to the Daxiong Treasure Hall, Liu Ruyan lit all the sandalwood, first worshiped to the heavens, and then worshiped the Quartet religiously, inserted sandalwood into the incense burner, and came to the Bronze Buddha Hall.
Liu Ruyan took out a hundred yuan from her bag, threw it into the merit box, knelt in front of the Buddha and bowed three times, and then folded her hands: "The Buddha is above, and the disciple Liu Ruyan has suffered many hardships since I was a child, am I really a disaster star?" From the day I was born, my relatives around me suffered a disaster, not long after I was born, my grandmother thought I was a disaster star, to throw me outside to feed the dogs, and forced my mother to divorce my father, my mother went through a lot of hardships, did not let me be wronged, told me how to behave, taught me to be kind to all living beings in the world, but our mother and mother should be happy, When I was living happily, my mother, who was only fifty years old, let the disease take away my life, so that I lost my support all of a sudden, I was lonely, no one asked when I had a headache and brain fever, and only one person swallowed alone. Kind man, not half a year of happiness, my beloved suffered this great calamity, to live can not live, to die can not die, I don't know what evil I created in my previous life, this life let me suffer from this, please Buddha pity me this weak woman, please point out the maze. ”
Liu Ruyan knelt in front of the giant bronze Buddha, recounting her various experiences, and begging God to have mercy on her, a weak woman, and let her beloved man wake up.
At this time, a voice came from the belly of the bronze statue, which was extremely magnetic, like Sanskrit sounds flying from the sky.
I only heard the bronze statue of the Buddha say: "Child, everything has a cause, there is a cause to have an effect, everyone has suffering and happiness, and suffering is also different from person to person, some people regard no food, There are no clothes to wear and see it as suffering; some people regard the ideal can not be realized as suffering; and some people regard the loss of relatives as suffering, happiness is the same, but everything is the same, the more suffering in the first half of life, the more happiness you get in the second half of your life, only the suffering in front of you as a kind of tempering of life, you will get more ideal happiness, children, your ordeal has just begun, in the next three years, you will suffer greater tribulation, after the tribulation, you will be happy, Happily holding the hand of your son with your beloved, growing old with your son, the important thing is whether you persevere, or give up. ”
When Liu Ruyan heard this, she hurriedly said: "Buddha, as long as my lover can wake up and suffer a great tribulation, the disciple is willing, please make it clear to the Buddha." ”
"Child, this is no ordinary ordeal, I advise you to give up. ”
"No, Buddha, the disciple will never give up, for the sake of my lover, I can exchange my life, what is the point of suffering? As soon as Liu Ruyan heard that Lin Gang could wake up, she couldn't wait to ask the Buddha to show his method so that his sweetheart could wake up.
"Son, your friend next to you will not agree, and besides, your suffering cannot be known to the people concerned, can your friend do it? Can she promise not to spit out half a word?"
"She won't, she won't spit out half a word. After Liu Ruyan answered, she turned around and pushed Xia Yuhe and called: "Sister He, you agree quickly, quickly!"
Xia Yuhe didn't agree, and said to her: "Silly girl, I advise you to give up, you will lose more than you gain." ”
"The Buddha hasn't said anything about suffering, how do you know that the gains outweigh the losses?" Liu Ruyan seemed to know everything Xia Yuhe said, and knew that she was afraid that she would suffer losses.
"I don't know what hardships you will encounter in the future, but the way you are now, you can't stand the toss at all!" Xia Yuhe hugged Yao Rou distressedly, worried that she would not be able to bear it now, and even more afraid of fulfilling that terrible legend, so she had been blocking Liu Ruyan's proposal to agree to the Buddha.
"Sister He, I know that you are for my good, but if you don't wake up, I will collapse, the long pain is better than the short pain, if it goes on like this for a long time, it is better to let me suffer the tribulation of the past three years alone, I have made up my mind, no matter what my fate is in the future, the most urgent thing now is to let Lin Gang wake up, that is, in exchange for my life, I am also willing. Liu Ruyan was resolute and did not allow Xia Yuhe to persuade again.
The Buddha saw that Liu Ruyan had made up his mind, so he asked Xia Yuhe: "The parties have made up their minds, as sisters, you must keep your mouth shut, otherwise it will lead to the destruction of both sides." ”
Xia Yuhe saw that the matter had come to this point and could not be reversed, so he had to tearfully promise to keep it a secret, and during this period, he would not reveal half a word to the outside world.
When the Buddha saw that Xia Yuhe had made a promise, he said to Liu Ruyan: "Child, I still advise you to think about it carefully, there is no turning back from the bow, once it is implemented, it will not be able to retreat to the current state." "Buddha Bodhisattva, the disciple said, is there anything more tragic than death?
Liu Ruyan's heart is stronger than gold, and there is no doubt about it.
"Okay, child, then I said, if your beloved awakens, you must become a dragonfly for two years when he wakes up, during which time you must fly thousands of miles to the south, and when you reach the south, you will transform into human form, and in that lonely and strange world, you must think of supporting yourself, and after two years, if you have fate, you can spend a lifetime of happiness with your beloved, child? The Buddha was also touched by this beloved girl.
"No, I will not go back. Liu Ruyan kept kowtowing on the pudun.
"The kid next to you, can you promise again?"
"I swear, I won't give the slightest hint. Xia Yuhe clasped his hands together and promised to the Buddha, but the tears were like pearls with broken threads, and they kept falling.
"Okay, child, one has made up one's mind, the other has kept his promise, and I will begin to implement the plan of salvation. ”
After the big bronze statue finished speaking, his eyes suddenly lit up, and the light first slowly circled around the sky above the main hall three times, and then slowly moved down from head to toe on the bronze statue, and when it moved to the foot of the bronze statue, the bright light directly hit Liu Ruyan.
Liu Ruyan suddenly felt a strange heat on her body, her eyes were illuminated by the light and she couldn't open them, her whole body was like floating in the clouds, like a kite, fluttering with the wind, and there was a cloud of mist on the top of her head.
After about ten minutes, Liu Ruyan felt that her body was getting smaller and smaller, and after another five minutes, she felt a faint pain in her back, and a pair of wings grew, and slowly, slowly, Yao Rou completely turned into a small dragonfly.
Xia Yuhe was on the side, witnessing the whole process of Liu Ruyan's transformation into a dragonfly, the pain was indescribable, and she only said: "Rourou, you are stupid!" knelt on Pudun and hooked his head to the ground.
Liu Ruyan, who had transformed into a dragonfly, flew to the feet of the Buddha with difficulty and said, "Buddha, you have to talk and count! You must let Yang Zhenggang wake up!"
"Don't worry, kid, you'll get what you want. The Buddha answered, and the bronze statue returned to its previous state.
Liu Ruyan glanced at Xia Yuhe, turned around and flew towards the hospital. But I didn't fly twice, and then I fell, and I thought strangely, why couldn't I fly? And then I flapped my wings again, and just took off, and fell down again.
After trying several times like this, Liu Ruyan was still unable to do so, so she had to climb to the feet of the Buddha, ask why she couldn't fly, and ask the Buddha to give her strength.
The Buddha explained to her: "Child, everything must be started from scratch, and your ability to fly must also be like the practice of walking after you were born, after a period of exercise, you can slowly fly freely, you can now turn to your friend, use her shoulder as a place for you to practice flying, and within an hour, you will be able to fly freely." ”
The little dragonfly fluttered a few times and jumped onto Xia Yuhe's shoulder. Xia Yuhe also heard the Buddha's explanation, and said to the little dragonfly: "I know the reason why you are in a hurry to take off, is it because you want to see Yang Zhenggang wake up, right?" The little dragonfly stood on Xia Yuhe's shoulder, her wings fluttered twice, and she nodded her head twice.
"Then you can practice flying on my shoulder, and I'll take you to the hospital. As soon as the little dragonfly heard this, she jumped twice on Xia Yuhe's shoulder, and then fluttered and practiced flying.
On the way home, while practicing flying, Liu Ruyan listened to Xia Yuhe tell the legend of "The Little Dragonfly on the Shoulder" that her grandmother told her when she was a child, and said that all her encounters were so consistent with the plot in the story, just after the little dragonfly flew back in the second year, she saw that her boyfriend had a new love to be confirmed later, which is also what Xia Yuhe was most worried about.
Liu Ruyan couldn't help but shudder when she heard the story Xia Yuhe tell and herself so consistently. I thought to myself, should my life be like this, I have been pursuing happiness all my life, and I have been brushing shoulders with happiness all my life? Could it be that Lin Gang, a man with a kind heart, who is also empathetic, and affectionate and filial, would betray him? I don't believe it, I will never believe it. For Lin Gang, Liu Ruyan is full of confidence.
When he arrived at the hospital, the little dragonfly also learned to fly, so he left Xia Yuhe's shoulder and flew towards the window of Yang Zhenggang's ward.
The little dragonfly landed on the window frame, still seeing Lin Gang lying quietly on the bed, motionless, Father Yang was helping Yang Zhenggang change out of his sweat-soaked shirt, and Mother Lin was sitting on the edge of the bed, muttering: "Gangzi, you have to wake up early, Rourou Cub has broken your heart for you, and you want you to repay her and take care of her, you still have to die in bed, and you want my Rourou Cub to serve you, don't you feel ashamed?"
Seeing this, the little dragonfly immediately flew back to Youmin Temple to question why the Buddha Lin Gang had not woken up yet.
The little dragonfly flew back to Youmin Temple and asked the Buddha why he didn't keep his word, and since he had turned himself into a little dragonfly, why Yang Zhenggang still hadn't woken up.
The Buddha said to the little dragonfly in ventriloquism: "Child, you are too anxious, if you go back to the room with your companion at the normal time, you will see your beloved wake up, but you fly directly to the window from the outside, in front of your sweetheart, so you don't see him wake up, if you wait a while, you will also see him wake up, but you fly back to the temple in a hurry to question me, and in the end you still don't see his awakening process, okay, go back quickly, you won't let you down." ”
As soon as the little dragonfly heard the Buddha's explanation, she knew that she had wrongly blamed the Buddha, and after apologizing embarrassedly, she hurriedly flew to the hospital.
Liu Ruyan sat up suddenly, sweating profusely.
How is it another dream?