Looking back at the past, Li Qiang seemed to have infinite emotion. He took out the cigarette case, gave Ye Qing a cigarette, and got one himself. Take a long breath and slowly exhale the smoke. Under the smoke, his face seemed a little hazy again.

"In the ice and snow of the Northeast, even an adult can't want to live. Li Qiang said softly: "Kill Scar San, and that child will be scared away." I was stupid and didn't chase him, I just took Scarsan's clothes, dry food and water, and ran away from the other direction. I don't know how long I ran, but I used the dry food and water to support me in the snow forest for three days, until finally, I couldn't hold it anymore and collapsed in the woods. When I woke up, I was rescued by an old hunter. He took me to the village, gave me food and clothing, made me live in the village, and took me out hunting. The old hunter also had a daughter who always called me brother. During that time, to be honest, it was one of the few happy days in my life. I thought I would live well there, and, the old hunter, when the winter is over, send me back to Binh Nam Province. However, I didn't expect that even that winter would be over!"

"I stayed at the old hunter's house for a month, and suddenly one day the old hunter came back in a panic and took me outside to the cellar and told me to hide. I didn't know what was happening at the time, but not long after, a group of people ran to the old hunter's house. I could see very clearly in the cellar that this group of people was the group of human traffickers. Among them is the child, the child I didn't kill, and he brought these people back to avenge Scar-San!"

At this point, Li Qiang's fists clenched tightly, and his face became hideous again. That past seemed to make him very painful and angry.

"In the cellar, I watched as the traffickers forced the old hunter to hand me over, but the old hunter was so stubborn that he didn't know it. In the end, they beat the old hunter to death alive, and took away the old hunter's crying daughter. In that cellar, I watched as the old hunter's blood stained the snow all around me red, and finally solidified again. I've never hated myself as much in my life as I did at that moment. I hated myself for not killing the kid in the first place, why I had let him live, and I had lured them all over and killed the old hunter. I hate myself for not having the ability, why I can't even protect the people around me, why I can only hide there like a coward!"

"I stayed in the cellar until it was dark, until the men were completely away and would not come back, and then I crept out of the cellar. Looking at the old hunter's dead look, I thought I was going to cry. But, for some reason, standing in front of his corpse, I didn't even have a single tear. From that day on, I never cried again. I cremated the old hunter's body, took a hunting knife left by the old hunter, took dry food, and went after the traffickers. Anyway, the old hunter's daughter is not dead, the girl called my brother is still alive, and I want to get her back!"

"I was 10 years old that year, and I followed in the footsteps of human traffickers from the northeast to the northwest. On the way, I begged for food, stole money, robbed food, and killed people. When I was most hungry, I dug up two earthworms for a day's meal. When I was thirsty, I drank my own urine and other people's blood. I thought I would die on the road, but those three years of wandering not only did not let me die, but instead made me live like a mouse, although it was dark, but at least I still had a life. My only regret is that I still couldn't catch up with the traffickers for three years, and by the time I got to the northwest, the traffickers had already gone to the next stop. And I, in the past three years of training, have gradually understood the cruelty of this society and the darkness of this world. I never believe that the old hunter is so kind, why did he die so unjustly? Why did the old hunter's daughter, who had done nothing, suffer such a bad fate? This society is inherently unfair, and the way to survive is to eat the strong. If you want to live, everyone else must die, this is the law of survival!"

Ye Qing sighed, no wonder Li Qiang had such thoughts, his childhood experience was too bumpy.

Ye Qing asked, "What about that girl, did you find her later?"

"Found ......" This incident, Li Qiang's expression on his face became even more hideous, he gritted his teeth, barely kept himself calm, and said: "When I arrived in the northwest, although those traffickers left, I knew that they would definitely not take the girl away." When they arrive at a place, they take a group of people from that place and sell them in another place. The girl either died on the road or was sold in the northwest. So, I stayed in the Northwest and searched for her day after day, year after year. I won't do anything, but, on that road, I learned to steal, I learned to rob. Stealing and robbing, so that I can live, so that I can go from city to city to search for her whereabouts. It wasn't until I was seventeen years old that I finally found her in the kitchen of a farmer's house in a remote village in the northwest. ”

"When I met her, she was chained like a dog to a kitchen doorpost with almost no clothes on. Like a beast, she looked vigilantly at all the people who came and went, and looked warily at the qiē around her. Anyone who comes within her range will show her claws and attack with the last of her strength. I didn't even recognize her at the time, for to the old hunter she was an innocent, lively and lovely girl. However, in that village, she has become a crazy woman. If it weren't for the mark on her left arm, I wouldn't have recognized her. Her daily life is in the kitchen, and the family, father and son, are all naked. Her task is to let these four naked men vent. And after the four naked men went out to work, there would be some other men in the village who had bad intentions and ran into the kitchen to abuse her. She lived in the village for six or seven years, from the age of nine to the age of sixteen, do you know what kind of life she lived?"

At this point, Li Qiang smashed his fist on the pillar next to him, and the fierceness in his eyes had exploded again.

"And then?" Ye Qing asked, he was actually quite embarrassed in his heart. What happened to this girl is not much different from the children who were accused of zhì in Shenchuan City.

"Then, then ......" Li Qiang sighed and said, "Then I personally killed the forty-two men in that village who had bullied her and took her out of the village!"

Ye Qing's face changed, and he looked at Li Qiang in dismay. He knew that this person was crazy, but he didn't expect him to be crazy to such an extent. Killing forty-two people in a row, how many people can there be in a village? Although these people deserve to die, but his attack is too terrifying, right?

"I know you don't like what I do, but my only thought at the time was to kill someone, and the only thing I wanted to do was kill someone. I killed those people and took her out of the village, which was no longer inhabitable for me. I took her to the end of the world, and even if she died, I would not let her suffer half of her pain. But, you know what? Sometimes, it's a capital offense for you to kill someone, but when you kill more people, it's not a capital offense. Li Qiang smiled coldly and said, "I killed forty-two people, I thought I would be wanted." However, after running for three months, there was no news about it. Later, I learned that the police in that place could not afford to take this responsibility, so I suppressed the matter. It was only then that I realized that all laws, morals, and police were all bullshit. Thieves are afraid of them, but when you are strong enough, they are afraid of you!"

Ye Qing slowed his head, in fact, it was not like this in Shenchuan City. Those big gangs and big forces, often there are really few police officers who dare to provoke them. On the contrary, those who steal are often caught by the police or something, which is the difference in strength!

"Knowing that truth, I began to understand that I must have my own territory and my own power, so that others will be afraid of me. I took her to a city and checked her body by the way. Who knows, but she was diagnosed with terminal uterine cancer!" Li Qiang closed his eyes, and only sighed after a long time, and said, "Do you know how desperate I was at that time? I finally found her, but she was not far from death." I am willing to use my lifespan, even if it is for her to live for ten more years, she is only sixteen years old, she is only sixteen years old! The only thing I could do was to find the best doctor to see her and treat her. ”

"If you find a doctor, you have to spend money. But how could I have any money at that time? After I ran into a wall in the hospital a few times, I gradually began to understand that without money, it is difficult to move an inch in this society. So, I started making money in that city, I started stealing, I started robbing, I started exchanging human lives for money. I want to raise money to see her, I want to make money to buy things for her, I want to make a lot of money, so that she can live happily and comfortably in her lifetime. What she wants, I help her get it back. What she doesn't want, I'll help her get it back, maybe she'll want it one day. In that city, it took me two years to become the leader of the teenagers that everyone feared in that city, and I began to have my own brothers under my hands, and I also began to have my own power and enough money. However, she also came to the end of her life!"

(Recommend a friend's book "Kyushu Tiantu Zhi", friends who like it can go and read it.) ）