Chapter 26: What Wouldn't Have Been Before, Won't Be Now

Jiang Feng looked at An Ge silently, and when he saw the big package she was holding in his arms, his heart moved, and he pointed: "Who sent you the package?

An Ge gave him a blank look: "...... You know how to eat. It's not for food. ”

Jiang Feng: "...... What's that? Look weird, I'll help you get it in a moment. ”

An Ge hugged the package and shook his head, "Don't mind, it's just a few books, not heavy." ”

Jiang Feng was curious: "Books, such a big bag of novel books?"

An Ge was noncommittal and did not answer.

Jiang Feng suddenly remembered something, frowned, and said, "By the way, I heard that you are studying for the exam, what school are you going to go to?"

An Ge shook his head, "I just started tutoring cultural classes, and now I don't have any plans. ”

Jiang Feng: "Can you understand?"

An Ge glanced at him, "Anyway, it's better than you." ”

Jiang Feng: "......"

After a few seconds, he didn't care: "Anyway, everyone knows that I was a soldier at the age of fourteen, and it's normal to be uneducated." ”

An Ge was speechless: "I also joined the army at the age of fourteen......"

After thinking about it, I couldn't help but sneer at him: "Big brother, being a soldier is not an excuse for you to be uneducated...... However, it's terrible to be uneducated, no wonder you couldn't pronounce your lines accurately last time. ”

Jiang Feng gave her a blank look: "...... Isn't it interesting to expose people?"

The last time I filmed an advertisement, Jiang Feng had a line that he read incorrectly five times, and the director was so angry that he dropped his notebook.

"Am I exposing your shortcomings? I'm motivating you to study hard. An Ge smiled, "By the way, don't you still want to follow Deputy Director Chen to make a TV series, how can you not study culture well?"

"Shhhhh......h

An Ge said with a smile: "I guessed." ”

"Do you guess?" Jiang Feng almost held his forehead, what happened to him today, it was all in the hands of this little girl, and she actually said something.

"Yes, that day, I saw that you always followed Deputy Director Chen and asked questions. ”

That day, Jiang Feng took her to shoot a dancing scene for a TV commercial, and she found that the assistant director in charge of the set was actually the famous Chen Chen.

Chen Chen in front of him has not yet debuted, he has the title of assistant director, and he is doing all odd jobs.

However, it can already be seen that Chen Chen is indeed different, he is conscientious and conscientious, and there is no nonsense.

Jiang Feng should have a good relationship with him, and when he has time, he will sit next to Chen Chen and talk to him.

An Ge calculated the time and guessed that Chen Chen might have begun to secretly prepare for filming his own TV series.

Jiang Feng didn't expect that his every move would actually be seen by this little girl, and he was worried that the unimplemented news would be leaked, so he hurriedly said, "What do you ask, I'm studying." ”

Ange lengthened his voice and let out an "oh......" sound.

A smile tugged at the corner of her mouth: "Yes, you are studying, when will you give me a chance to learn from you." ”

Jiang Feng knew what she was thinking, and in desperation, he had no choice but to nod and change his expression like a praising child, "Yes, you study hard, if you really have that opportunity, Brother Feng will not forget you." ”

An Ge listened to the flow of his eyes, pondered for a while, and said, "Well, then I will thank Brother Feng first." ”

Jiang Feng waved his hand and said in a chic manner: "Our buddy, what is there to thank you for this relationship."

sighed again: "This matter, I haven't skimmed the eight characters yet, and I don't know if Chen Chen's kid can still toss a play, it seems to be quite difficult." ”

An Ge pursed his lips and smiled: "Don't worry, he should be able to toss it." ”

Jiang Feng glared at her: "How do you know?"

Ange: "......"

I had to say, "By feeling." ”

Jiang Feng sighed, "This thing can also be based on feelings?" Okay, I hope your feelings are right." Chen Chen can toss it out, and we can get rid of it. ”

On an early autumn afternoon, as the wind rustles the leaves and the sun casts dazzling spots on the ground, two young men sit on the concrete steps, each thinking about their own thoughts.

Seeing that it was not early, An Ge remembered that he still had a pile of homework to do, so he got up and patted the dust on his body, "I'm back in the dormitory, you can continue to be busy." ”

Jiang Feng also stood up and hesitated: "Do you want me to mention it to the choreographer team and change that dance?"

Ange shook his head, "It doesn't matter. ”

After speaking, she held the stack of books in her hand, bent her waist, and her figure quickly passed through the corridor under the office building of the team headquarters, with light and jumping steps, really like a dexterous cat.

Jiang Feng looked at her back, shook his head with a smile, and then put his hands in his trouser pockets, whistled, and went to the choreographer team for a meeting.

An Ge returned to the dormitory, put down the package in his arms, and lay down on his small bed weakly, his eyes scanning his desk blankly.

The desk is occupied by stacks of books, and two unfinished workbooks and homework books are spread out.

During this period of time, she put all her energy outside of dance practice on cultural class tutoring, went to the conference room of the team headquarters every day to read books and do questions, and did not go back to the dormitory to wash up until fifteen minutes before the lights out.

Lying in bed and unable to sleep, my mind was thinking about the exercises that still had not been solved.

In the morning, before the wake-up horn sounded, I went to the playground with English books in my hand to read in the morning.

But the harder she worked like this, the more she felt powerless.

What about being born again? Being born again does not mean that she will be able to remember her previous lessons.

What's more, in his previous life, he graduated from junior high school, so he had no advantage at all.

It didn't before, and it won't now.

I used to know, but I have long forgotten about it.

Without a teacher and no companions, when she encounters something she can't understand and a problem that she can't do, no one can help her solve it except for pondering and looking for reference books to read the answers.

They are the dance team of the art troupe, recruiting all literary and artistic soldiers, generally enlisted in the army at the age of fourteen or five, at most a beginner Chinese level, rare in other troupes to have a high school graduate, she held the math problems that she could not do, excitedly went to ask for advice, did not expect that people would return the high school curriculum to the teacher, even the most basic formula was forgotten.

An Ge was very depressed, feeling very powerless and lonely.

This feeling of powerless loneliness haunts her heart all the time, and even makes her doubt her choice.

Is it really worth the effort?

How hard does it take to get results?

But she soon felt ashamed of her hesitation and suspicion.

She asked herself:

An Ge, apart from studying hard, do you have any other methods?

Do you still want to live that kind of life like before in this life?

If you don't want to, if there's no other way, you can only bite the bullet and learn.

It's a big deal, buy more reference books, and just gnaw on it yourself.

Her stipend for several months was basically all spent on reference books, and she ran out of money.