Chapter 1926: Can't Let It Go

In the basement of the villa, Su Yi cultivated tirelessly??? ??? .?ranena`com

Cultivating merit alchemy over and over again, looking at his appearance, he didn't have the idea of stopping at all, he just wanted to keep cultivating.

For the current Su Yi, if he doesn't cultivate, it's really not good, he is extremely irritable now, his heart is very chaotic, so chaotic that he doesn't know how to describe it, so that he can't calm down at all.

If he went back to his room to sleep now, it would be impossible for him to sleep at all, and it would only be more tormented.

Instead of tossing and turning on the bed, he can't come to the basement to practice, and consume his physical strength crazily, which will be more comfortable, he doesn't have to think about it, and he can make his heart not so troubled for the time being, he can only choose to do this.

Therefore, it was already so late, and Su Yi was still alone in the basement, tirelessly cultivating the merit alchemy technique.

For him, there are so many things that happened today, and they are all things that he doesn't know how to deal with and how to face them, so he doesn't know what to do.

Originally, Su Yi thought that today was just a simple task, as long as he found the alien creature and killed it, and this task was indeed completed, the target was found and also killed, this result was very good, but in the process of completing the task, many things happened that he did not expect.

He wouldn't have thought that he would pretend to be a couple with Xia Qiange, and he wouldn't have thought that he would kiss her for the sake of the task, and it was a long kiss, even if she took the initiative, it also made his heart very messy.

Although, Su Yi really wanted to convince himself that this was just a task, and it was all for the task, just like an actor, kissing in acting was a very ordinary job, there was no need to care too much, he wanted to convince himself through such thoughts, but he was not an actor after all, and there was no way to convince himself like this.

For him, even if he doesn't want to admit it, he can't forget it, he can't forget the kiss he kissed her.

In Su Yi's heart, he thought that if he didn't take this matter as one thing, pretending that this thing didn't happen, and treating it as if there was no such thing, he wouldn't be able to do it at all, let alone do it, whenever he had this kind of thought, he would have a deep and deep sense of guilt, and he would think that he was sorry for Xia Qiange, that he was a negative man, and that he should be a scumbag who should be cut with a thousand cuts.

Although, in this year when the whole world is open, kissing is just a common thing, one-night stands are so common, and kissing is nothing.

It's just that Su Yi is still a bit conservative, although he is not a traditional conservative person who is not intimate with men and women, but he also does not think that friends of the opposite sex are suitable for being too close in physical movements, and he should still keep a certain distance, compared to other young people, he is indeed a little conservative.

Of course, if it is between lovers, he thinks that it is normal to hold hands and kiss, as long as he is sure that he really loves each other, what is the five-minute kiss, as long as he is willing, an hour-long kiss is fine, as long as it is not suffocated, like it.

But Su Yi and Xia Qiange are not a couple, they are very good friends, teachers and friends, but they are not lovers, and they do not have this kind of intimate relationship.

Even if he and she only did it for the sake of the task, he still resisted in his heart, and it was still difficult to accept such a thing, not that he was hypocritical and thought that he was at a loss, but that he thought that he had taken advantage of her and that he was sorry for her.

Whenever he thought of this, Su Yi would feel a sense of guilt, and if he wanted to convince himself that if he treated this incident as if it had never happened, that guilt would overwhelm him, making him have no way to continue thinking about it.

Of course, he had to promise that there were not many men like Xia Qiange who didn't like a girl, nine out of ten men would fall in love, and the tenth would not resist being with her.

To be honest, Su Yi also likes girls like Xia Qiange, she is not squirming at all, she is very atmospheric, and she is also very cute, he decided that she is very suitable to be a friend and a partner, and her personality is also very easy to get along with, as long as she is accepted, she will feel very comfortable.

Therefore, even if he doesn't want to admit it in his heart, he has to promise that he is a little moved by her.

If Su Yi didn't have Qi Mengying in his heart, if he couldn't let go of Qi Mengying, maybe he would consider pursuing Xia Qiange, and if he had the opportunity to be together, he would never resist.

It's just that he met Qi Mengying first, and after having her in his heart, he couldn't let go of it anymore.

Not only Xia Qiange, but also other girls, Su Yi didn't dare to accept it, and he couldn't accept it, when there was someone in his heart, he couldn't accept another person, and he couldn't be with other people, he felt that when he couldn't let go, being with other people was a betrayal in itself, and he would be sorry for the people around him.

Therefore, Su Yi has never thought about being with other girls, and it has been so long since he was separated, he is still single and has not started a new relationship.

It's not that he doesn't like anyone, it's not that he hasn't met his heartbeat, it's just that he can't let go of one person, so he can't accept another person, he hasn't forgotten this person, and he doesn't want to be sorry for another person, so he can only start a new relationship.

It can be said that without really letting go, Su Yi doesn't want to start a new relationship with anyone, even if he is tempted.

In this kind of thing, he loves very purely, loves very simply, loves very stupidly, very persistent, he is such a person, and it is impossible to change easily, which is also what troubles him.

Su Yi doesn't want to be sorry for anyone, let alone hurt such a person, but he always inevitably hurts other people, and everyone who is hurt by him is someone who really falls in love with him, and those who don't fall in love with him won't be hurt by him.

He knew about this, but he could only pretend not to know, it was impossible to avoid hurting them, and this short-term injury was better than a long-term wound.

And now, Su Yi inevitably had a relationship with Xia Qiange, even if it was just a kiss, and it was for the task, but he still thought that he had a relationship with her, which is why he was so annoyed, he didn't know how to face her and how to deal with this kind of thing.

He didn't want to hurt her, but he also had no way to accept her, not that he didn't like it, but he didn't dare to like it.

Therefore, Su Yi doesn't know what to do now, so he can only make himself forget about these headaches for the time being through cultivation, and try not to think about it.