Chapter 91: My heart is cold
When I came up from the basement, I wanted to go back directly, but suddenly I remembered that there were no towels, toothbrushes and toothpaste, and I took the elevator downstairs and walked around the community.
There is a convenience store downstairs in the community, which has everything, the price is not expensive, and it sells some daily necessities.
It's been more than ten o'clock in the evening when I returned to the room, nested in the big sofa, watching TV, smoking Xiao Su cigarettes, I am quite satisfied, I hate myself a little bit of this state of seeking comfort, if I stay in Xingmei like this, it is really self-defeating martial arts, the old profession is about to be discarded, and dealing with people is not my strong point, I am not in a hurry at all, and I can enjoy life so leisurely, my heart is big enough.
But what can I do? I've been confused since I graduated, I don't know what I like until now, I'm driven away by life every day, and confusion is not synonymous with my generation.
At what age do you do anything, the elementary school classmates and children at home can make soy sauce, those of us who are out and about, we don't know who is raising our wives now?
Early the next morning, I went to human resources to inquire about the loan, and I was shocked again, the premise is that the company has worked in the company for one year, and the company can only issue an income certificate for you, even if it is full of one year, my income can not be loaned so much, because Mr. Mo only made a verbal appointment and did not notify human resources, so my salary is still at the original level.
That means that there is still so much money this month, and there is not much left after Ziqi is returned, and he plans to buy a house, and it is difficult to buy pants. I was so unhappy in my heart, Mr. Mo promised to give me the treatment of vice president at that time, how could this be? Otherwise, I wouldn't have rented such an expensive house?
Sitting in his cleaning office, he wasted a good time every day, and every day was watching movies on the computer and talking with his classmates.
Da Hong and his girlfriend who have been in love for many years are already married, Kang Hui is also getting married, Xiao Luo is also doing well in the development zone, talking about a local girlfriend, looks very sweet, Ke Tsai and the girlfriend who has been in love for many years, separated and combined, and now they are separated from each other, I don't know when they will be able to achieve positive results?
I'm even worse, I can't solve the problem of food and clothing, the gap is about to widen, I'm really anxious, but I also imagine that I suddenly have superpowers in the novel, or become a rich second-generation her father, the problem is impossible, repeat and repeat on the way to work every day, I always fantasize that I am famous for participating in the talent show, you are not a good voice when singing, you are not a good song when writing songs, you are not a comedian when acting in sketches, don't fantasize about this road.
What can I do? I have never had such a strong sense of anxiety when I went to school before, and the main reason for getting by was financial resources, but now I have to rely on myself for financial resources, and I regret that if I had such a strong sense of urgency when I went to school, I would not be so anxious now.
Character really determines fate, I have to change myself, I decided to write out my shortcomings, stick them on the table, and change them one by one. Thinking of this, I took out a pen and paper and began to write, and when I got to the point of lunch and dinner, I actually wrote more than 100 articles, and I began to wonder if I still had merit? This will be changed to the Year of the Monkey.
Suddenly there was a burst of frustration, and I went to the restaurant with my meal card, and sat down in the scenic area with a cheeky face, and the three beauties continued their topic. I was really bored, so I quickly ate a bowl of noodles and left the restaurant, without the three big beauties looking at me.
I went back to the janitorial office, my heart was almost cold, I lit a cigarette, and I could go on photographing the walking dead.
Looking at the chicken soup articles on the Internet, alleviate the inferiority complex, give yourself some motivation, flip through the contacts in the mobile phone, and want to call the senior brother, but I feel that Zichen has already given me advice, insist, do my best, I will complain again, and I feel faceless, so I simply lower my figure, find a way to do something practical.
I made up my mind, and as soon as I went to work in the afternoon, I licked my face and knocked on the door of Xinyi's office, and when she saw that it was me, she asked impatiently, "What's wrong? ”
Ziqi called this once, could it be that these three bad guys had already colluded in private.
I didn't dare to be mad, because I wanted to ask her to arrange some work for me, I was really not familiar with the business department at all, and said flatteringly: "Mr. Chen, the work is hard, I'll rub your shoulders." As soon as I put my hand on her fragrant shoulder, she quickly opened my hand and yelled at me, "Don't you see me busy? ”
Hearing this, my heart was completely cold, but I still said in a friendly manner: "Mr. Chen is right, I don't want you to arrange some work for me? ”
Xinyi slowly raised her head to look at me and said something that broke my heart: "Go to the cleaning aunt, she will arrange it for you." ”
Hearing this, I thought I had found the wrong person, and slammed the door out of her office without looking back.
I was tormented by Xinyi's words, and I wanted to go to Mr. Mo to ask why the treatment was not at the level of vice president, how to carry out my work, otherwise I should be transferred back to technology.
I called Mr. Mo's secretary, and she told me that Mr. Mo had time now, so I rushed over and briefly reported to Mr. Mo as soon as I entered the door.
He was still looking at the papers and asked me, "What else?"
I told him, "HR hasn't been notified of the change in my salary. ”
He began to play Tai Chi and said to me: "Don't worry about this, you and Xinyi's positions coincide, you work hard, and it will be given to you sooner or later." ”
I saw that he lowered his head and started working again, and he didn't pay any attention to me, I really wanted to go up and beat him, but I still had to rely on him, and pushed the door out of his office aggrievedly.
Why is it so fucking hard at any time? Think about the New Year in less than a month, I still have a month's salary to get, how can I go home for the New Year, I just came here for such a little time, there won't be many bonuses, everyone is back home, I am
I thought that people in large companies were not all beautiful, for example, a small staff like me could only eat with a mouthful, and in the tense atmosphere of Xingmei's current situation, I was lucky to be able to stay intact.
It seems that I still believe too much in what these people say, I really naively thought that you had no jokes, it turned out that they could also lie in public and be irresponsible.
So will I only rent my house for three months? With the current situation, I will have to save money for the next quarter.
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