Steven didn't stop because of my pity and walked out of the restaurant on his toes.

Once again, I felt the sense of loss from an imaginary peak to the bottom, and this time it was really hard to do?

Alone in front of a table of expensive dinner, but I had no appetite at all, I called Xinyi and said to her in a helpless tone: "Are you still in the company, can you come and accompany me?"

Xinyi asked with concern, "I've gone home, what's wrong with you? Are you okay?" ”

I suddenly realized that this situation was exposed to her, but it would make her have no confidence in me, because she had more than once dreamed of the future with me, saying that she would get married in the future, no longer plan to work, and that she was going to be at home with her husband and children, and that if I had nothing, she would definitely choose again, don't laugh at me for being too realistic, but the reality is true.

Thinking of this, I quickly changed my tone and said boringly: "I just miss you, come to the apartment." ”

Xinyi was amused by me, and coaxed me and said, "I can't go with you this weekend? By the way, Zhang Yihan, do you still have room in your apartment? I have a good friend who wants to rent one for his parents, and I have already agreed." ”

When it came to the apartment, my mood returned to just now, but I couldn't show it, and said with a smile: "No problem, I still have a set in my hand, give it to your friend." ”

Xinyi happily said to me, "You are so good, I will accompany you on the weekend." ”

Hung up the phone in a sweet atmosphere, I knew I couldn't give up, picked up my phone and texted Steven: If I help you find Ziqi, can you ask the bank to continue lending us a loan?

The text message was sent, and I waited for a long time without moving, and I thought to myself: I have already used the relationship between Ziqi and me as a bargaining chip, and this time I took it out again, is it because I feel that Ziqi will not leave me the most, and it is not enough to hurt her? I have a relationship with Xinyi again.

I don't know what I'm thinking, but if I don't do it, the company will be finished, and the construction of the apartment for the elderly will be stopped, and I don't want to lose it.

What's more, where can I go to find Ziqi? I'm gambling myself, as long as Steven can give me a chance, I'm willing to give it a go, I don't want to watch the company collapse.

I wonder what else Steven is hesitating about? And I guess Jiang Tian must know where Ziqi is, there should be a connection between them, Steven will definitely be willing, because I can see that he cares about Ziqi very much, but he thinks about whether he has to add conditions, I also understand that he must know the relationship between me and Ziqi very well, if it is a good friend, they should also be in contact often, it is estimated that it is because Ziqi stopped studying and has not been in contact with him for a long time, is this kid specially for Ziqi to come here to work, it was enough trouble to have an old Mo, and now he has a foreign friend, which is really annoying。

When I returned to the apartment, Steven's text message came back: Zhang Yihan, Qiqi is really blind to you, last time I gave up my studies for you, and this time I ran away from home for you, but you used her as a bargaining chip, and you have a problem with your character.

Why do I think he has been testing me, am I fooling him again, I kind of hate myself for being so impulsive, because when I thought that the company was going to end, I made this decision without thinking about it, is it really my character problem?

Sometimes I wonder how I became the way I am now, I really want to be my old self, when I just graduated, and I don't want to live so tired, because I don't like the life I have now, I don't like to live like this hypocrisy every day wearing a mask, in order to fulfill my fucking dreams, to beg those stupid comparisons who look at me with a sense of superiority.

Looking back like Kang Hui, find an ordinary girl to live, but in this kind of poor life, which girl is willing to live with you? Here in the imperial capital, there are temptations everywhere, there are comparisons everywhere, people wear big brands, you wear a stall, people live in a luxury house, you share a house with a few people, people drive a luxury car worth millions of dollars, and you drive a two-wheeled electric car.

You can proudly think that this kind of life is also a kind of life, but it is a little bland, but it is true, but the fucking Chinese mothers-in-law have never taught their children this, they don't have a house or a car, do you want to marry a wife and have children?

If you want to live happily alone here in the imperial capital, you can not consider getting married and having children, and be a bachelor happily alone, if you are OK with this kind of life, you are either a saint, or you really don't need to live here, you might as well go back to the place where you should return.

In the end, I still didn't reply to Steven's text message, because I knew that it didn't make sense for me to explain anything, I didn't need to explain, and my relationship with Ziqi didn't need him to judge.

When he arrived at the company the next day, Jiang Tian asked with concern, "How was it?

I didn't have to hide anything, and told her, "It's not good to talk, he came and said a few words and left, and he didn't eat." ”

Jiang Tian felt that Steven was not such an uncultured person, and she remembered the scene when she and Qin Zhenren had dinner with him that day, and she didn't feel that this Steven was so bad.

Jiang Tian thought for a while and said to me, "Why don't I talk to a real person and him again?"

I don't have much to do at the moment, Bai Wei is estimated to be watched very closely, and she hasn't given me any news, so she has to nod to Jiang Tian and say softly: "Then you call Qin Zhenren together, and the two of you go together, I'm still at ease." ”

Seeing that I agreed, Jiang Tian left my office and called Steven.

What Jiang Tian didn't expect was that Steven opened his mouth and said: "Miss Jiang, if you are looking for me for the company's business, I will refuse your invitation, because I really can't help you, please understand." ”

Jiang Tian still wanted to try it, so he said to Steven: "Qin Lan and I want to invite you back, is it okay?"

Steven said in a strange tone: "You Chinese are very interesting, even if you know that I will not agree, and keep looking for me, I really don't understand this culture." ”

Jiang Tian smiled and said: "We are hospitable, and at the same time, we Chinese do talk about human feelings, but not with everyone, our company is in such a difficult situation, we just don't want to give up easily." ”

Steven hesitated for a moment and said to Jiang Tian: "Okay, but I'll still say it in advance, I will take care of your company's affairs, and there is no other way, unless your company meets our standards." ”

Jiang Tian saw that Steven was shaken, but she was still ready to try, she prepared to bring all the materials that the company wanted to use, hoping to have a turnaround.