Chapter 64: Whispers (2)
"Yu Yan, Mrs. Pressing" Chapter 64 Whispers (2)
"Sister Xiuying, I can't relax. The so-called wife is not as good as a concubine, a concubine is not as good as stealing, stealing is better than stealing...... It was a very pleasant thing to be with you, but I was just nervous, maybe I wasn't nervous when there were only two of us in the world. If there is a third person, I feel that the eyes of the whole world are looking at the two of us, and when I am with you, I will always think of the images of Ximenqing and Pan Jinlian, maybe it is the moral power given by literature. ”
Xiuying said very understandingly: "It's okay, Xiao Duan, failure is the mother of success." This failure will succeed next time. Don't worry, there's nothing going on in the world, mediocre people worry about themselves, don't be so nervous that you scare yourself, it's very safe for me to call you, let's be together...... Don't be nervous. ”
"I think it's okay, it's very immoral for us to do this. I'm sorry for my wife, and you're sorry for your husband. That's the end of the cheating between us, okay?" Xiao Duan said very sincerely.
Xiuying didn't know what to say, so she nodded silently.
Xiao Duan hurriedly got dressed and was about to go out, Xiuying hugged Xiao Duan and begged, "Xiao Duan, let's play for a while." It's hard to come together...... I can't bear to leave like this. ”
Xiao Duan said: "Sister Xiuying, the interaction between people is about fate, you and I may be a bad fate in this life, or a share of nothing." ”
Xiuying suddenly remembered that she was looking for a sign from the master in the Phoenix Ancient Temple, and got two poems, thinking about it carefully, one of them obviously contains the words "fate without fate";
It's like being a beauty from afar,
Lonely did not think about the north.
There is no such spring breeze in the world,
A qiē love relationship is severed.
Xiuying finally saw through the love barrier: "A qiē love relationship is broken!" Xiao Duan is the terminator of Xiuying's love dream.
After an affair with Xiaoduan, Xiuying thoroughly criticizes her soul...... He had a thorough cleansing of his body. She scolded herself in the mirror: "You shameless guy, for your own selfish desires, you have done despicable things...... Love is a fart, you just let him go!"
Xiuying made up her mind, and since then she has been concentrating on her husband and children at home, and she no longer has any ideas.
So, she persuaded her husband to transfer her daughter to a small city to study, and she also applied to the unit, went through the procedures for leaving her post to be discharged, and came to the city to accompany her.
A small town of 200,000 people is not big, but it is not small. Xiuying came to the city for two years, and only met Ah Le two years later, so the ancients said, "The big is hidden in the city, and the small is hidden in the wild." "If a person really wants to hide, the best thing is to go to the big city and hide......
Xiuying finished talking about her extramarital affair and said to Ah Le: "Ah Le, the cause of all kinds of troubles in this qiē is that you don't have the poison of your love for me, and I won't be crazy about love." ”
Ah Le said: "I'm sorry, Xiuying, the love between us, as you said, is called fate, this kind of love is a kind of experience in life, she is beautiful, but also evil, beautiful to the past, evil to the future." Perhaps it is precisely because of such evil that people have an expectation that love is unstable and family is stable. Love is not secure, but family is. ”
"Doesn't it say that love is the foundation of the family? Why do people regard the basic love of the family as less important than the family?"
Ah Le had no choice but to comfort: "No matter whether love is important or family is important, we have gone through most of our lives, you said that love is the foundation of the family, it is good, without the foundation of love, the family does have problems, but there is no certain problem with the foundation of love? I don't think it may be...... Just like building a house, the foundation is very important, but after the house is built, who cares where the foundation is......? On the surface of the family, people judge whether the love is happy or not by whether the family is harmonious and happy. As for people, there are many, many **, and no one will be fully satisfied. Contentment means to control your own **, not to pursue your own ** endlessly. ”
Xiuying looked at Ah Le and felt a kind of warmth.
Ah Le wanted to say something, but when he saw Xiuying looking at him stupidly, he stopped: "Xiuying, what's wrong with you?"
Xiuying woke up from the illusion: "Oh, while listening to you just now, I was imagining what we would be like now if we had not been united by the strong opposition of our families when we were young, and whether our marriage and family would be the happiest and most satisfying......"
Ah Le smiled: "I have experienced n times of love and three marriages. Finally, to sum up, whether the family is successful or not is not transferred by the will of their own supervisors, it is two people who run it together. The bad feeling of any one of these operators will lead to a decrease in the satisfaction of the family as a business...... But whether love is satisfied or not is your own subjective feeling, which can be pursued. Just like an enterprise, whether it is a loss or a profit, in addition to the system and mechanism, there is also the wisdom and ability of the operator...... In a sense, if you do what you like to do, even if the company loses money, the operator also feels satisfied, otherwise, even if it is profitable, everything is not going well and is unsatisfactory everywhere. ”
Xiuying smiled: "It seems that our idealist Ah Le has been realized." It's all so cheesy to talk about...... In the past, you used to talk about revolutionary ideals and so on...... It seems that the wind and frost sword of time are indeed good things that can change people's concepts. ”
Ah Le said: "Yes, life is a lifetime, but it is only a few dozen spring and autumn. If you don't keep pace with the times and don't give up with a kind of idealism, there is only one outcome, and that is to learn from Comrade Qu Yuan...... If you don't jump into the Miluo River to wash away your troubles, there will be no end to those troubles. ”
"Pessimism, typical of pessimistic thinking. Ah Le, we are not too young or old, but it is because of love and marriage, family or career that we are not satisfied, can we be guilty of such a complete denial of life?" Xiuying said, "Ah Le. I have always been unconvinced of my love, saying that the old man is unfair to me? whether it is fighting against fate or giving up, the ending is the same, and I realize that love is ethereal. ”
Ah Le said: "It's not that love is empty, it's that marriage and family are too real, and love is not allowed to be real anymore." Xiuying, do you know what a husband and a wife are? The so-called husband is that person who accompanies you to grow old until you become a father-in-law or a grandfather......
If you want to know what happened next, please see Chapter 64 of "Yu Yan and Mrs. Press" Whisper (3)
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