Chapter 45 Commitment
Ah Yuan immediately cried when he heard this, afraid that Rong Liu would cover his mouth if he thought about it too much, and he was so uncomfortable that he twitched and twitched.
The water slave took Rong Liu's hand and held it tightly, smiled at her, and said in a low voice: "We can meet every day in the future, Sister Rong Liu, you haven't arrived in this life yet!"
Rong Liu just shook his head and didn't speak, half a sound, and turned to Yin Nuan Ayuan and the others: "A-Yuan, it's rare that you are so sad for me that you are so sad, it's just that you can still live, and you can't live if you do it yourself." So I don't have any complaints about such an ending. Wulangjun, the servant grew up in Siyuan since he was a child, for so many years, you and the eldest mother have been kind to the servant, and the servant can only repay it in the next life. And you, water slave ......"
She looked at the water slave, and tears suddenly fell, "Water slave, don't be sad, it's all because I was too persistent and didn't listen to you." But ......"
She gasped, as if she was about to finish the words of this life in one breath, and tried to speak. The water slave saw that she was almost out of breath, and hurriedly wiped away her tears, and said:
"Sister Rongliu, don't worry, we're not in a hurry, let's talk slowly in the future, okay?"
"Okay, I'll take my time. Rong Liu nodded, slowed down, and turned to Yin Nuan and said, "Wulangjun, the servant has something I want to ask you for, is it okay?"
Yin Nuan nodded: "You say, listen!"
Rong Liu gasped and said slowly: "It's about Rong Bi, the maid begs you, don't let her leave Shuyan Pavilion in the future, okay? If you can, send her back to her hometown...... She was too young when she was bought, probably scared by human traffickers, and ...... every day Just reciting the address of her home and the names and surnames of her father and mother, she may not remember it now, but ...... I wrote it down for her, but thinking that I didn't have the ability to send her back, I buried her under the big tree in the yard for her. ”
She finally finished speaking, looked at Yin Nuan with a sigh of relief, and waited for him to agree.
Yin Nuan nodded: "The servants have written it down, and they will definitely send her back, you are so recuperating!"
Rong Liu breathed a sigh of relief, leaned back on the bed suddenly, and the water slave gently smoothed her breath and said in a low voice: "Sister Rong Liu, if you can't rest assured, then take care of your illness, let's send Rong Bi back together, okay?"
"Nope. Rong Liu shook his head and grabbed the water slave tightly, "Water slave, I know I can't live, but ...... But......" she suddenly burst into tears, looked at the tent with some dazed eyes, and muttered, "Why is it all of a sudden, like this? I didn't mean to peek, really, water slave, you have to trust me, I ...... I'm just sad......"
"I know, I know, you didn't mean to do anything. ”
The water slave comforted her over and over again, and after a while, Rong Liu seemed to be sober again, she looked at the water slave, and said in a low voice:
"Water slave, in fact, I don't hate this result. I have recognized people in this life, and in the next life, I will never meet them again. “
The water slave was stunned for a moment, suddenly smiled, nodded and said, "Yes, in the next life, don't meet it, and don't like it." ”
Rong Liu looked at her, tried to raise his hand to support her face, also smiled, and said, "I'm so lucky to meet you." I always feel that you have nobility and wisdom in you that I have never seen before. But, I don't know why, I'm always worried about you. ”
She said as her voice gradually lowered, "Water slave, please take care of yourself in the future!"
"Sister Rong Liu, Sister Rong Liu?" the water slave held her hand tightly, and her voice gradually choked.
Rong Liu's eyes were wide open, and he gradually became hollow, not knowing where he was looking.
"On a spring tour, apricot blossoms blow all over the head. The concubine plans to marry and rest for the rest of her life. Even if you are ruthlessly abandoned, you can't be ashamed...... Can't be ashamed!"
The voice gradually fell into nothingness, and his eyes slowly closed, and finally there was no breath at all.
No matter how beautiful you are in life, no matter how much lovesickness you have, once you die, you will end up with a pile of loess.
The water slave still remembers that when he first met Rong Liu, it was also in this place that ---- the Yin family's own, and the slaves who had nowhere to come and where to go finally returned.
That bleak moonlit night, it was also to pay tribute to a dead maid, I don't know the name and surname, I only know that there was a zài. What about now? The water slave looked at the grave in front of him with nothing more than a tombstone and a pile of loess, and he only knew a name, and he had no surname or a state, so he lived his life.
The water slave sat down in front of the tombstone, only to feel that his eyes were dry and almost painful. She stared at the tombstone in a daze, quietly watching.
Suddenly, a tunic was draped over her. The water slave turned around, and Yin Nuan said:
"I got up in the middle of the night, and I didn't see you on the couch outside, so I guessed that you might be here. ”
"Just a little insomnia, so thought I'd come and have a look. The water slave said, spreading his long skirt on the ground and letting Yin Nuan sit on it.
Yin Nuan shook his head, and the water slave looked at him and smiled, and said, "When Wulangjun was also growing his body, the ground was damp, which was not good for his health. ”
Yin Nuan's face was a little hot, so she tried to shrink herself and sat on the edge of her long skirt.
The two were silent for a moment, and Yin Nuan said: "Water slave, people can't be resurrected after death, don't be too sad." ”
"The servant understands. The water slave hugged his knees, rested his head on them, and whispered back, "This kind of thing, the servant has long been used to it. ”
Yin Nuan didn't know what it was like to get used to the people around him leaving one by one, he just felt that his heart was gradually depressed, and he only hoped that this kind of thing would be better for the water slave to experience again.
The water slave said again: "The maid is just thinking that if the maid had arrived earlier that day, Sister Rong Liu might not have died under the mess, or perhaps, if the maid had stopped her earlier, she would not have seen her end up like this." After all......"
After a pause, she spoke, "After all, you should have guessed this result a long time ago, didn't you?"
Yin Nuan was silent for a moment when she heard this, and Fang said in a low voice:
"Since it has happened, it can't be changed, we just need to imagine how to avoid it in the future, because ...... If I have to take responsibility, I am the one who should bear it the most. ”
The water slave was stunned, looked back at Yin Nuan with some surprise, saw that his face was gloomy, and said a little apologetically: "Wulangjun, the maid didn't mean that. ”
"I understand. Yin Nuan said, "It's just that I also thought that if I were stronger, maybe you wouldn't have suffered those sins at the beginning, and Rong Liu wouldn't have suffered this fate." ”
After Yin Nuan finished speaking, he fell silent.
The water slave suddenly reacted, maybe in the Yin family, she was wrong at the beginning, especially after the death of her father, she had a giving up attitude towards all the Yiqiē, including herself.
However, compared with the place in the palace, the Yin family is no different, they are both places where the weak eat the strong, eat people and do not spit out bones. And Rong Liu's death and Yin Nuan's words reminded her that whether it was her or Yin Nuan, with her current ability, let alone protecting others, even she could only walk on thin ice, and it was difficult to protect herself!
Besides, she is not alone, at least the young master in front of her will still worry about her.