Chapter Ninety-One: Untying the Knot
Think you won't be affected by the people and things around you, but forget the existence of the mind?
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"Liuli, you seem to have something wrong today, probably since you got off the Ferris wheel, your face has not been very good. Tan Lin sat on the bed with a big grin, her long straight black hair draped behind her, and she held a book in her hand as bright as jade, caring casually.
Xu Liuli's fingers playing with the mobile phone paused, and then typed the text he wanted to type casually, and then put the mobile phone on the bedside table smoothly, and sat silently on the edge of the bed, without saying a word.
"Did something happen at that time that I don't know about?, or did Gu Chenfeng make you angry?" Tan Lin looked at Xu Liuli's somewhat stiff expression, speculating and saying her thoughts.
Xu Liuli still didn't say a word, just pursed her lips unnaturally, and suddenly remembered that this place seemed to have been touched, picked up the water cup at the bedside and took a sip uncomfortably, the water was a little anxious, and choked suddenly.
"Ahem......"
"Really, don't be angry. Gu Chenfeng, when he didn't know him, he felt very cold and noble, and he had an unearthly atmosphere, just like the flower of Kaolin. But after getting acquainted with him, I found out that he was a wolf in sheep's clothing, except for his handsome appearance, his personality was really bad. But knowing that mistakes are corrected is still in place. Tan Lin looked at Xu Liuli's panicked appearance, put down the book in her hand, and gently patted her back to persuade her softly.
"No, I'm not angry, just a little confused. Xu Liuli coughed for a while, felt a little more comfortable, brushed Tan Lin's hand away, and her voice was a little hoarse.
"It's good that you're not angry, what doubts do you have, tell me, maybe I can help you solve your doubts?" Tan Lin saw that Xu Liuli's face softened a little, and she lay comfortably on the quilt, crossed Erlang's legs, and said half-jokingly.
Xu Liuli tilted her head, looked at Tan Lin with a smile, her scrutinizing gaze stayed on her face for a few seconds, and then said in a deep voice: "Okay!"
Tan Lin flattened her legs in surprise, sat up straight, and looked at Xu Liuli's serious expression. With frowning brows, he sat on the bed, making a gesture of listening carefully, his eyes faintly excited, puzzled and proud.
All along, she and Liuli are together, and it is Liuli who dominates everything, not only that she has a strong desire to control, but more importantly, Liuli is thoughtful, always thinking about the consequences before doing things, and thinking long-term. The burden of nature will run to her, and she will gradually get used to it, but tonight makes her realize that no one is invincible.
"What do you think is liking and what is love?" Xu Liuli looked at Tan Lin lightly, and asked in a profound tone.
"Well, I haven't experienced this, but I've read a lot of novels, so I'll tell you what I think. Like to divide into many kinds, friends, family, elders, etc., its definition is very broad. And liking someone is not only about the appearance, but also about the inner quality, the joy you have in the heart of this person. Love is the person I like very much, he is like the oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea in your life.
The food tastes, but it's a pity to lose. Let you taste the bitterness and sweetness, just like a part of your body, live for him and die for him. Of course, these are all written in the book, and you have to experience it yourself. Tan Lin heard Xu Liuli's question, and sighed in her heart, hiding her unnaturalness, and then explained in a messy manner.
"What about admiration?" Xu Liuli quietly read the meaning of Tan Lin's words, and then asked suspiciously.
"Admiration also needs to be talked about. If you look up to an elder and are fascinated by his talents, then your own goals will be guided by him to achieve your ideals. But if you're looking up to a teenager you might have some affection for, you may be confused about the difference between admiration and love. Especially when he started a family.
Over time, you may think that you like this person and want to be with him, is this idea wrong?" Tan Lin listened to Xu Liuli's eager question, only to feel that her chest was a little stuffy, and the troubled sorrow also invaded her heart.
"Is that right? What should that be? Xu Liuli felt as if she understood, but she didn't know what she understood, so she could only continue to ask simply.
"You think you like that teenager, you don't want him to marry someone else, you want him to be yours, you want him to live the way you imagined, you don't really think about him. But love is not like this!
Two people love each other, you can't help but miss him, as long as he is happy, you will be very satisfied, when you encounter his things, you will lose your mind, do what you think is right, of course, you will sometimes put yourself in his place, think for him. Liuli, do you like Gu Chenfeng?" Tan Lin whispered in the room in a gentle and sad voice, and finally, looking at Xu Liuli's radiant eyes, she asked a little worriedly.
"How could it be, there is no such thing! Today the devil is stunned, and it is a little difficult to extricate himself from his own world. Xu Liuli felt as if she had some understanding, but when she heard Tan Lin's last rhetorical question, she hurriedly denied it.
"But I just don't think there's something wrong with you, and I always feel like you're mysterious, hiding something I don't know. Tan Lin secretly breathed a sigh of relief and asked unrelentingly.
"Okay, this girl is in a much better mood now, it's all because of Gu Chenfeng, the villain, who ruined our interest in shopping today, and the next time I meet him, I will definitely beat him with a blue nose and swollen face. Xu Liuli waved her hand, thinking of Gu Chenfeng's evil deeds today, she gritted her teeth and said.
Tan Lin looked at Xu Liuli with a suspicious gaze, recalling today's events, it seems that Liuli was not scolded by Gu Chenfeng today! It seems that he is hurt, why Liuli is more excited than himself, it is really a little inexplicable.
"You ......" Tan Lin was about to speak, and Xu Liuli turned off the bedroom light with a "snap".
"Stop talking, go to bed quickly! It's getting late, do you still have to work tomorrow?" Xu Liuli dragged the thin Xia Liang quilt to Tan Lin's body, lay flat on the bed, and a muffled voice came out of the quilt.
On summer nights, the temperature difference between day and night increases, the scorching sun during the day, and the cool breeze at night beats the thin curtains one by one.
The temperature in the bedroom gradually dropped, and the two people who had been playing for a day were lying on the bed in an orderly manner, and the sound of slow breathing flowed quietly in the room.
Suddenly, the corners of Xu Liuli's mouth in sleep outlined a subtle angle, as if smiling instead of laughing, as if crying instead of crying, with a little seductive, mixed with some demagogy......