27. Verse 27: I want to get closer
To his left sat ...... Shen Su.
Xin Ran's face sank, she got up silently and walked over, picked up a microphone, followed the movements in the MV, pinched her voice and sang in a female voice:
"I don't want to be just far away and silently care,
Or watching you from a corner......"
Imitating the girl's vivid movements, combined with his tall figure, it looks really funny, coupled with the sound that people are about to suffocate when they listen to it, everyone laughs, and no one pays attention to what Xin Tian sings for a while.
"Xin Ran, you are so annoying!"
Xin Tian changed the song "I Am a Girl" and pulled Gan Ning and the three of them to sing together.
Xin Ran remembered that it was his birthday today, and he should have called home, so he walked out of the private room with his mobile phone. He stood in the corridor and said nothing, and suddenly saw Shen Su come out, and subconsciously hung up the phone in a hurry and followed.
Xin Ran didn't see Shen Su when he came out, and chased for a while on the long street with uneven lights, and saw Shen Su leaning on a gray and dilapidated old house, sitting on the bluestone steps and smoking, and the brick walls were surrounded by thick green creepers, reflecting his bright and extinguished fireworks, and the wind blew and rattled.
Maybe it didn't ring, just the sound of his heartbeat.
Xin Ran walked over and greeted him as if he had known him on the first day, "Hey, can I sit here?"
"I'm addicted to acting. Shen Su looked up at him, spit out a puff of cigarette, and grabbed the cigarette case and lighter that were casually thrown next to him.
Why is he always in such a bizarre alley, why does it feel so beautiful every time, as if he will disappear in the next second? Xin Ran didn't sit down, and squatted down a little stupidly with his legs hugged, "You still smoke?"
"Heh!" Shen Su raised his eyebrows and looked at Xin Ran, "How old are you this year?"
The black night, the black shirt, the black eyebrows and eyes, the cigarette he held in his hand was actually a black slender one. In the faint smoke, his expression showed evil and charm for the first time, but his eyes were so bright, hiding the summons of demons.
"Who says I don't smoke?
Shen Su fiddled with the dark golden Givenchy in his hand, and his slender fingers handed the cigarette case to Xin Ran, "Take it yourself." ”
Xin Ran couldn't help but stare at the lighter in his hand, and suddenly felt that at this moment, his fingers were actually playing with his own breathing and heartbeat. Xin Ran took out a cigarette with a trembling hand and looked at it, the black cigarette and the white flower font were very weighty. He subconsciously touched his pocket, "That, I don't have a lighter......"
Shen Su lowered his head and smiled, and pushed the lighter to him again.
Xin Ran stood there stunned and didn't answer.
Shen Su glanced at him with a smile, "You want me to give you something?" ”
"No, no!" he raised his eyebrows and made you feel that you were guilty of a terrible crime, and the smile on his face at the moment was the Last Judgment. Xin Ran bounced up and took over the lighter, "No ......"
There was a metallic crunch, and the faint blue flames flashed a row of swaying waves, reflecting the dark gold shell with a unique pattern. Shen Su looked at Xin Ran, under such a dim firelight, he looked a little restrained, like a big child. Well, maybe he was a big kid by himself.
Xin Ran lit a cigarette and took two puffs, he hadn't smoked for a long time, he couldn't help coughing, "It's a little strong......"
"They all say you're a good baby. ”
“…… It's not!" Xin Ran's brain was hot, and he grabbed Shen Su's arm and lifted him over, leaning over a little bit.
Shen Su tilted his head in surprise, just chuckled and looked at him all the time.
Xin Ran swallowed the foam with difficulty, and in just this moment, he knew that he had lost. But, the more this happened, the more unconvinced he became, and he pressed his head close to his cheek.
Shen Su suddenly leaned over, the sweet and mellow smoke hit his face, Xin Ran was full of excitement, sat down suddenly, and tidied up the clothes on his body haphazardly, "You...... How did you get out?"
Shen Su took a puff of the cigarette that was about to go out, and smiled lowly, "Come out and breathe." What about you?"
"Follow...... Just like you. ”
"But you are the master today. ”
Xin Ran scratched his head, remembering that the old man had asked him to go back to Pan Asia to go to work just now, and he had a headache. He hesitated for a moment and said, "Actually...... I've always wanted to ask you a question. ”
"Ask. ”
"I heard that you are filming six or seven dramas a year over there, and you are already very popular. Why do you have to give up your great future and start from scratch here? Is something wrong, or ...... Now, you know you seem to be very talkative, but you're actually pretty good at that...... That's why you have offended someone, so you have to come here to develop? I ask you not to be angry, I'm not gossiping, or curious or something, but I just care about you...... If you're upset, don't answer ......"
Hearing this, the shallow cynical smile on Shen Su's face disappeared instantly, and he stared into the distance with a cold expression, but did not speak.
Looking at Shen Su's appearance, Xin Ran suddenly became nervous. When it's over, they all say that something must be wrong! He definitely doesn't want to mention it again! Xin Ran, what are you doing to die, he's angry...... Call you so much nonsense!
"Do you really want to know? I can sue you. But in exchange, can you say, why can't you drink Coke?"
Xin Ran looked up at him in a panic, "I ......"
Still hesitant, but, fortunately, there is no more self-pretentious clever nonsense to cover up. Shen Su nodded, "Since you can't, don't come to ask me." Secrets are mutual, and trust is such a thing, too. ”
"Shen Su, it's not ......"
Not because of trust, but because of the filth and ugliness, which I don't have the courage to show you. Tonight, he was completely different from usual, aggressive and sharp. Well, maybe he was like this, he just didn't show it in front of him, that's it. So, give yourself the illusion that you have always had the privilege of being close to and knowing him. Xin Ran was silent for a while, "There are a lot of people today, are you homesick?"
The more people there are, the more lonely they are, and some people only feel this way when they are in the crowd, and it turns out that he is too, or at least he understands. Shen Su raised his eyebrows and looked at him again, "But, you shouldn't feel this way today, right?"
"Give me another one. ”
Xin Ran took out another black cigarette and carefully recognized the English on it, "Davidoff." Such smoke, such a lighter, you are so hypocritical......"
"You're not hypocritical, go back and see how your car models are arranged, some are more expensive than the real car, don't you say?"
"Hehe, you have to go on until the end, obsessive-compulsive, Virgo is like this!"
However, collecting model cars, how to end it? It is not a novel, a movie, whether it is sad or happy, is it the same as you imagined, there is always an ending. Shen Su looked at the stars that seemed to have suddenly appeared, "What wish did you make?"
"The most cheesy ones. ”
"Tell me about it. ”
"Huh? How can you say this, it won't work if you say it......"
Shen Su suddenly turned his head to look at him, "What, it has something to do with me?"
"No, no!" Xin Ran was nervous and at a loss, "No ......"
Shen Su smiled, "Are you celebrating your thirteenth birthday today, why do you feel like you've suddenly become smaller?"
Because you suddenly feel different today......
The evening breeze at the end of summer was not cool, but the two of them drank wine, and the feeling of wine came up a little when the wind blew, and before they knew it, their shoulders were leaning together, as if they were asleep and confused.
Several tourist-looking people were drunk, staggering and pulling each other along. I don't know who shouted "whoosh", "I obviously love you very much, and I want to get closer!"
Five or six people yelled out of tune together, "I obviously love you very much, I obviously want to get closer!"
At this moment, such a song, is it still a coincidence...... Xin Ran sat up straight, leaned over, and rubbed Shen Su's back and pulled off a creeper, "Let's ...... Let's go back. ”