The Great Jin Dynasty celebrated the fifth spring of the twentieth year, and the emperor was killed.

The outskirts of Beijing, Guanyin.

In the middle of the dilapidated courtyard, a woman in ragged clothes, like a beggar, knelt on the ground facing south, trembling like chaff. The messy hair obscured most of his face, and only a long, deep scar could be faintly seen from his forehead to his chin.

In front of her, a person dressed in the costume of a eunuch in the imperial city held a bright yellow cloth and was reading word by word: "The queen's mother's decree, concubine Zhou Mingshan...... Gentle and frugal...... Since the age of fourteen, the emperor has been rich in food and ...... I can't bear to leave, so I go underground!"

After the eunuch finished reading, he handed the cloth to the woman in front of him: "Concubine Li, oh, no, now you should call Mrs. Chen, take the order!"

"No, no, no......" Zhou Mingshan shook her head like a rattle, "I can't bear to leave, so I ...... with the underground" The two sentences are like the sound of Buddhism, word by word has to drill into her mind, and she can't shake it off.

Isn't this just to let her be buried? Zhou Mingshan, who revealed her true face, was pale at the moment, and when she reached the bright yellow cloth, she suddenly retracted her hand as if she had been suddenly burned.

"No, Gonggong Huang, that's not the case, that's not what the queen mother said! She promised me! Besides, I still have Ye'er, yes, yes, I still have Ye'er, what about Ye'er?" Zhou Mingshan grabbed the eunuch's robe vigorously, her fingers were slightly white, and a pair of eager eyes shone against the backdrop of her extremely ugly face.

Gonggong Huang snorted coldly, broke free from her with a vigorous flick, dusted his sleeves, and said in disgust: "Bold!

It was also his bad luck that he was next to such an envoy and came to Guanyin Nunnery to send this person on the road!

The gray clothes are no longer colorless, the hair is messily knotted, and the thin ones only have a handful of bones left, and they are afraid that they will cluck when they touch it!

Gonggong Huang glanced at Zhou Mingshan again, who would have thought that the woman in front of him who was not even as good as a rough palace maid was the concubine Niangniang of the sixth palace in the past!

It's a pity that none of the people in the palace are human spirits, but this concubine doesn't know that she has jumped into the pit every time, and it is not a waste to go step by step!

Secretly sighed, thinking of the methods of the one in the palace, Huang Gonggong was frightened for a while, and said impatiently: "Hurry up, hurry up and maybe you can suffer less crimes! Don't think about those who have or don't, you don't have to make trouble for Huang Ye and me!" After saying that, he beckoned to the two little eunuchs waiting on the side.

The little eunuch who got the instructions came up with the tray, put the tray down, and reached out to pull Zhou Mingshan.

"No, no, let go of me!" Zhou Mingshan shrank back with his hands and feet!

The queen had obviously promised her, but now she regretted it, she wanted to go back to the palace, she wanted to ask her face to face!

Also, since Ye'er has become the crown prince, she will be the emperor soon, and she will go back to the palace to tell Sù Ye'er the truth!

Ye'er is the son she conceived and gave birth to in October, she can't be without a mother, absolutely not!

Zhou Mingshan seemed to have strength in an instant, and suddenly straightened up and ran towards the outside of the courtyard gate.

"Stop her!"

Huang Gonggong waved his hand, and the two little eunuchs moved, and they had already landed in front of Zhou Mingshan and grabbed her arm.

"Hurry up, let's go back to the palace as soon as it's over!" Huang Gonggong waved his hand again and walked to the side slowly.

One of the two little eunuchs grabbed Zhou Mingshan, and the other lifted the wine jug in the tray and poured it into her mouth.

"Ahem......" Zhou Mingshan struggled hard, but the force that restrained her was too great, and it didn't help at all!

More and more poisonous wine flowed into her stomach, and Zhou Mingshan already faintly felt a sharp pain in her lower abdomen that was getting stronger and stronger!

She didn't want to die, she didn't want to die like this!

If she dies like this, how can she be worthy of the frangipani who accompanied her to suffer and sacrifice for her, how can she be worthy of her long-term forbearance, and how can she be worthy of her mother under Jiuquan?

Unwillingness, remorse, self-blame...... All kinds of emotions dominate Zhou Mingshan, she wants to stand up, she wants to be brave once, she wants to seek justice, and she wants to see her son who left her in infancy......

It's a pity that the whole body seems to be torn apart, the five organs and bones hurt everywhere, the body becomes cold and stiff inch by inch, and the strength is slowly passing away, so I can only fall to the ground softly!

Why, why is this the case?

Could it be that the result of her sacrifice is still a death?

In this case, why didn't she commit suicide when Jiafu ruined her reputation, and she was so tired that her mother gave birth prematurely, and the family regarded her as an enemy!

In this case, why didn't she fight to protect her mother when she was forced to go to court, and save her mother from being sick in bed and dying of depression!

In this case, why didn't she resist desperately when Jia Xinyi took revenge on her, and save herself from being humiliated by being degraded to the cold palace!

In this case, why didn't she calmly die when the nunnery caught fire, and save herself from being used and sent to the palace again!

In this case, why didn't she die when the Hou Mansion was raided, and save a reputation for unfilial piety!

In this case, why didn't she fight to the death when Ye'er's life was threatened, and save herself from ending up like now!

Zhou Mingshan hates, she hates it so much!

hated her own open-mouthedness, hated her naivety and naivety, hated her impulsiveness and brainlessness, hated her greed for life and fear of death, hated her cowardice and incompetence, hated her blindness and blindness, and hated the queen's ruthlessness, she had promised to exchange her for Ye'er's safety, but she repented and actually took her life!

If so, isn't her life a joke?

"Poof......" Zhou Mingshan, who was curled up, opened his mouth and spit out a mouthful of blood!

She raised her head slightly, and the clouds in the sky that were as light as cotton were very similar to the face of her nurse Lin when she was a child, white and fat!

It is also a little like her favorite osmanthus sugar bag, every time she is hungry to eat, her mother orders someone to make it, but she will carefully tell the girls to watch her eat less, so as not to spoil her teeth! She often hides under the pillow while people are not paying attention, smells the fragrance of osmanthus and sleeps well all night! The next day, when the girls who clean up the bed are worried about the pillow stained with brown sugar, she hides aside and covers her mouth and snickers!

At that time, Zhou Mingshan was naïve and ignorant, and under the favor of her father and mother, she thought that the most difficult thing in the world was just that she couldn't eat the delicious food she wanted and couldn't wear the beautiful clothes she wanted to wear!

It's a pity that this qiē has changed since that silent and unmanned afternoon, one wrong step, one wrong step!

She regretted it so much, if only she hadn't been so stupid and naïve at the time, but unfortunately it was too late!

If there is an afterlife, she will not make the same mistake, she must protect her mother, and she must ......