901. Chapter 901 It's nothing if you think about it
He frowned slightly and looked at Qingya quietly.
Qingya was annoyed by his look, sat down at the end of the bed, and lowered her head.
Her irritable and depressed mood made Xie Qingyi also irritable and depressed.
It's the first time he's been in a bad mood like this since he's been with Qingya.
After a while, Qingya looked up at him, "You go out, I'm tired, I want to rest." ”
There was a mixture of disappointment and annoyance in her eyes, and Xie Qingyi was shocked when she saw it.
Xie Qingyi walked over slowly, squatted down in front of her, put his hands on her laps, and asked softly: "Yaya, you can cry if you want to, just say whatever you want, if you don't feel happy, scold me a few words or hit me a few times, it's okay, let's not be so cold, okay?"
She didn't talk, laugh and ignore him, making him feel strange and at a loss.
Qingya opened her slightly closed eyes, and her gaze crashed into his, his gaze anxious and concerned.
He is emotionally introverted, and it is rare to expose his emotions like this, and his gaffe is for her.
As if he had been hit by something, Qingya grabbed his hand, supported him to stand up, hugged his waist, buried his cheek in his arms, and finally fell from the tears that he had endured for a long time, "Brother Yi, I am inferior, do you know? I am inferior, you are so good, I am useless, I am not worthy of you, I am afraid of losing you, if you find better in the future, you will leave me." ”
"Nonsense!" Xie Qingyi hugged her tightly, his brows furrowed, "Yaya, in your heart, am I such a half-hearted and easily negative man?"
"No," Qingya sobbed, "It's not that you're bad, it's that you're too good, I'm too bad, you're a genius, so good, I can't compare to you anywhere." ”
"Ya Ya, what I need is a wife, not a star, not a genius, you don't have to be too good, as long as you can make me like it," Xie Qingyi gently patted her, "Ya Ya, it doesn't matter how good other women are, in my heart, you are the best, you are the woman I want, I will love you, for a lifetime, really!"
Xie Qingyi hugged her tightly, feeling indescribably guilty and sad in his heart.
A man's face is given by a woman, and a woman's sense of security is given by a man.
In the final analysis, it was he who didn't do well enough to make Qingya so flustered and unconfident.
"Ya Ya, don't cry, I'll be good to you, good," Xie Qingyi had no experience in getting along with girls, so he could only try his best to coax her, "Ya Ya, I don't know what I say before you can believe it, but I will try to make you believe me in the future, don't cry, I can't stand crying anymore, don't cry, don't cry, okay?"
Qingya didn't want to cry, but the loss and pain in her heart couldn't be suppressed at all.
She had never been so helpless.
When you don't get it, you always tell you to work hard, and if you work hard, you may be able to get it.
But now that she had it, once the fear of loss gripped her, she couldn't get out of it.
A person who eats bran vegetables every day does not feel how bitter life is.
But once a person who eats a full Han banquet every day loses everything in an instant and is reduced to eating bran vegetables to live, he will definitely be miserable.
She couldn't imagine what would happen to her once Xie Qingyi was snatched away by another woman one day.
She has never been excellent, she is not as smart as other women, no other woman is capable, and she doesn't even have a basic healthy body, she doesn't know how she can defeat those women who want to compete with her for Xie Qingyi.
Xie Qingyi was upset by her crying, but he couldn't find a way to coax her, so he could only hold her silently and pat her gently.
Qingya was so tired that she fell asleep in his arms.
He called her a few times, but she didn't react at all, and he was so frightened that his heart almost stopped, until he put his finger under her nose and tried it, and she breathed evenly, making sure she was asleep, and he was relieved.
Carefully picked her up, put her on the bed, covered her with a blanket, and held her hand to watch her.
She was motionless and slept deeply.
He stared at her for a long time, thinking that the culprit might still be in his bedroom, a nameless fire burst out in his heart, let go of Qingya's hand, got up quietly, and left Qingya's bedroom lightly.
Back in his bedroom, Shu Xinning was no longer there, his pajamas had been put back in their place, and the cup of Qingya had also been cleaned and put back in place, as if nothing had happened.
But in the end, nothing happened, just because of her, the most serious quarrel broke out between him and Qingya since the relationship was confirmed.
Unable to suppress the irritability in his heart, he hurried downstairs, and the living room was empty.
He pressed the inner line, "Shi Yu, come to the main house." ”
After a while, Shi Yu stepped in, "Young Master." ”
Xie Qingyi asked expressionlessly, "What about Shu Xinning?"
"Young Master, Xinning has been away for a while, you ......" Shi Yu stopped talking again.
Xie Qingyi raised his eyes to look at him, was silent for a while, and said, "Shi Yu, I asked you something, and you told me the truth." ”
Shi Yu smiled, "Yes, young master, if you ask me, I naturally know everything and say everything." ”
Xie Qingyi was a little embarrassed, and was silent for a while before asking, "Shu Xinning has thoughts about me?"
Shi Yu didn't expect Xie Qingyi to ask such a question, he was a little surprised, hesitated for a while, and nodded, "Yes...... As far as I can see, Xinning is ...... I really like the young master. ”
Shi Yu's tone was filled with regret and regret.
In his opinion, Shu Xinning is a smart woman, but she made the stupidest choice on the most important issue in her life.
It's not good to fall in love with anyone, but I fall in love with Xie Qingyi.
Knowing that it was impossible, he still had some extravagant hopes and plunged into it like a moth to a fire, what a fool!
Xie Qingyi felt a buzzing in his ears, tugging at his collar, and could barely breathe.
It turned out that what Qingya said was true.
Shu Xinning really had thoughts about him, wearing his pajamas, staying in his bedroom, and using the cup of Qingya, not because she was big, nor because there was any special situation, but that she had some kind of fantasy in her heart.
Maybe it's in some kind of luxury, maybe it's to fulfill some kind of wish, all in all, it's not an accident that she stays in his bedroom tonight, and the purpose is by no means simple, everything stems from Shu Xinning's liking him!
And Qingya is not groundless and unreasonable as he thinks, she is really relieved of comfort.
Think about it from another perspective, if he returns home tonight and breaks into Qingya's bedroom and finds a man in Qingya's pajamas in the bedroom, drinking coffee from his special cup, will he be so generous as to be indifferent?
I guess he'll tear that man into pieces, right?
Do unto others as you would have them do to you.
What he can't accept himself, why should he be so demanding that Qingya let her accept it calmly?
"Go! Get Shu Xinning back!" Xie Qingyi ordered coldly.
"Yes, young master!" Shi Yu turned around and went out, Xie Qingyi got up and went upstairs and went back to Qingya's room.
Qingya slept until dawn before waking up, and when she woke up, she saw Xie Qingyi lying next to her, holding her hand, and his head resting on the bed next to her arm.
He's tall, and he won't be comfortable sleeping like this for a night.
She wanted to withdraw her hand from Xie Qingyi's hand, but Xie Qingyi woke up suddenly, "Yaya, are you awake?"
Qingya nodded, sat up from the bed silently, and reached out to rub her eyes.
"Don't move," Xie Qingyi grabbed her hand and didn't let her rub it, "My eyes are swollen." ”
Xie Qingyi touched it pityingly.
Qingya was embarrassed and turned her head, "I'm so useless." ”
"Fool!" Xie Qingyi took her into his arms and kissed her pitifully, "It's a person who cries before going to bed, and his eyes will be swollen the next day, what does it have to do with whether you are useful or not." ”
Qingya hung his head and didn't say a word.
She hates herself like this, and it seems that if Xie Qingyi abandons her, life will lose all meaning.
She's too cowardly, too useless.
"Okay, good, it's me who is wrong, I asked Shi Yu, and he said, Shu Xinning does have thoughts about me," Xie Qingyi patted her back and said softly: "It's me who is not good, I didn't investigate clearly, I lost my temper, I was stupid, and I didn't find out if I put a woman who likes me around, can I change it?" ”
Qingya raised her eyes to look at him, a little surprised.
At home, the eldest brother rarely provokes her, or it should be said that from childhood to adulthood, the eldest brother has played the role of the best protector in the world, and has never made her unhappy.
The second brother is a living treasure, although she has good intentions, but she often teases her and can't cry or laugh, sometimes she her off, she will pretend to ignore him, Gu Yunxiao will coax her in all kinds of undisciplined ways, what bud bud is good, bud bud is good, or hug her, lie on her shoulder and pretend to cry, etc.
In short, in order to make her laugh, Gu Yunxiao did everything.
She never thought that Xie Qingyi would coax her so softly one day.
Xie Qingyi is an iceberg, she has known it since she was a child.
When she wasn't with Xie Qingyi before, she thought that she was the only one who ran after Xie Qingyi and said soft things to Xie Qingyi.
At that time, I thought that if she married Xie Qingyi, she would definitely lower her eyebrows and live a lifetime.
Now I know that she is really married to Xie Qingyi, she will have such a big temper, crying and making trouble, and forcing Xie Qingyi to coax her.
Thinking about last night, she did overreact a bit.
Xie Qingyi entered the bathroom with a stomachache, the Gu family has big rules, and Shu Xinning grew up from the Gu family, he would naturally think that Shu Xinning would quit by himself, and would never have thought that Shu Xinning would be bold enough to stay by himself, and wear his pajamas and use her cup.
She seems to be a little vexatious and making a big fuss.
Now that I have calmed down and reflected on myself, the big event that seemed to collapse last night suddenly became understandable.
"Forget it," she smiled, "I was so excited last night that it's okay to think about it." ”
Xie Qingyi saw her smile, the clouds opened and the fog dispersed, and his heart suddenly brightened a lot, sighed, and rubbed her head, "Good, get up and eat something, you must eat more, otherwise I am afraid that your body will not be able to hold it, in case you get sick again, the second brother will have to pick my skin." ”