Chapter 1955: The Most Aggrieved Way
For last night's incident, Li Xinyan will only treat it as a dream.
Although, she doesn't regret that something like this happened, but she doesn't want to accept it all like that.
Li Xinyan knew that if Su Yi woke up and knew about it, then he would definitely make amends, and it was very likely that he would be with her, but she didn't want such love.
For her, this is not love, just a sense of responsibility.
If Su Yi didn't like it, but was with Li Xinyan for the sake of responsibility, she knew that neither of them would be happy, which would only make him embarrassed and make him feel ashamed, and she couldn't be really happy.
Li Xinyan loves Su Yi very much, there is no need to question this, but she will not let him reluctantly be with her because of her love, this will not be happy.
If this matter embarrasses him, it is the last thing she wants to see, she doesn't want to see him in this matter, there is any embarrassment in this matter, even if he is willing to do this, she can't accept it, just because she doesn't want to see him unforgettable.
In this matter, the person who suffered was Li Xinyan, and last night, the person who took the initiative was Su Yi, and it could even be regarded as semi-forced, but she didn't struggle, so it didn't look like it was forced, but in any case, it couldn't be covered up that this was his mistake, which was absolutely true, and no one could deny it.
It's just that this is obviously Su Yi's fault, and Li Xinyan has nothing wrong with it, but in this matter, she thinks about him everywhere and thinks about him, but she doesn't think of anything for herself.
For other women, if something like this happens, maybe even if they don't cry, make trouble and hang themselves, they won't just forget it, they have to get justice back anyway, how can they be the same as her, bear it silently like this, and deal with it themselves as if it didn't happen.
Thinking about it this way, it is indeed very wronged Li Xinyan, not everyone can do it to this extent, but she has no regrets, she is willing to do anything for him.
After getting dressed, Li Xinyan began to deal with the scene, there were many things that she needed to do, and she had to do these things before Su Yi woke up, so as not to make him suspicious.
Looking at the bright red on the sheets, she knew that she couldn't let Su Yi see them, so she carefully changed the sheets.
In this process, Li Xinyan was not easy at all, her body was already uncomfortable, and she didn't dare to move too much, for fear of waking up Su Yi and making her have to be extremely careful, which was undoubtedly even harder.
When she took off the sheets, she was already sweating a lot, but the sheets in her hands still made her feel relieved.
It's just that at this time, Su Yi just turned over, startling Li Xinyan, and the sheet in his hand was also scared and fell to the ground.
Luckily, he just rolled over and went back to sleep, not waking up, which made her breathe a sigh of relief, almost scared to death, and thought he would wake up.
Originally, Li Xinyan also wanted to change the new sheets now, so as not to arouse suspicion.
It's just that after such a fuss, she doesn't dare to continue to do this, in case Su Yi suddenly wakes up when she puts on a new sheet, that is the most embarrassing time, and it is difficult for her to explain clearly, everything will be exposed, and there will be no way to hide.
Therefore, Li Xinyan can only forget it like this, and she doesn't plan to put on new sheets, and she will find other excuses at that time.
After getting the sheets, she carefully looked at them a few more times to make sure that there were no traces of her existence on the bed, including the long hair on the pillow, and she found them all, just to keep Su Yi from being suspicious.
In fact, when doing this kind of thing, she always feels like she is covering up her crime, as if the person who committed the crime is her.
It's just that after thinking about it, Li Xinyan still hasn't changed her mind, and she still doesn't want Su Yi to know all this, just treat this matter as if it's all her fault, and it has nothing to do with him, she thought about it while dealing with the room.
In the end, Li Xinyan secretly left the room after confirming that there was no evidence left in the room.
Because she knew that when he was drunk, he generally couldn't remember what happened when he was drunk, so she thought that as long as she destroyed all the evidence, then he wouldn't find anything, and he wouldn't know what happened last night, so it could be as if it hadn't happened.
Doing this, of course, is a great loss for Li Xinyan, she is a victim, but she uses such the most aggrieved way to deal with it, allowing herself to bear all this silently.
Not only is there no way to investigate Su Yi's mistakes, but he also has to deal with these things personally, such a wronged thing can only be done by her who really loves him deeply, and there is no way for others to be selfless to this extent.
After coming out of the room, Li Xinyan took the sheets and washed them, but her body was uncomfortable, so her movements couldn't help but become slow.
Not long after Li Xinyan left, Su Yi also woke up.
He slept extremely comfortably, he couldn't help but stretch his waist, this sleep, simply made him refreshed, alive, he had not tried such a good state for a long time, it was an unprecedented state, and his spirit was excellent.
It was only after stretching his waist that Su Yi noticed that something was wrong.
This is his room, yes, it's also in his own bed, yes, he confirmed it, but his sheets are gone, and now he sleeps directly on the mattress.
That's right, now Su Yi just found that his mattress was missing, and this is where he found something wrong.
After discovering that the mattress was missing, he couldn't help but fall into deep thought, and began to recall the events of last night, slowly sorting out his memories, trying to find some clues from them, so as to find the reason why his mattress was missing.
It's just that Su Yi didn't remember much about the memory of last night.
He only remembered that he had drunk, and he had drunk a lot, he remembered that he was drinking while listening to Li Xinyan playing the piano, and he drank with the idea of getting himself drunk, and in the end, he did get his wish, he successfully got drunk, and he was drunk unconscious.
After that, Su Yi didn't have much of an impression, even if he thought about it very seriously, he couldn't remember anything, he only remembered some dreams.
After he got drunk, he didn't have any impression of what happened, and he didn't have any impression of what he did, as if he had done a lot of things, and as if he had done nothing, which made him unable to understand, only that he knew that he had drunk a fragment.