It's really tiring to live, a lot of things that have been planned, but all the things that have been delayed because of emergencies, I was full of confidence to do one thing, but I insisted on it for less than a month and was ready to give up, whenever I was short of money, I wound myself up again, but often because of unexpected situations and gave up halfway, my life has been repeating this process. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I don't know what I like to do, what do I want to do, but I have to force myself to do this thing to make money, this thing is not beneficial to me, start to measure and measure, the result is nothing, some things want to stick to it, but because of limited time and energy, I have to give up, I want to change myself, but change is not easy, my family does not allow it, I do not allow it.

When the mobile phone receives a reminder of credit card repayment every month, I wake up from my dream, and I thought that all the money I could save this month was repaid to the card, otherwise your credit will be swept away, and you will not even be able to take out a loan in the future, let alone settle down in the imperial capital.

Sometimes when I think of what Ziqi said, I suddenly feel very reasonable, you can't give anyone anything except drag others down, because you can't give a girl like Ziqi a complete home, and you can't let her live the life she wants, but being with me will affect her quality of life, this is the reality, so I don't want to suffer now, it's better to break out boldly than to be so painful, otherwise it's really like this for a lifetime.

Everyone has their own desires, they all have their favorite things, and they all have the life they want, but how many people can get their wishes? Everyone is dragging their tired bodies and living a small life of self-satisfaction in the imperial capital.

Someone told me that you can immigrate, and I have thought about this question, but although I have passed the sixth level of English, I can't open my mouth when I see a foreigner, where do you immigrate?

can only move forward step by step in the existing position of the imperial capital, I say I don't envy this, I don't envy that, when you see that because you have money, you can enjoy a much better life than you, that's called privilege, who doesn't want to have it?

You open a sign and run on the road, now any person around you is a BMW, Mercedes-Benz, you still can't catch up with others, you will say that I have a house, worth millions? Big brother that is not worth, unless you don't live in the imperial capital, you can sell the house, take the money for a comfortable life in a small city, but unwilling, finally came to the imperial capital, to this one, do not continue to struggle, but it is so difficult.

When something happens, no one can help you, most friends are most afraid of you calling them to borrow money, once you open your mouth with them, this friend will not have to do it in the future, so my best buddy, that is, I am so poor that I can't open the pot tomorrow, I don't ask them to borrow money, although they are willing to lend you, when the money is given to you, but it is another state, so I advise you not to ask those who trust you to borrow money, a slight mistake, your relationship will fall apart, this is also the reality of the current society。

Then you can only rely on yourself, but the question is what can you do? Writing novels can only find dreams and express feelings, and it is really too difficult to make money.

I can't write about the life of a rich person, because I haven't experienced it at all, what I write is what I see and hear, and for the article to be infectious, it must be experienced by you or your friends, but in the current society, who will really have a heart-to-heart relationship with you, in most cases, everyone's interactions are based on what benefits they can give each other.

You can only find an opening, complain, and then continue to wear the mask of hypocrisy and return to your current position, otherwise as soon as you leave, there will be countless people waiting for this position.

There is no one in this world, and the earth still rotates, so don't think of yourself as too great.

Dinner with Rachel and Mayor Song was booked in a very private restaurant, I was also led by Rachel, to enter, when I entered this highly private restaurant, I realized that this privilege really exists, on the surface you think Mayor Song is very low-key, but the guests who can dine in this kind of restaurant are by no means idle, and as an outer circle person like me, it is just to enter and exit the Grand View Garden once, and see the world.

Rachel and I went into the private room, a huge private room, and it seemed a bit wasteful to only seat the three of us, but it was a real commonplace for them.

Mayor Song said straight to the point: "I came to you today for two things, one is that Rachel wants to go to work with you again, and the other is the environmental protection city project, Mr. Chen has already told me, I am here you can rest assured, you must do enough preparation work, so as to save time and cost." ”

No wonder Rachel came downstairs to pick me up, and was in a good mood, it turned out that this little goblin had been premeditated for a long time.

Rachel saw that I wanted to reject her again, and she swore and said, "Brother Yihan, I will do a good job when I go to you, and I won't cause you trouble, is it okay?"

I looked at this big girl, and I wanted her to come, but I felt that she would be a big trouble, and I was afraid of hurting her because I didn't care about my feelings

I smiled and said, "Mayor Song, you are willing to let Rachel come to work, right?"

Mayor Song smiled and nodded, and said to me, "You have to help me take care of her." ”

I didn't understand what Mayor Song meant, he was afraid of what Rachel and I would have, why did he say that I should take care of her.

I said to Mayor Song: "Don't worry, I will definitely take care of her." ”

When Rachel saw that I agreed, she danced with joy and kept pouring wine for me and Mayor Song.

I am also very grateful to Mayor Song, the senior apartment project, he also helped me a lot, but I have given him back, so I don't feel indebted to him, and I will use more places in the future, and I have to hold this thigh.

Rachel said to me happily: "Brother Yihan, then I will go to work tomorrow, I have agreed with Sister Jiang Tian, she will drive me tomorrow." ”

I originally wanted to say hello to Jiang Tian after eating, but I didn't expect them to collude, but it doesn't matter, anyway, I really like Rachel as a girl.

I talked a lot with Mayor Song, and it also made me feel that Mayor Song is also very close to the people. At the end of the meal, I rode an electric car to the apartment alone, and it was time to buy a car to travel, this is not also a number, it is time to put it on the agenda, the problem funds must be in place first, and then the trouble is that I like it and can't afford it, and I don't like it.