Moshan.End 5
Isn't it boring when I'm the only one in the world?
Wine, really, is a good thing.
A flashy life, what is she for?
Her mind was like a haze, and she couldn't get rid of the confusion.
Somewhat drunk, she knocked on her head, closed the window, and prepared for bed.
At this time, what is under the distant sky?
Is it a distant dream, or is it my reality?
Forget it, everything is over like this, she is very unwilling, but she is already powerless.
The next morning, before dawn, she packed herself up and prepared to settle the matter and go back to the city.
She was homesick, and even though she hadn't acknowledged it was her home for years, it was still not her home.
Where's home?
In the depths of my heart: in the farthest dreams, the most unforgettable memories are hidden. In my memory, a house, a rice field, a group of relatives, and a family. When children are just growing up, no one can change the things in their impressions. In the memory, the dream is no longer a dream, and when the wanderer returns, things are not people. Q: Where is home?
"2 Paradise Road"
She already knew that there were some things that should be solved sooner rather than later, otherwise it would be a huge problem.
What is the great trouble in my heart and the value of life?
She must go there, must go. It will be the beginning of her new life and the end of her nightmares.
On this day, it was very warm, but the heart was very cold, like falling into an ice pool, exuding cold from the inside out. She smiled and got into the car.
"Sweep the grave on Heaven Road?"
With a sad expression, even if the driver wanted to talk to Lagua, he was indifferently refused.
There was silence all the way......
"Uncle, you wait for me here, and settle the account by the hour. ”
The most famous mountain in Moshan is, of course, the famous mountain, but there is also a mound that few people have ever visited is the mound of the Mo family, where the ancestors of the Mo family are buried for generations. Whoever does not enter the grave is bound to be a traitor who has been expelled.
She searched for a long time and finally coincided with her memory, that was already an overgrown short baotou, burying her dearest relatives, she was deeply nostalgic, staggering and pitiful, and she laughed at herself.
She retreated a little frightened, how much she missed was in front of her, but she couldn't move anymore.
She let out a low roar and looked at the tombstone, the appearance of Grandpa's death just lingered. I have been tortured for more than ten years, and no one knows the bitterness in my heart.
"Grandpa, Xiaomi has come to see you, can you still recognize me?"
She brought a bottle of rice wine brewed by the Moshi family, sprinkled it twice on the stele, and then squatted next to the stele like a child, just like when she was a child, she surrounded her grandfather.
"Grandpa, I'm so glad to meet you. How are you in heaven?"
"Grandpa, I know that I am very useless, I have lived so big, I am still about to be muddy, and I will be wasted for the rest of my life, but it's good, so be it, live with those memories that I can't break. ”
"Grandpa, I know I shouldn't see you, I'm still that coward, you said that I need to be strong so that you can afford it. But I didn't use it. ”
"My heart hurts, I want to cry, I haven't laughed from the bottom of my heart for how long. It's bitter, it's bitter......"
"Grandpa, I was wrong, I have to put away my tears, I won't cry anymore. Those bloodshot eyes were tee-eyed, sniffing snot and looking at the sky, she had to go on alive.
"Grandpa, it's time for me to go back...... I'm going to live well. ”
According to the rules of the family, her daughter is an unmarried girl who rarely goes to see her ancestors, and kowtows and bows.
The wind rustled and seemed to reprimand her for her unfilial piety. After just two steps, he fell heavily to the ground, broke his foot, and wore shoes with some roots, and he didn't even know how to get up.
Sadness, despair, and sorrow swept over at once...... How am I supposed to live?
Grandpa, do you complain that I didn't come to see you?
Hua Ze, who was quietly looking at Mo Xiaomi, looked at her mockingly, but she was really a crybaby.